"Ugh, " I groaned as I started taking off my clothes. Tonight had been a long night. All my nights were, especially working as a stripper. I had started to remember the interesting person that had came into the club tonight.

"Jay!" A familiar voice yelled. Athena? "Look, Jay, we're gonna make sure you have some fun in here. I mean, I can't believe you're still a ******! How crazy is that? You're 25, for goodness sake!"

"You don't have to tell the whole world, Athena," a man with a bit of an Mexican accent said.

"I know, I know. " I finally spotted her in the crowd. She was playing with her hair a bit. "I know, but it's your birthday! Losing your virginity would be a great birthday present. And I have someone in mind that you might like."

She looked around until her eyes landed on me. "There!" She pointed at me. "He's the perfect match. Go get him."

He muttered something under his breath that I couldn't hear, and started walking my way. I straightened up, and bit my lip nervously. Once he got here, he looked at me and eyed my body hungrily. His green eyes filled with lust mesmerized me. "Hey, cutie, what's your name? " He asked running a dark skinned hand up my arm.

"Sky," I responded as I wrapped my arms around his neck, and nibbled on his ear.

"Well, Sky, wanna have some fun, you naughty boy?" He had changed so quickly, from looking as if he didn't want to be here. Well, I mean, my body does work wonders, even though so many people have used it.

"Yeah, happy birthday....Jay. " I started to kiss him as I led him somewhere private.

I liked him, just a bit. I mean, sure, he was just another guy to ejaculate and evacuate, but it really was fun. Eh, I would probably never meet him again, so it's whatever.

"Avery!" My sister yelled.

"What!" I yelled back.

Instead of yelling, she came upstairs and barged into my room. Luckily I had my boxers on. "Oh, are you going to take a shower?"

"Yeah, Allie. Why don't you wait on my bed? "

"I want cuddlessss, " She whined. She was a bit immature for her age, which was 16, but so cute.

"Ask Kyle." Kyle was the owner of this house. My sister and I got kicked out when I was 21, and when she was 13. We stayed in a hotel with some money I had, but when I couldn't pay anymore, we had to leave. I called up Kyle, and asked him if I could stay there to a little bit. Honestly, I didn't think he would let me, because I didn't have any money, but he said I could stay for free. I was so happy. I now have money, so I'm able to pay him back and provide for myself most do the time.

"I want cuddles with chuuuuuu." She pouted.

" Sorry, but I have to. My job is pretty hard, and I always need to clean up after working, sweetheart. "

"Okeee, but cuddle with me when you get out." She lied down on the bed and cuddled with my pillow.

I got some clothes, went into the bathroom, and took my boxers off. I looked down at my d*** and it was impressively big. Well, I was never one to care for size, unless I was 'Sky'. When I was 'Sky', everything was different. I was a different person, and it felt good and bad at the same time. I felt like a sl*t when I was 'Sky' but when I was Avery, I felt useless, which felt even worse.

I mentally groaned.

Tonight was going to be worry-free, Avery. Stop thinking things like that, idiot!

But I can't help it, ugh, I hate my life.

I turned the water on and got in the shower. I quickly washed up and wondered What even is my life?

What's the purpose of life? Why am I here? Why? Answer me God!

I knew he/she/they wouldn't, but hey, it was worth a try. I got out of the shower, dried off, and put on my clothes. I was wearing some very short shorts and a sweater.

Allie was still cuddling my pillow, but when she heard me come out, she jumped up. "Averyyyyyy......" I hopped on the bed and pulled her to my chest, and she nuzzled her face in my neck. "When are we going home?....."

Those words, the ones that she asked nearly every night, broke my heart. And they would keep on breaking my heart until I had the courage to tell her we were never going home again. To tell her that our parents are gone, probably out in the middle of nowhere rotting away, and that our house is no longer a home. To tell her that this is home. " Later, " I simply responded.

"That's what you said last time." I could see tears welling up I get eyes. " I want to see mom and dad! " She cried hugging me tightly. She really wouldn't want to see them if she knew the state they were in, they were probably still the same druggies that kicked us out there years ago.

I sighed. " Shh, go to sleep. " She cried a bit more until she finally fell asleep from exhaustion.

Kyle walked into the room while yawning, but he has a concerned look on his face. "Avery...." He started.

" Shut up! "

"You need to tell her. She can't keep believing that you're going home. It's been three years, you can't keep hiding it!"

" Shh! You're going to wake her. "

He frowned. "Fine, but you have to tell her eventually. She doesn't even know you're a stripper. "

I patted the bed. "Lay down, I'll be right back. I just need to take Allie to her room." He came and lied down.

I picked Allie up, and carried her to her room. I lied her down on the bed and tucked her in. She stirred around a bit, but I kissed her forehead and hugged her. "I love you, Allie."

I went back into our room, and lied down with Kyle, but not before taking my contacts off. He wrapped an arm around my waist, and I cuddled into him. "Please, Avery, please realize that I'm asking you to tell her to help both of you. I know it hurts you hiding this from her. "

"I know....just give me some time, please." I buried my face in his chest, and tried my best to go to sleep. He rubbed my back for comfort and to be honest, it was really helping.

I found myself slowly slipping into a dreamland filled with candy, and fairies, and just a couple nightmares.

Now, I realize how bad I am at writing. Also, this is made with the help of my friend. Her ******* account is @HaruhiDaydream. So if you have *******, please follow her ❤❤

I couldn't stop thinking about that stripper, Sky. He occupied my mind, and it wasn't love at first sight, just lust and interest. I don't believe in that 'love at first sight' bullsh**.

"Jay! Jay! Jay! Jay! Ja---"

"What?!" Ugh, my brother was like a alarm clock, he wouldn't stop making so much noise, and he's annoying. But I love him, anyway.

My brother jumped on me."Where were you tonight?" I

"Somewhere you don't need to know about."

" Come on, I'm 17. It's not like I'm a child. "

"I was at a strip club if you really want to know." I pried him off of me, and started to walk away, but he followed.

" Really?! You were really at a strip club! But I thought you would stay a ****** forever. Well, what happened? Who did you do it with? Are you still single? Were they hot? Who topped? "

"Ugh. " I groaned. "Well, Harper, I lost my virginity, obviously. I did it with a someone named Sky. Yes, I'm still single. Yes, he was hot. And I don't see why any of this is your business, but I topped. " When I was done, I was frowning. He asked way too many questions.

"I'm proud of you! " He started walking again, and pacing around.

I was tired, and just wanted to go to bed. But a shower would be nice after what I did to that boy last night. Maybe I would visit again tomorrow. All he would be is a sex toy, right. That's all he really is.

I left Harper running around, went upstairs, grabbed a pair of boxers, and got into the shower.

I thought about the fun I had last night, with Sky beneath me. Then suddenly something hit me. I did it with a stranger. I wanted my first time to be special, but I did it with someone I knew nothing about.

I mentally groaned and forgot about it. Why did losing your virginity have to be special? I had always thought I was going to do it with someone I loved, but I did it with some stripper. Big deal, whatever. But deep inside, I had actually wanted it to be with someone who actually mattered to me. Don't judge me!

I sighed. Well, there was no going back now. I had done it. No point crying over spilt milk.

When I was done showering, I put my boxers on and lied down. I could hear Harper running around the house and jumping on the couch. He was probably going to stay up all night.

I tried to go to sleep, but I couldn't with all his noise. He was too hyper. I got up and went into the living room. He was lying on the couch kicking his legs up and down. Sometime I wonder what's wrong with this child?

I picked him up to stop him from moving. "Put me down!" I didn't listen to him and brought him to my bed.

"We're going to bed. You need to get some sleep for school tomorrow, and I won't have you keeping me up all night." I laid down with him and crushed him in my arms and made sure he couldn't get away.

He squealed. "I hate you!"

"Sure," I said sarcastically as I closed my eyes in peace. Finally everything was quiet. I found myself slowly falling asleep.

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Sky took my hand and led me to a private room. "Do you have the money?" He asked while licking his lips.

"Yeah, half."

" Half? " he asked as he ran his hands up and down my stomach.

"Yeah, my friends will pay the other half since this is their gift after all," I said.

" Well... " He started as he slowly pushed down the thin piece of clothing covering his d***, "I better give you your money's worth.... sweetheart."

My writing do be ✨trashy✨

When I woke up, everything was blurry. "Ughhhh, " I groaned reaching for my glasses. I got up and put them on.

"Good morning," Kyle said, getting up himself.

" Morning. " I looked at the time, and it was 5:30. I sighed, and walked to Allie's room to wake her up. Once I got there, I woke her and she immediately jolted right up. "Hey, sweetheart, good morning." I hugged her.

"Good morning, Avery! " She quickly got up and ran downstairs. "Good morning, Kyle!" I heard her yell. She was so energetic I'm the morning. I don't get how she does it.

I went downstairs and Allie was sitting at the table, while Kyle was starting to fix breakfast. I yawned. "I'm tired."

" We all are. Get over it. "Kyle chuckled.

"You're mean."

" Or maybe you're too sensitive. " He continued cooking and the smell made me really hungry. Once he finished cooking, Allie and I ate like rabid animals, while Kyle ate elegantly. "You guys are like wild dogs, I swear. "

I put our plates in the sink. "Thanks, Kyle."

" No problem. "

"You've really helped us these past three years. Thank you, I love you so much. "I hugged him.

" I know, you say it everyday. You don't have to thank me a million times. " Once Allie went upstairs, he learned in closer. "You know you can always quit your job. I've got enough money to provide for all of us."

"No, the least I can do is pay you back. "

"I've told you that you don't have to."

" I want to, " I said before letting go of him and walking upstairs.

I laid back down, before getting up a minute later. I grabbed some jeans and a black t-shirt, and went into the bathroom. I washed my face and put some lotion on, before putting on my clothes, brushing my teeth, and brushing my hair back a little.

Life was boring. I did the same thing every day. Whatever, it could be worse. I decided after I dropped Allie off, I would go get some coffee. That sounds nice. I smiled and went downstairs again. I saw Allie was ready, but it was only 6:30, so we waited for a little while. After about 30 minutes, we left and I dropped Allie off at school.

"Bye bye!" Allie exclaimed when she got out of the car.

"Bye." I kissed her forehead and hugged her.

I got into the car when she walked away, and drove to the nearest coffee shop. Some coffee right now would really do me good. I entered the coffee shop with my head down shyly. A cheery girl welcomed me and asked me what I wanted. I just got a simple cup of coffee with sugar and cream.

When she gave me the cup of coffee, I sat down, and sighed in content as I was drinking it, looking at the window. Barely anyone occupied the shop, just a old little couple, so it was silent.....and peaceful.

I played with a piece of my light orange hair, and straightened up my glasses. I didn't even see anyone else come in or hear them give their order, but they did, and walked right past me. I took a close look at their faces and realized it was Athena and Jay. And the worst part was that they saw me.

"Hmm, isn't that Sky?" Jay asked Athena.

"Yeah!" She exclaimed coming up to me and grabbing my hands. "What are you doing here so early in the day, Sky?"

"Umm, I..." I trailed off.

"Well, lets sit down with you." The girl from before called for them saying that their coffee is ready. Jay got it, and sat down next to me, while Athena sat across from us. "How are you doing, Sky?"

I decided I would take on Sky's persona for now. " I'm fine, " I replied putting my hands under my chin, and propping my elbow up on the table. "What about you?"

" We're doing good! Umm, what about your sister and Kyle? How are they doing? "

"You have a sister? And who's Kyle?" Jay asked.

"It's not any of your business. And they're both doing fine, Athena. "

"Hey..." Jay started as he put a hand on my thigh. " Umm, you know, I honestly wanted my first time to be special, and with someone I love and know well. Last night was just a spur of the moment. Since you and Athena seem to be friends, I hope we can be friends. "

"Hmm, sure, we can, but the thing I don't get is why sex has to be special. Sex is just sex. It doesn't have to be special. Losing your virginity doesn't have to be special. Why would it matter if I knew you or loved you? " I asked, my voice as cold as ice.

"It matters to me. " I rolled my eyes. Athena didn't look shocked or offended by it, because she knew what I was like when I was 'Sky'. She knew that Sky wasn't my real name, and that Sky was just a different persona created for my job.

"Whatever." I started drinking my coffee again. Why did he want to be friends? I mean, we just met a day ago, but then again, Athena and I became friends in thirty minutes, so I guess it doesn't matter.

After a couple minutes of sitting in silence, Jay got a text message, I'm assuming. I couldn't see it, but Jay looked a bit annoyed by it. "Sorry, got to go. Maybe I'll come back to the club tonight and we can talk. Bye, Athena. I'll text you later. Bye....Sky."

I sighed going back to normal, and we just sat there in silence. It just felt much better not saying nothing. Peaceful.

*cries* I don't even look over these chapters, but I guess it's because I've already edited them on wattshxt. Sorry I'm talking trash about it, but I ✨live there✨