"Hey what are you doing here?"-Aunt Aime

"Talking to the moon.."- I simply replied

"At this hour? Really? Haha you are really something Monique"- she tapped my head.

I looked at my watch and found out it was already 1 o'clock in the dawn. I smiled to aunt Aime and say nothing.

"Okay, I know you can't sleep honey but you need to. okay? or even atleast you will just go back to the house. Watching the moon from the balcony is much better than laying here in the sand. You might catch by the cold."- I can feel how concern she is from her voice.

I just nud my head and smile.

"I will going back inside, and you... you better go inside too. okay? "- She smiled, tapped my head once again and walked towards inside the house.

The moon shines so bright tonight. I wonder if the moon was listening to me. Well how I wish it is. How I wish I could shine like you that appreciated by everyone. I slowly close my eyes and feel the breeze of the air that comes from the sea as its slowly become colder. The sounds of crickets are in everywhere now. It's beautiful. It's pleasant to hear. The Ocean was already touching my foot maybe high tide is comming and I love everytime it touches my toes. This is what I want to feel. Such a peaceful place, can I stay here for a little longer? Can I stop the hour even just for a day? I want to rest.

*sip* *Robbing my eyes* Arrrrrggg Why do I keep crying! Such a cry baby! arrg.

"I've been watching you for almost 2 hours and you already look like a fool now. Pfff"

I heard a man's voice near me and base on his voice it looks like he is drunk or something. So, from laying down the sand I sit back yet still facing into the sea.

"You know what..." He sit beside me.

I looked at him but I can't see his face clearly since we are not facing the light and our area was already far form the house. Anyway, this is a private beach. Everyone who's here own a house 30 Kilometers from the ocean. It is a nice spot here. But this is only filled with people every vacation.

"Take this. You might get cold." He lend me his jacket.

And now I can already see the form of his body. He is now wearing a sleeveless and a boxer. wait what??? a boxer? (〃°ω°〃) I can feel my face turning red. Mommmmmmmyyy.

I slapped my face three times o(╥﹏╥)o

"Hey are you okay?" -burp, burp, burp What the heck happening here. His Adam's apple is so hot. The way he drunk that bear was so tempting. He is so...

"Hey? are you okay? Why are you staring at me? "- He interrupted my fantasies. Nice.

"Uhh-.. yeah. " I pulled my self back. kyaaaahhh how awful is this.

He drunk again the beer and lay down in the sand.

"Do you think, he is listening?"

"Uh-pardon? "-me

"Do you think the moon is listening? I told him everything almost everynight. Haha I'm a fool right?" I saw his tears racing down from his eyes.

I just watched him. He's cute. Now I know that I am not alone who's talking to moon as if it has feelings and it can listen.

"*cough* I want to reset my life. I want to end all this." - I touch his head, I dunno but I feel him. I slowly tapped his head.

"use that" I give him back his jacket.

"No, just used that I saw that you looked cold earlier so use that. *cough*"

"shhhhh...( I put the jacket on him)." And he don't resist anymore.

I also layed down beside him. No one is talking but we both feel the sadness that covers us. My tears are slowly flowing again so I decided to stand up and have some walk.

"where are you going? "

"I do'nt know. "- I shrug my shoulders

"Can I come? "

"sure"-I agree

"waittt"- he runs under the coconut tree and throw up.

I ran towards his way and assist him. I robbed his back and wiped his sweat ih his face. As he finished throwing up hes knees were shaking and accidentally whe fell in the ground. He is on the top of me and I could do nothing but to stare his face. I can now see his face clearly. He is so handsome, his eyes was as beautiful as God yet full of sadness. His pointed nose and Heart shaped lips are so tempting. His breath.. His breath that almost catches mine. His Adams apple was moving as he clears his throat. I didn't manage to control my mind and found my self kissing his Adams apple and going slowly to his lips. but...

"Oh myyy!! Sorry. sorry. i didn't mean t-*

He pulled me towards him and kissed me. He didn't let me finished talking. He has a nice scent and his breath was smells good too. We catches our breath as our kisses going deeper and deeper.

He holds, and ...

"What the....! Did you just throw up on my shirt?Haha "- Unbelievable.

"Sorry."- and fell asleep.

He fall. asleep while hugging me.

"Where is your house? hey.. wake up. "

"Blo....ck 15.."