Andrea

It's just a normal day for a normal girl like me, and a usual routine. I start to walk slow at the road and mesmerize the beautiful sunrise. Many people pass by and a very usual and boring day. My day went well, I take a math exam and I just got 15 over 30, but it's alright. I really know it myself, that I don't have any talent in solving math problems. I pack all my things and walk to my house. As I look at the sky, it looks like it will rain and I am right.

"Oh god!" I scream as the rain touches my skin.

It's raining very hard. I look into my watch and really want to curse that time. It's already 5pm! I supposed to be lying in my bed and listening to my favorite music right now, but the rain ruined my ideas.

"Fine. I'll just take a quick bath after this." I said. I start to walk but I immediately stop when I realized that there's someone holding an umbrella that cause me not to be wet by the rain.

"You still don't bring an umbrella. Tsk."I-It's Him, Kim Taehyung! I manage to give a fake smile. I shouldn't feel nervous and I shouldn't cry in front of him. He should know that I am strong enough to live without him.

"Yah! Notice me Please." Hearing his words makes me want to cry. How much I love this guy... But no, I should be strong.

"Andrea? Are you still there?" I didn't try to look at him and continue walking while he follows me.

"Still mad at me?" I want to tell him that I never get mad at him and that I love him more than anyone in this world do, but I can't. I really can't.

I stop walking so he does. I face him and plaster a death glare.

"Stop following me." I said monotone.

"How can I? You still didn't forgive me. I will never get tired of chasing you until you told me that you already forgave me." I didn't recognized that my tears starts falling. How could he be like that? How could he manage to apologize even if it's not his own fault but mine? Right?

Then all the memories of me with him flashbacks.

"Yah! Andrea wait!" A running Kim Taehyung said. I immidiately stop from walking when I saw him.

"Why?" I ask him. It's been a long time when I try to keep distance from him. I don't want it, but I can't do anything about our situation.

"What's wrong with you? It's been a while since we last ate lunch. Are you mad at me?" I smile. A weak smile.

"Af course not." I said and look away from his gaze. My conscience is eating me, but I should do this. I should. It's for the best.

"Then let's eat lunch together." While he is dragging me I remember why I should stay away from him. It is because I will not staying longer here in Seoul. My dad decided to go to Canada to pursue his career and we will be staying there for long and if that thing happen I know he will be hurt. I don't wanna hurt him 'coz I love him. I love him more than a best friend.

All the time we're eating I always stare at him. This might be the last month of my stay here. This might be the last month I'll be seeing that square smile of him.

"C'mon. Stop staring at me. I might lost my control and kiss you." My eyes widen woth his word.

"W-what?" I asked him even if I heard it clear.

"N-nothing." He said and look away. Why do I feel so disappointed? Argh! I'm crazy. I shouldn't be thinking this way. Im just his bestfriend. I just continue eating and set aside my crazy thoughts.

All day he never leaves my side, he even sit besides me every subject. He wrote something on a piece of paper and gave it to me, we usually do this when it's math time 'coz we might caught talking to each other of our savage teacher- Min Yoongi.

I know there's something's bothering you.

I look into his eyes. Even though I can't read him, I know his sad. Shit. He shouldn't be.

I'm fine. Just school stuffs. You know math sucks.

Then I gave it to him.

He read it and look at me with his blank stares. What I hate the most is his unreadable eyes. Whenever I look into them I can't tell if his happy or what. He, again write something on the back of the paper and give it back to me.

Don't worry. I'll treat you snack.

I look at him and when he saw me staring at him, he plaster his square smile.

What to do now? I don't want to reject him, but how can he forgot me if I'm always with him? I didn't really know what to write. If I'll reject him or not, but the bell rang and save my soul.

I hurriedly pack my thing and run fast. Maybe my answer to his offer is a no.

"Andrea Yah! Where are you going? wait!?" I run fast as I could, but it's not enough because his already right besides me.

"Stop running. As if you could escape from me." I didn't stop running. that's why he grab my right arm, harshly.

"Hey!" I complain.

"I know there's really something that's bothering you right now. Tell it to me, Andrea." He said as he pull me closer to him. I didn't speak even a single word nor meet his eyes. I can't.

"Please, Tell me..." I keep myself silent. How I want to tell him all my problems. How I want to feel his comforting words. How I want to cry in his shoulder right now, but I can't.

"Andrea..."

"...please look at me. You know you can trust me, right?"

"Look at me..." I shut my eyes tight I'm so confuse right now. I don't know what to do, but there's one thing I'm sure. I won't waste that one month with him.

I hug him, tight as I could.

"Teahyung..."

"...I-I'm sorry." I whisper. Tears start to fall. Argh! Fcking tears! Stop!

He hug me back and gently caress my back.

"Shh... Stop crying." He cupped my face and swipe away my tears using his thumb. He lean his head closer to mine.

His lips touch my forehead.

"Whatever your problem is, Always remember I'm here. Arasso?"I nod, but I still can't control my sobs.

His lips touch mine.

My eyes widen on what he did. H-he kissed me on lips? Ohgod! I must be dreaming!

"W-why d-" he cut my words by sealing my lips again.

"I love you, Andrea. I love you more than a friend." He stare at me like I am the most precious thing in this world. Am I dreaming? Please if this is just a dream, don't ever dare to wake me up.

"Y-you got to be kidding me." Please Taehyung... Don't give me false hope.

"I wish I am, but I'm not."

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I really made this story for my Taehyung biased Friend, Andrea. Mianhe chingu I forgot your username, but You know who you are haha...

P.s it's just a short story consisting of 2 or maybe 3 chapter. Not certain, but hope you like it guys! Just bear with my grammar.

It's been a week or two since that incident happened. Time fly fast. What I planned didn't happen. Taehyung never stops following me, and I realized that YOLO. I must enjoy my life until the end, and enjoying it means being with the one I love- Taetae.

But...

Everything is inevitable, and that one thing that will certain to happen is going to that place.

"Honey, Are you ready? Tomorrow's our flight."

"Yup! I am more than ready, Dad." I cheerfully said. I don't want him to know that I don't want to leave seoul. I want to help him to achieve his dream by being with him and with mom.

"Good. Now, sleep little girl." He smiled. I smile back, he left me and shut the door.

I lay myself on the bed and sigh.

This will be the last night with my comfortable bed. I'll miss everything here. most specially, Tae.

I close my eyes.

He don't even know that I'm leaving. Am I a bad bestfriend for not telling it? I don't know... I'm so confused right now. Why life is so unfair?

"Tae..." I'm almost asleep when my phone ring. That familiar ringtone. I look at the wall clock, it's almost 10pm in the evening. A sudden rush of emotions flow thru my system.

"H-hello?..."

"Andrea..." Hearing his deep voice makes me want to cry. I'll surely miss his manly voice.

"W-why?"

"Why your stuttering? Are you alright?"

"Yes... I'm alright. why did you call? "

"Uhmm... Can you go outside?"

"W-why? It's already late..." I said, but my feet has a own brain and walk towards the window only to see Taehyung outside while holding his phone.

"Hi!" He said and smile. What the hell? Why his here? I immediately wear a jacket then I run downstair and go outside.

"What are you doing here?" I ask him.

"Nothing. I just want to see you." He smile again.

He suddenly hold my hand and intertwine his hand with mine. I feel a sudden rush of blood with my face. H-he holds my hand? We walk while holding each others hand. Why the hell I am feeling this emotion? Why the hell I feel so secured and safe with him?

"T-tae..."

"Why?" He ask and smile at me. His innocent smile that could melt anyone's heart.

"W-why are you doing this?" I look away from his stare. I don't know if what he said is true. And if it's true, I don't want him to hope that we can be together. Im leaving tomorrow.

"Because I love you." His deep voice is serious. I gulp. I'm sorry tae. I want to tell you that I love you too, but I'll just going to be hard for both of us if I do that.

"I don't fcking love you! And you know why I'm ignoring you this past days? 'Coz I don't want to see your annoying face anymore! I regret being your bestfriend!" I push him and run. I run fast as I could. My fcking tears starts to fall. My mindsays that my fcking decision is right while my heart says the opposite. And why I'm expecting him to follow me? Why my fcking heart wants to run back and tell him what I say awhile ago is just a fcking joke?

I found myself sitting on a swing. My tears never stop from falling, I let them fall.. well, maybe this can ease the heartache.

I hate myself. I hate the situation. I hate everything! Life, why so cruel?

Maybe the clear dark sky heard my sorrow and cry with me. Now it's raining. I was expecting the raindrops to hit me but it never happens.

A pair of black eyes meet my gaze. I-it's him, Taehyung!

My cry turns to a loud cry. All I could hear is my sobs and the raindrops that hits the ground. Why are you making this hard for me?

"Please... Stop following me, It's no use at all. I will still hate you!" I push him.

"I will stop following you and will never

you anymore, but..." I look at his eyes. I-is he crying? no! His not crying and even if he do, I don't care!

He will hate me after this, but it's the only way.

"But what?!" I keep my voice angry and stop my sobs.

"Forgive me... I will stop bothering you, but please... Forgive me. D-don't hate me, Andrea..." His tears went down to his cheek. I want to comfort him, I want to hug him and say that I'm not mad.

"I can't."'coz you don't even did anything wrong.

"J-just forget me and... and move on."

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"Honey, Are you alright? You look pale." 3am, it's just an hour before we leave seoul.

"Yeah mom. I'm alright." Mom nodded at me and left my room. Everyone is busy but here I am, laying on my bed. My eyes are swollen 'coz of the fcking tears of mine that never stops from falling.

I just check my phone. 3 unreaded message from 2 different people. The other one is from Erika, my classmate. She asked me if I'm free tonight. Party. I didn't reply. The other two is from the same person. Tae's mom.

It's Taehyung Mom. Your friend is in the hospital right now, he got hit by a car last night.

I got goosebumps. He got hit by a car? I immidiately run downstair. I need to see him. I'm sure it's just a fcking prank of him. Aishh! I swear, I'm gonna kick hiss ***! I ride a taxi and tell the driver the location.

Shit... Why I am nervous? It's just a prank! I shouldn't worry!

When the cab stop, I immediately enter the hospital. I was expecting to see Tae with his square smile, but I don't see him. I remember, the owner of this hospital is his father. Maybe his just hiding and he wants me to find him. I ask the 'information' section.

"Uhmm...Where is Taehyung?" I ask her. Surely, she knows Tae. Everyone in this hospital know him because his the owner's son.

I got irritated with her silence.

"C'mon! Tell me where is he. I'm not in the mood with his pranks."

"H-his in room 195."I swear to all saints, I'm going to kick his *** off!

Room 195

I slowly open the door... I almost cry when i saw him.

(Present)

"I won't forgive you..." I said. The sky still cries.

"I'm sorry if im not by you side when you need a crying shoulder. I'm sorry if I'm not with you when you turn 18. I'm sorry-"

"STOP! I cover my ears with my hand. I don't want to hear it...

"I won't forgive you, unless you come back..." Unless you come back to your body.

"You know I can't do that, right?" He whisper. A cold air touch my skin.

"Then why you're still here?" It's been 2 years. Two years of being broken by that tragedy. Now, I'm talking to him no, I'm talking to his soul. Not just this day that i saw him, I always see him everwhere.

"Are you scared of me?"

"Tae... Please, Free yourself. If your tired of fighting, let go... Don't make this hard for all of us. It's been a fcking two years, But you never wake up. Please if you have any plan of waking up, do it now." I want him to wake up! I miss him... So much...

"As much as I want to, but I can't. I still have a unfinish business here."

Unfinish business?

"What?"

"You still don't forgive me."

"What if i told I never get mad at you?Are you going to leave, now?" My heartache. I want to free him, but at the same time I don't want him to leave.

"And this last business of mine."

"W-what is it?" I ask him, never leaving our eye contact. He step forward.

"I just want to know if... If you feel the same way. I-if you love me like how I do." Is that all? He want to know if I also do love him? What if it's a yes? He's going to leave, right?

"W-what if I say yes?"

"Then I must kiss you." He grab my waist and kiss me in the lips. He passionately kiss me, slowly and gently sucking my lower lip. I got lost by his Marvelous tongue. We shared a long and a very sweet kiss. I'm gasping for air when he finally let go of my lips. Damn! That was hot.

He look at me in the eyes, as if he'll lost me. But not, his the one I'm going to lost. His going to leave, right? His going to leave me without a heart inside my chest 'coz my heart belongs to him, only him.

"A-are you going to leave, now?"my voice cracked.

"Yes. But that doesn't mean that I'll leave you. I will always here for you... I love you." He whisper as his Silhouette starts to fade slowly, like a smoke in the thin air.

"I love you too... Very much."

End