Welcome to the story of my life .

I am a college student my name is keysha Lim and I am 17 year old girl who never experienced love life .

I know some of you can relate, but when i am in middle school they always call me" cold hearted" because, one of my classmate confess to me! and I just rejected it!cause I am not ready for the things like that , now I have a part time job in a café..

name:keysha Lim

age:17

college coures:fine arts

"Love is complicated"

is it?maybe?could I try?but no one could love me!! because iam ugly

why?why?why? it keeps bothering me!?

couple here ,couple there maybe i am the only one who don't have a

BOY FRIEND

but because of it. it make me stress.... I dream ,

every night about my crush and we always talk and chat in my dreams

I tought it was true ,but it wasn't, I was just dreami'n ,but it feel so true I can even hear his voice lingering in my ears

a heavenly voice of him make me fall in love in him more,but there's something

missing , you know what ?because he is just a imagination 😭😭

my crush he is fictional like an anime character but he exist in my dream

he said once"Maybe you think I am just your imagination but i'm not, I only exist In your dream "*with a kiss in my forehead*

Doe's he really exist or I have a mental

illness

this is too much! my head hurt thinking why he said that words.

But when we are together I fell I like I travelled in a another dimension where

he exist we are so happy and free😻

why I am believing in this shitss!!

but I can't resist in his charm

maybe iam too creative that I can imagine that face, sometimes I try to paint him but I can't remember his face

why???????

I don't understand......

*raining

my boss:keyshaaaa!! go to work😤

oppsss wait *go to the counter

keysha:what's your order sir??😊

I met a handsome guy and many girls are looking at him but I stay calm because the girls are glaring at me .

the man reply's"uhhmm I would like to get that tasty coffee"*winks❤

I blushed and while he is pointing at our new flavor coffee .

*making the coffee"here's your order sir"* 😊

he reply's"thank's"with a cold voice .

What a werd guy why did he pointed the picture instead of reading the name .

While he is walking away he almost triped so he gets his glasses .

So that's why😁

he pointed it instead of reading it cause he can't see clearly ehehe

then back to the story I go back to my apartment and see's my roommate her name is Lara chatting with his bf

I felt jealous because I don't have one

how sad

*while drawing in my room