Conversation(Minsung)
Draft
han jisung
Is it worth it?
han jisung
Is it worth to betray your own self for a mere person?
Han was again hanging his head low thinking that how just a single word destroyed his whole life
again sipping on that beer which was a medicine for his soul
he checked himself thinking that how are there no stitches on his body when his body feel like it's been cut down so many times
han jisung
we should call people love instead of badmouthing them because its the one that makes you dead
the beer was soothing his pain giving him time, so he can fall deep in sleep maybe there he'll be happy
the beer took all his worries giving him peace for some time, when suddenly his alarm rang
it was a new day but for Han it was just a never ending hourglass
his mother came in the room waking up her son sweetly
His mother didn't say anything as she knew the reason of Han's sleepless nights
Han was gay, and his stepfather was against it, even though his step siblings supported him, but he never shared anything about his love life to his siblings as his mother suggested to him to keep everything a secret
it was the night of Han's birthday that his sexuality got exposed
han jisung
how many times will you tell me the same thing
Anonymous
hey, aren't you supposed to say, me too
han jisung
why would I say it, you are the one loving me, I didn't say I will love you
Anonymous
when will you stop teasing me, its been 2 years
Anonymous
so then I guess I'll have to take your drunk confession from last week
han's face became red because of the blush
Then the boy came near Han, and they started kissing
Anonymous
you know I'll always love you
the boy said in between the kiss
the moment Han was going to answer, his father came
hwang jung-min
What the heck are you doing Han!!
hwang jung-min
who the hell are you, get out of my house!!
The boy looked at Han but then went out of the room
hwang jung-min
what do you think you are doing, putting shame on my name
han jisung
dad, its not just a fling, he loves me
han's dad came forward and slapped him
hwang jung-min
what do you think you are, a girl
Han's mother came in the room hearing the loud noises
han hyo-joo
what are you doing jung-min
hwang jung-min
ask your son
hwang jung-min
What the hell is he doing, I gave him home just Because I married you, didn't mean I'd have to take care of him, but I gave him a home
hwang jung-min
And that's how he is repaying me, by being a sissy
han hyo-joo
WH...what are you saying Jung min
hwang jung-min
I have a reputation in the business world, what will people think when they'll know Hwang Jung min's son loves boys
take care of your loving son and tell him that if he wants to live here, live like a man, otherwise there's no place for him
saying that Han's father went out of room
Han was crying in a corner when his mother came to him
han jisung
no.nothing Mother I can't live here like this, I understand everything even though when I was just 12, and you married him, I understood everything that you have a life too, I didn't want to be a burden, but I can't hide the fact that I love boys
han hyo-joo
Han w…what have you done, do you even understand that he is the one giving you clothes, feeding you
han jisung
then I won't live here
Han wiped his tears and was ready to get up when his mother started crying
han hyo-joo
Han please…please don't go, I can't live without you my son
Han became devastated seeing tears in her mother's eyes
han jisung
mom, but I can't live like this, he loves me, I love him
han hyo-joo
Han please, you are my son, I gave up my whole life for you, I love you my son and now that someone else came you are going to leave your mother
han hyo-joo
don't do this to me han
han jisung
then what can I do mom, I love him
han hyo-joo
just do one favor for me Han, if you love me then leave him, if you left I'd never be able to face your father
at that time Han understood love is an illusion, when his mother love betrayed him, he understood that in the end everyone thinks for their own self and Han was going to do the same, betray the boy who loved him because he loved his mother more
han jisung
WH.WHat are you saying
Even though Han understood what she meant, He always understood her, but his ears can't believe it, can a mother be selfish or was Han being selfish
then her mother left leaving Han in the room alone
han jisung
how will I face him then
but han knew who he would choose, he chose his mother over the boy
days passed by, weeks passed by and then years his mother changed his school and the boy never came back, he knew the boy would have come it was her mother who was doing everything to make him stay away from the boy
he became distanced from his mother and found a home in his siblings, but he never over shared with anyone, love was an illusion for him, and he was never going to give hope to anyone or get hope
Now it was the last week of his uni, and then he'll be able to do what he was waiting for
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