** I don't understand why the skies are changing. The air feels suffocated and I feel like i'm in a bubble. After He went away I didn't know what to do anymore. Now i'm all alone. I have friends but they don't pay much attention to me i'd always like to be alone or not bothered.  **

No one understand how I feel not even my girlfriend. She doesn't understand what it feels like to lose someone you have once loved. I miss Li and I miss everything about her. I wonder how she's doing, If she's eating right, or even if she's taking care of herself, or if someone is loving as much as I have loved her?...