prologue:

I thought I would be happy forever if I'm with the one I love.

I thought.

I thought.. But the God didn't want it. I only had , my father and my lover but a single person took them from me. I made up my mind to kill that person with my own hand but I couldn't I didn't had power but when I gained power it was in a different world that I gained it.

I was walking on a empty road slowly when suddenly a pain erupted in me I started feeling dizzy and finally fainted.

I opened my eyes to find myself in a chair at unlimited white space and a

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Goddess.

Chapter one: The beginning.

God who is he? is he nice or cruel? kind or cold? Wise or evil? Good or bad?

Answer: All, For some people who has fortune, loving parents or normal family he is a nice person. For some people who is poor, who has no family he is cold. For some people who gets hope when they lost something important he is kind. For some people who lost everything he is cold. For some people who got something they don't deserve like: being bullied , Injustice etc and after awhile getting a good judgement being freed by bullies and crime he is wise. For some people who got victim of crimes and didn't got good judgement he is evil.

I think he is a crappy person because of whom I lost everything if you think I blamed him because I couldn't do anything and want to blame on someone you're right I blamed him don't worry it's not only me every body does.

Any way it's a story of a boy who thinks he has lived his life more than thousand times but can't seem to remember anything who meets a unlucky girl whose father abuses her he falls in love with her gets engaged but her bastard father takes everything from him and he couldn't do anything then he meets a goddess and gets a second chance in a alternate world and skill which was both different than he imagined and his adventure starts with lot's of hard ships , faithful encounters , and a mission he is prepared to die for and the Name of our Main character which was Kazuya in his previous world is now Blanc . What type of people he will meet, what type of enemy will he have to defeat, what type of mission is it because of which he is prepareed to die, what is the secret of the goddess and Blanc . there will be lots of interesting things in his adventure there might be lots of tragidies or comedies.

Yo viewers this is a prologue of the "to protect the one I love" hope you like it I already wrote the 4 chapters which was rather crappy. So, I'm rewriting again.

A single person took my father and lover and yet I'm here crying for not being able to avenge them. so I thought but I am now in a vast white space with a goddess talking with me.

I don't like to talk too much so I will finish it shortly.

This all started 6 years ago. It was my first year in highschool I was from a wealthy family, my mom had a divorce with my dad and after that I lived with my father he loved me well , From middle school I started living in apartment and I had a weird feeling all the time it was like a dejavu×1000 It felt I have lived every moment more than thousand,ten thousand times. I got used to it now but still sometimes I feel anxious.

it was the first day in my highschool that I met a person who would change my life.

Her name was Emily, she was a beautiful girl so beautiful no one could ignore her. That day at evening while it was raining I was outside the convience store and there I saw her , she looked cold yet beautiful she looked like she was crying .

I started talking to her we talked for a while until her stomach made a noise so, I invited her for dinner , she felt uncomfortable but she accepted we arrived at my apartment I made dinner while she took shower then I took a shower too and we were ready to have dinner , I asked where was her home, she said she didn't know then afterwards I asked her full name it turned out she was from a wealthy family to whom my father had a connection with. After dinner I walked her home.

After that day we started being more close and close until I fell in love with her it was already second year of high school I made up my mind to confess her in the lunch time at rooftop I confessed and she said she loved me too but she can't accept I asked the reason but she refused. I was more curious so I planned to ask the teacher to whom I have connection with. That day I invited my teacher in cafe, we talked for a while and I asked him about Emily he refused at first I gave him million yen then he started to talk he said that Emily's father abused her mentally and physically he forces her to do whatever he wants controlling her like pawn she doesn't have bit of freedoms. I left and at nighttime I kept thinking until I made plan to ask my dad to engage me with her since our family has a connection.

The next day I went to my father's main business headquarters where he was, I went there and talked with him , our conversation lasted for a while then I asked him to favor me by making me engage with her at first, he was shocked and confused and after a while he said to leave it to him.

After a month I got a news from my father about about the engagement party. I was happy and nervous but that night I thought of doing everything I can for her.

All the esteemed guests from strong background were present at the party I made sure to look good , After a min Emily came down from stairs walking slowly looking like a real beauty my heart was pounding and then she asked me too dance with her I danced with her and after the party was over every one went except me, Emily's father asked me why aren't I leaving, I kneeled before him asked him to handover his daughter to me until graduation , he started asking questions like"how can he trust me I wouldn't do anything to her or something" I honestly answered you can kill me if I do something like that he accepted my request which was rather easy after that she started staying with me we had a lot of fun doing shopping, watching movies, reading manga together studying together going on dates together but after a month I got a news my father's company has gone bankrupt and my father died out of shock I ran towards the hospital while wishing it was a lie but it wasn't I saw my own father's death body I was crying while seeing my father's body, Emily was at her home to bring her belongings at the time.

At night after the incident someone knocked at my door I opened it to see Emily she looked like she about to burst in tears I hugged her and she started crying she said her father and the manager at my father's company was the one who made father's company bankrupt using dirty schemes she said she heard everything and recorded on her phone I calmed her down and at the other day we were about to go police station , we were walking on the footpath suddenly a truck started coming towards us at a high speed i tried to push Emily but It was Emily who pushed me I shouted call the ambulance desperately the driver was found unconscious later and Emily she was dead once again I couldn't do anything but cry.

For a year I did nothing but gaming, watching anime and manga I tried committing suicide 5 times but a strange feeling stopped me it was like I was self restrained from dying.

Then I made planned for using the money to kill Emily's father.

I logged in Dark web hired an illegal investigator to investigate for 100 million yen, in a week I got results I met him in park according to him h it was panned by Emily's father Mr. shizua he used all types of dirty things to make my father's company go bankrupt than killed him by using poison stating he died from shock, and he found out that Emily recorded his video so he made that driver kill her and gave him a drug that can make a person lose consciousness immediately for hours I don't know how he found neither did I asked . after that I hired an assassin to kill them all for 500million yen he managed to kill the manager and the driver but mr.shizua was in a tight security. I gave him his payment and offered him 300 million to teach me his assassination technique he accepted saying" I have same eyes as him"

when he started learning assassination he said the training can be hell if I accepted there won't be going back

. He wasn't wrong it was hell , I was tortured to death 3 times a week and I had to learn techniques in a hardcore situation and places like in a forest covered by mist and training after drinking poisons which could have killed me it was for 3 years straight he was a guy although he made suffer from hell other times he was kind , he even teached me cooking, it was time to pay but he refused he said he didn't do it for money.

After that for a year I was underground Making my hands dirty by killing people although I killed I swear to God I didn't killed any innocent. I always remembered a saying that my teacher said don't regret after killing someone even if it's someone bad it would make you fall in deeper darkness and also be prepared to face consequences even if it's death.

One day I was walking suddenly I saw a crowd I went to see what is happening then suddenly I fell in despair it was teacher he was stabbed to death I quickly went near to her in rage but I saw something in his hand it was a letter covered in his blood although it was in blood I could understand it it said " dear disciple don't be in rage if you see me like this don't worry I was ready to face this consequences didn't I said it , by the way the techniques I taught you aren't normal you could say it is something I developed because of which I was always persuaded by many asassins don't let them know you learned my techniques I was glad my last moments of life was with you now be a man and don't cry."

I was about to say I couldn't handle it anymore but the letter calmed me down , I made up my mind to kill shizua and live normally , I was walking in road at night when suddenly a pain erupted in me it was like someone is extracting my soul I started feeling dizzy then I suddenly fainted.

when I opened my opened my eyes I was on a chair at unknown unlimited vast white space, I couldn't move my body except my mouth. I was really confused. then suddenly some voice came from behind saying " Are you confused?" I replied yes , she suddenly came in front of me it was like she teleported she told me "boy I'm giving a second chance to live in different world you accept" I replied with " No I still have to avenge my loved ones"

She said don't worry he will die a rather painful death I'm a goddess after all. so what I've long have lost faith with the God you are the reason my father and Emily is dead and you want me to believe you I said . " look mortal it's unavoidable to avoid death if we want to save your loved one ones we have to make others die" .

And that's how I'm now talking to goddess which I didn't even thought I would do.

End.