It's a hot summer of march, I'm watching the guest enjoying the beach, the children playing in the sand, the family bonding together, the couple who's full of love to each other, the group of teenager who's going to beach to swim. And myself who taking a walk on the side of the beach, it's a great day for me waking up in this kind of place far a way to the crowded place in the city. Here I feel peace and relax. I want to relax my mind and heart, my friend told me I need this so I could forget about red, forget about what happened to our relationship, my friend know how I love red I love him so much, that I willing to fight him, but it's turn it's meaningless, he lied to me, he lied to my family, I have no face to face my family because of him, I'm so fool that I didn't lessened to my family about him, I trust him so much, soo much. I sat on the sand watching the ocean and I ask myself why he did this to me, after we spend 5 years of relationship now it's all vanish in the air, I cried again, and again and again, I ask myself again we're am I lack? since I give everything to him. yes they are right! if you give love to much you gonna hurt to much, I didn't know that my tears flow from my eyes, I decided to go back to my hotel.

I sat on my bed and cry I thought going here, will help me to ease the pain but it's not, it's feels like I go back to our happy memories.

I cry and cry, until no more tears flow to my eyes, when I close my eyes I heard my phone rang, I took it not looking at the screen.

"hello? " I said.

"where are you? "

"whose this? "

"this is me your sister, what are you there going alone? are you planning to die huh" .

my sister shout at me, I felt she's so worried.

"give me your damn location and I will pick you there! do you hear me aki? " she added.

"you're to busy to drop by sister I want to be alone for now". I said.

"no I will come to you no matter what"

"just give me your fucking location damn it".

she shout on me.

I smile, " OK OK I sent you via what's up.

"Good".

I sent here my location, and close my eyes and try to sleep, I must be thankful that I have a sister like her, who I can rely on just like this situation.

she's afraid that I will do the same thing before that I try to kill myself because of so much depression. thanks to my sister she's the best sister that I ever had.

I woke up with a loud noise outside of my room, oh my I want to sleep more, I force myself to stand and complain that I'm still need to sleep, after I cry all night I don't know what time I fell asleep,  when I in front I heard a familiar voice " just opened that damn door huh, sister what something happened to her huh, I call many times today but she's not answering opened please" .

oh that's my sister she really came, "mam we're sorry but you can't invade the privacy of our guest,  please mam call her once again if she answer then we will open it" the staff answer her. I slowly opened the door and I saw a two staff blocking my door and my sister arguing, I felt very bless to have a sister like her, since it's only two of us and we only have each other, in times like this I really need her.  

" Ara stop,  Im still alive and kicking,  I said to her. And suddenly she hug me and thanks say "aki buhuhuhuhuhu" she cried like a baby  and I'm laugh to her and says " why are you crying?" and I pat her back "shhhh hahaha I am supposed to cry not you baby sis".

Ara spent days with me at the resort and we go back together to my house.  

"Sis I will stay here huh,  I have no where to go" she said to me , sure OK I approve her. 

I keep my self busy to my work so my mind will not think about the past,  I need to move on and start new life with my sister. 

after my work I was getting ready to go home suddenly.

ring ring

I pick up my phone.

hello good evening aki where are you?

I look at the screen and I see my boss calling me. 😐

hello ma'am I gonna go home now.

could you pick my brother at the airport, I can't pick him up because I still in the meeting. please aki promise I will pay you. I know it's to late now but please only this time my dear aki. 😁 she said.

I have no choice but to agree to her.

I drove my car to the airport and my boss sent me the pic of his brother.

I can't help myself to admire his brothers face, he's so damn handsome and that sexy lips of him, how was the feeling if you ginna kissthis lips, gosh this is so embarassing. maybe if ara is here she gonna till me I'm kind of pervert. I drove my car to the airport,

to pick his brother.

while I was driving I receive a call from ara.

aki where are you? you want me to cook dinner?

sis no need Im not hungry, just eat bye yourself I gonna be late.

ohh ok, drive huh. love you aki.. muah muah