Sarah

" No no no. Mom, dad! My parents are inside! Save them! Do something! Mommy... Dad, I can't live without you, please come back!! "

Again..Same dream..same beginning...

My name is Sarah song , 21 years old, I live alone from childhood, my parents died in a wildfire at the beach house while we were on vacation as a happy family. I've been burning inside of me ever since that day, and there's something dead inside me like I lost my life. But on the outside, there's this fake laugh..

I live in country X, studying at art and interior design university, my mother always dreamed of me being an interior decorator designing hotels, restaurants and cafes, and my ultimate dream was to fulfill my mother's dream.

I woke up at the sound of my phone ringing. I was afraid, as I was every day, I was having this nightmare...

It was Xonia my best friend, I answered her , and as usual she didn't give me a chance to talk, and she said, "don't blame me if I called late, I was doing my morning exercises. Have you had this nightmare again? "

I had a little chuckle, she always that kind of girl hasty and talkative. I said, "is there a day I didn't dream about? It's become my morning habit, and I'd be amazed if I didn't dream about it one day."

" All right, all right. You got to get up now. miss song we will miss our lessons."

I got off the phone with Xonia. And I looked out my wide window at the sky, closed my eyes and said, "good morning, mom and dad." I felt that this way I could start my day, so I felt that they were always answering me with my heart.

I looked in the mirror, my hair was all messed up, so I went to the bathroom to brush my teeth and get ready.

And then it didn't cross minutes and I found Xonia calling again. I answered her buttoning my pants and she said, "come on, lazy girl, why are you still wearing only your pants?"

I wondered for a second, and I said, "how do you know I only wore my pants? Are you watching me, girl?"

"Actually, I'm under your house right now and I see you from your window, you look so hot. where did u get that bra from? it's so sexy."

"Do you have a shred of respect?"

" All right. You don't have to get angry like that. Come on, we'll be late."

I hung up, and I was really mad, but deep down inside in my heart, I laughed.

I wore a pink shirt, combed my hair and put on makeup.

I went down to Xonia, trying to be mad at her, and I said, "don't try to talk to me. Here I am warning you!"

"Yeah, yeah, we all know you're a lot angry, of course."

I couldn't help myself, and then i laughed and she laughed with me and we went to university together.

We go together to university and Xonia was telling me about a new guy who just moved to our college.

I don't care what she says, so I'm not the kind of girl who CARES about handsome guys and whatnot. suddenly she cut off my thinking and said.

" Hey hey, am I speaking to myself here? Sarah, you know that there's no one in this world in your age who hasn't have till now a boyfriend.

"I don't have to be like everyone else in everything, and I don't need someone to love or whatever. I used to be lonely when I was a kid, and I don't need anyone."

"Sarah... Look, you're a very beautiful, gorgeous girl, and anyone who sees you fall in love with you at first sight, but you've changed so much when you lost your parents , you are not that little cute sarah that we all know anymore, I don't and I will never blame you about this.. but u need to understand me pls. "

I know most of what she said is true. but I don't have interest in life anymore and I feel like a dead person who doesn't exist.

As always, I could not answer because, like every time, only silence is my answer, and yet she does not remorse me or exploit my silence, because she understands very well that there is nothing I can do, only she is the one person left for me in the world, and I thank god he didn't take her away from me, either.

"Humph!... alas, I know that you know I'm right, but what I want you to do is try to get to know this new guy, please, just friends."

"Alright."

I tried to get her opinion this time, she did a lot for me, at least she is happy, that's all for me.

"This is my friend I know".

" All right, all right. You don't have to strangle me."

We had reached the university. And Xonia was hugging me so hard, I was trying to get away from her and escape. And we were running like little kids and laughing loudly.

Until..I..met him...

He... I forget everything. Only my eyes can see him.

I don't know. I feel like I have known him before!! Do I know him? My heart is beating so fast like I can't breathe. Something is calling inside of me. A voice I've never heard before. My heart rate didn't stop, like I went to a different world.

I can't get my eyes off him. What is this, my gosh?

Black hair like coal soft as silk, blue eyes like the sky clear as the sea, lips as red as strawberries as thick as a child, skin as white as clouds!!!...

Who's that? Why can't I look away? Why is my heart beating? Why can't I hear anything but my heartbeat?

Who is he?