Some of us had a lot of different's story but about my story? Im sure you guys getting interested of it, and by the way my name is "Xylem Violet " im 20 years old now and im also a girl this story is about myself way back in 2017 when i met this guy ,the guy that i like is 18 years old now but his age before is 15 and im 18 that time when i first met him.

And honestly he's good looking guy,tall, cute nose, cute eyes ,nice body almost perfect and he is also joined the modeling show. "Oh my God my heart cant stop beating!" that is xylem favorite line when she's thinking of Nek.

Xylem post in her IG her caption is "my crush " when she's thinking of Nek her heart is beating so fast . The next morning Xylem is so excited in school because she can meet her crush because they are classmate. Few of her friends know's about that, but Xylem told them that keep it for a secret, because she know that if her parents know about this there's a possibilities that her parents gonna mad about on this.

She always talk her crush on messenger

Xylem: hey nek do you have a copy of our assignment?

a few minutes Nek replied,

Nek: Yes just wait a moment violet ,

xylem violet is waiting for another response of Nek ,xylem is so excited and so happy to know that her crush so kind ,

and Nek response again

Nek: sorry for waiting you so long this is our assignment,

Xylem: "oh thank you!

and she whispered I have a crush on you!

Nek: "what? what did you say? i didnt hear it'

Xylem: nothing i just twist my tongue!

Nek: oh okay i thought there's someting ,

xylem: no way! what something?

Nek: nothing

after they're conversation Nek is offline and didnt say goodbye for Xylem and xylem is so happy for knowing that her crush is so kind.

when the day of school xylem met nek and xylem is so happy like no one can beat of her happiness when she met Nek ,

"Why Nek is so kind of girls?" xylem said.

and xylem is so affected whenever she saw Nek is so kind of other girls because she thought that Nek is kind of person that you can trust but so much playboy ,there's a lot of things that running her head if what is the true identity of her Crush Nek,

while she is thinking of other stuff there's someone bump her back ,

Xylem: ouch what that?

Nek: ' oh its you! sorry Ididn't mean it

Ididn't see that you are here,

Xylem: oh its okay, but next time please be careful because its so hurt ( she's mad)

while she's continue to think of other stuff again she bump someone in the hallway and she met the...

when i saw it she's so beautiful and i felt nothing, I wonder where school she came from because her school uniform is different of mine." Xylem said" Hi did you see where's Nek is? I search him around earlier but i cant find him did you see him? (girl said) Oh You mean Nek Simon? ( Xylem said ). Ye s Nek is Simon where he is? girl said" he's in the third floor . (Xylem said) oh thank you. (girl said)

And the two went to the third floor where Nek was. Xylem is so hurt when she discover that Nek and the girl that she saw earlier is the girl that Nek's girlfriend, xylem is going to burst her tears when she saw Nek is hugs that girl.

Why i felt nothing? Why i felt so broken? why i felt that the Mars Planet is fell on my whole body? even though he's just only my crush but i felt like he's my boyfriend that cheating and wooeng another girl? (Xylem said while crying). After a few moment Nek introduce his girlfriend to xylem. She is Nichole my girlfriend," (says Nek ). when i saw it she's so beautiful and i felt nothing, I wonder where school she came from because her school uniform is different of mine." Xylem said" Hi did you see where's Nek is? I search him around earlier but i cant find him did you see him? (girl said) Oh You mean Nek Simon? ( Xylem said ). Ye s Nek is Simon where he is? girl said" he's in the third floor . (Xylem said) oh thank you. (girl said)

And the two went to the third floor where Nek was. Xylem is so hurt when she discover that Nek and the girl that she saw earlier is the girl that Nek's girlfriend, xylem is going to burst her tears when she saw Nek is hugs that girl.

Why i felt nothing? Why i felt so broken? why i felt that the Mars Planet is fell on my whole body? even though he's just only my crush but i felt like he's my boyfriend that cheating and wooeng another girl? (Xylem said while crying). After a few moment Nek introduce his girlfriend to xylem. She's Nichole my girlfriend, 'Nek said'.

" she is so pretty you look like the actress Liza Soberano from Philippines are you an american?" Says Xylem'. "No way your pretty than me! im not an american my dad is a chinese and my mom is from thailand" ( Says Nichole ). Really? You guys are so perfect match to each other because both of you have a pretty look! are you a model too Nichole?" (Xylem said). "Yyyes i join the pageant in our school and sometimes our neighbor's who has a business they take me for their botique for introducing of her/ his business by using the fashion show, and the events too. Nek is also one of that, and that is the reason why we met because of that event." (Says Nichole).

Xylem is so upset because she feels like she has nothing compare of them, she feels like a beast without her pride because she thought that she is so ugly and has no talent and yet she cannot darken all the misfortune she has. Xylem turned around and cries like a baby left by parents. "why did this happen to me? Why am I being inundated with someone i know who cant be banned? Why do I push myself so hard that i know that it wont happen that were together because they're almost perfect match? I know my face is for the home only that no one can accept and appreciate of my beauty". ( Says Xylem while crying ).

Xylem's friends wonder what happened to her.

"what happened to you?

Why are you crying? Does your stomach hurt?" ( says marielle while shock ). "Why? Why she crying?" ( evelyn said while mad ).

Xylem laughed out loud as if she had hit her head suddenly in her madness of insanity at a time when no one can felt anything like she did even its just a little.

Everyone was shocked to see Xylem's like a crazy brat. After a few minutes they had lunch and Xylem's didn't expect that Nek go out for lunch with his friends and Xylem kept thinking she was happy happy that Nek did not accompany Nichole to canteen. Nek saw Xylem's smile. "What's wrong with you? Why are you smiling in there? You look like an idiot you know that? Xylem later buy me a free mango flaut at the mall." (says Nek).

What? Oh Really? okay let's go there together so you can choose what ever you want ". ( xylem says ). She always like being with Nek even though Nek doesn't like her and just treat her as a friend. A few days later Nek update his status on facebook that he and his girlfriend Nichole they out for dinner together and Xylem saw it, and saw it in tears because she didn't expect Nek's sweet post ,but actually she think that its normal for the couple that posting their sweet photos because they just want to spreas around the world about of them. Xylem is so obssessed of the person that even just a little care and feelings for her are nothing but just only a friend that He can rely on when his lonely, but Xylem think to much that she felt like she think that Nek is have a crush on her even though that is not Nek want.

5 months later Xylem is gradually forgot about Nek and was able to do so because of her leisure time writing her diary and reading science books, comics (manga). But sometimes she felt lonely when she saw the Nek's notebook that she stole, always keep it that no one can see it even her parents and sibling didn't know about her dramatic movements.

Two weeks later from 5 months she went to bookstore when she saw, that Nek and his friends are all in the bookstore for buying the school supplies too, because one of Nek's friend is also like reading comics or ( manga ) and also watching anime too. Xylem is avoiding Nek and she turn around but suddenly there's someone grab her hand when she turn back she is a little confused because its David that grab her hand David also one of Nek's friend that also both enclined of Xylem. "Hey how are you? long time no see you didn't change at all you still look like a idiot and weird" ( says David and secretly chuckles). " Really? wowni thought you didn't remember me because its almost 5 months passaway" (Xylem said and looking back around). "its just only 5 months how i cant remember? were always partner in our school activities and school project before, you really an idiot as ever."( David said while chuckles for teasing Xylem).

After they're talking there's someone behind them and listening what they're talking about..