There are many emotions and questions in our life...

Some are confusing some are weird... some are hurtful some are unknown...

But... understanding those emotions are something we should know...

Understanding those questions are something we should do...

I don't know if what I understood is right or wrong but... I can at least say that... Likewise, I tried... After all we are different from each other... we all have different opinions... here are... my own understandings...

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First Topic: What do you mean my feeling low?

Umm... So what do you think it means? Feeling sad? Or feeling bored? Or any other negative emotions? The answer is... its none of them...

Just imagine...

You are a person who faced all kind of problems in life like financially, mentally, physically, etc. And upon of all that... Your loved ones tries to hurt you... giving you no time to breath you are welcomed with fake friends and trust issues... there are a lot of questions in your mind like...

Why? Why is it happening to me?

Is it really hard to breath?

Why is it hurting this much?

Am I strong enough to hold out?

Do I really have to make a choice?

And so on... many more questions going on inside your mind... There are just questions with no solutions... Unable to understand what to do... No friends, No comfort, No love, No strength and at last No breath...

Just questions in mind with the feeling of staying alone and the want to disappear... forever...

This is the actual meaning of feeling low... The confused state of mind with loneliness...

Questions roaming around your head but unable to understand the answers... Just a feeling to be alone forever...

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Next Topic: True Happiness

What can be "true happiness"? 🤔 we laugh, smile and be happy almost every day... then... why are we discussing on this topic? How about... ask yourself Two things...

Are you... really happy at that moment?

Or... You are just smiling because others are smiling?

So... What's your answer?

*sighs* let me explain it...

So "True Happiness" --- This Happiness comes in your life when you feel free from each and everything... Just a peaceful comfort zone with someone you want to be with at that moment... it can be anyone...

But... it happens when you are free from both your mind and heart...

I felt this happiness with just one person in my life, she is no more with me...

I miss her everyday, every night, every sec, every minute ... *chuckles* I can't describe how much I miss her...

Like this we all have someone with whom we feel true happiness...

It's not like I never smiled or laugh without her... I did smile and laughed but...

The feel of happiness around her was different... It was totally different...

It was calm and peaceful, it was filled with warmth and comfort, it was lovely...

I felt like I was free to share each and everything with her without any hesitation... she was my comfort zone...

This is the actual meaning of "True Happiness"

The feeling of warmth, comfort, peace and love...

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That's it for today guys...

For now...

byeeeeeeee

Hey everyone... I am back... with other new topics...

Umm... Well... We all know how hard it is to understand ourselves... But... We still have to do it without giving up...

We all have so many emotions that we don't know about... But... Knowing them is one of our tasks in life...

So... Here I am with another two topics to discuss... Once again... These are just my point of view... I don't know how much of it is true...

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First Topic: Understanding

So, This understanding doesn't mean to understand someone else... it refers to understanding yourself... How? I don't even know how... Because... I can't even understand myself too... Why? I don't know why...

Let's imagine...

You are a happy person and always first to help others... You are careful enough to not hurt others, and try your best to help them out... Like wise you, have many friends who are troubled, so you listen to them calmly and patiently...

But... Have you ever thought about your troubles? Don't you feel like having someone who listens to you? Don't you ever think that... why the ones we cared and loved about are the ones who hurt you the most?

At some point... Our limit ends... Our heart feels like shattering... And feeling to disappear is all we feel about... But...

Don't give up... It's just the beginning of our life...

We have to learn to understand our own self... Because if we get consumed by the confusion of our life... It may make our heart break...

We have to keep our heart strong to understand it... Even though it will hurt, Even if it means to break, Even if we have to face the harsh reality... We have to endure it... Because...

It's our understanding of our life...

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Second Topic: Dark Side Of Life

What do you think it means by "Dark Side Of Life"? This topic is quite mysterious just like its name...

You guys must have heard that we all live two kinds of life... One: In front of family, Two: In front of friends... But... There is one more part of life that is unknown to others...

That part of life is known as the dark side of life... Now, what is hidden in that part of our life? Why can't we show that part of our life to others? Because... that part of our life is cruel to us...

This side of our life keeps hurting us, scaring us, tearing us apart till we don't have the courage to hold out... it is an everyday nightmare for us... But, these are just nightmares... it will end sooner or later but it can't last forever...

It's true... This dark side is indeed scary... but, our heart is much stronger than we could imagine, our will power is what can keep us strong to face our fear... Even if we are alone... We can survive, That's how life goes on...

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That's it for today guys... Sorry for late update 😅

and... These are just my point of view 😶✨