I have a normal family,My dad he was a great engineer,My mom was a good house wife and my sister is nice to me.I am four years old now so I just happen to write this for my future self... I just realize that not everything in this world is not permanent... so what happen? I will tell you but you better not tell anyone this okay!

My dad was an engineer he went overseas to support our family but one day he returned home I was happy but then after one month Dad and Mom are arguing.They had small arguements at first and then it got heated and heated and then one day they fight I happen to over hear some stuff....

Mom:So you went overseas just to fool around with women!!!!! Think about your kids!,Do you want them to live a life without a father?.

Dad:Of course not but... I admit my mistake I was lonely and life was hard their,I can't keep my sanity because of what happen but please forgive me I won't ever do it again.

Mom:You better be!

They made up but things don't last that long after that fight my dad cheated again this time my mom chase him out the house..

I don't know what to do.... mom is crying.I hug my mom and my sister.I happen to saw my dad and the maid doing something that married people only do so I told my mom... I should have not told her....everything would have been the same....

I went to school the next day but since then I started to learn a new way to hide my feelings I don't wanna cry because my classmates would think I'm weak so I faked my smile and happiness but hey future me what will you do if you we're here? I guess you could do some really cool stuff oh and I just girl scouts it was tons of fun everyone was nice but I have this bad feeling with me always I don't understand it so I ignore it but I think when I am older everything should be fine.

My dad tried to talk to us but I ignore my mom didn't tell me to do,in fact my mom told us that even if he was bad his still our father and we should still love him but I don't think so he cheated so his bad!!!!!

I just got home and sister went outside to do a group project then I notice a letter it was open with an envelop next to it.My mom told us not to look at other people's stuff without permission but I took it and open it and it said

Dear my xxxxx

I'm sorry for everything.I know I'm a bad father that I don't deserve to even talk to you guys but after a month I realize how much I took everythin for granted,that I always thought that I was right but I was wrong and I want to change,but I know your mother will not forgive me with just this I need to prove I change that I am better than this.I hope I can see you my beloved children but I can't and it seems your sister hates me now.I love you,your sister and your mom

-Dad

Yours truly

Tears started run down my cheeks but I heard the door open and my sister saying the thing that made the thing in me grow even more

Sis:Xxxxx Dad is in the hospital he got in to an accident!!!