Hello Everyone I really hope you have red the WARNINGS in the description before reading this and pls remember that the whole story is FICTIONAL.so anyway this is the introduction of the main character.

NAME: AZRAEL ROSESCMIDHT

AGE: 14y/o, in the start of the book

BIRTHDAY: November 2, XXXX

GENDER: Male

NATIONALITY: Unknown

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CHAPTER 1.0

07/18/xx, Today's just a simple day to start my life.I'm currently starting my freshman years in this new school, though I've only been here for a few days, I've already made a couple of friends.I must admit I'm pretty good at socializing and get new friends in minutes but aside that I never really found any true friends, they only befriend me for rather money,fame or to get high grades.I don't really mind though it's not like I won't do the same in their place.Humans are pretty greedy don't you think? Since as a child I was a genius, I'm not really sure what to think about it. I kinda regret showing my brains as a kid since before I have known my parents quickly treated me differently once they found out about it,they became more stricter ,they never gave me any free time and just told me to "keep burning the midnight oil" im not really sure what that's supposed to mean, since what am I supposed to do "reach my dreams without really having one?"to be honest I really think they do want me to that.Since they were never really content with me and my achievements especially when I get a single mistake done they would "punish me"I guess that's normal human behavior I guess...I mean I know they want me to pass everything with flying colors but, don't you think this is too much? I've already been the "perfect child" you wanted but what about me?my feelings,my freedom... I'm not just a puppet I have feelings to...but do I really? I'm not sure anymore, since the first time I opened my eyes and consciousness, behind all this praise I never really felt love nor hate, sadness and many more. The only thing I feel is numbness...the feeling where you like there's something missing..the feeling of having an endless void deep inside of my heart, though I..until now I still don't know what it is ... because I mean I have everything brains, money, friends and a family.So I guess I'll find out what it really is... since I'm so used to using a facade that I really forgot what my real purpose to live is, is it for my parents? I'm not sure, maybe that's just a topic for future me to solve. If I would have been alive before that or if I really deserve a future anyway...

LOVE; AZRAEL ROSESCMIDHT

          05/15/xx, Waking up early in the morning, Saturday at 5:00 am. I sit down at the side of my bed , taking a moment to contemplate. I sigh, mumbling some words, "Today's just another day passing in my boring life alongside my existence". Getting up, I open the window, looking at the morning, I took out a gentle smile, "isn't it beautiful?" I asked myself. Too bad it doesn't last that long. I mean, nothing does, Everything passes, even if you didn't want them to".

A few moments later, After taking a bath and doing my chores, I go out with my friends, Liza and Chris. They were an at least a year older than me, so I got permission to go out with them. They said we were going to the library today, or so I thought we were. After going to the capital, instead of looking for the library they led me to a hidden alleyway, far away from the main street. While we were roaming inside, we were greeted by some looking somewhat near the age of 21-23 years old. At first there were around four of them in total. Upon seeing them Chris and Liza ran towards them with a lot of enthusiasm, calling them names like "babe, love and darling". I was confused at first, but I knew that this isn't supposed to be normal for teenagers like Chris and Liza. Not long later two more guys arrived carrying boxes containing a lot of unpleasant things like alcohol, cigarettes, vapes and more. A few moments passed Liza introduced me to the guys, saying I'm a close friend of them and was going to join the "fun". They quickly introduced themselves telling me each of their names which were; Jake, Michael, Mark, William, James and Andrew.

After the introduction they gave me, some alcohol, telling me to drink it with them. I was still suspicious of them so I obviously refused at first but, after some encouragement from Chris, I drank with them anyway. After some time I felt my head getting heavier each moment, as I looked at the others I realized something was off, but before I knew my vision was already black.

LOVE; AZRAEL ROSESCMIDHT