Dear diary,

Thursday morning 9:00 am,

"Today was an awesome day,I get to talk with my crush and I met best friend whom I didn't meet for 5 whole years!Although we got a lot of things to catch up with.haha.."

"Okay,I guess that's enough for now~

I'll wrote again tommorow."I said as I hide my diary at the top of the cabinet where no one except me would know where it is and went to school.

Friday morning,10:00 am

Dear diary,

"I hope everything goes well for today..

I'm planning on confessing with my crush today....although I'm sure that I will be rejected,at least I tried....right?...

haa...I wish that everything will just go as planned though...."

" that's enough for now...I guess..?I'm sure I'll be rejected anyway...

-cough- -cough-

oh...my sickness is getting worse day by day huh.....

-sigh- well,it's just a sickness anyway..."I say to myself while hiding my diary on the usual spot and mentally prepare myself and run off to school.

10 minutes of running to school had passed,and I finally arrive.

"Hey Lia!!I'm here bro!!!"my best friend

said while waving at me.

" Oh!hey rin!what's up?"I said while waving my hand and run to her side.

it's been so long since I heard her voice while shouting at me like that....I missed it~

"Well,your gonna confess your love for today right~?" she said teasingly.

"yea....to be honest I'm quite nervous.....I'm sure that I'll be rejected but I still want to do it...-cough-"I said to her nervously.

" oh...okay...good luck gurl!"she said encouragingly...

"Oh,btw your sickness is getting worse day by day gurl....have you went to consult to the doctor...?I'm worried about you lia....." she said with a sorrowful look.

"haha don't worry rin,I'll be fine~" I said to her while smiling.

"hm,ok if you say so...btw let's go to our room or else our teacher is gonna be mad at us~" she said teasingly while we both walk to our room...

Friday night,10:00 pm

Dear diary,

I just confessed to my crush today and guess what,He also confessed to me and said he LOVES ME!!! Like seriously,I thought that he's gonna reject me but it turns out that he also feel the same!I could literally feel like I can do anything right now~!

We also decided to be in a relationship since I'm 18 now and he's turning 20.

we decided to take it slow and started dating each other.

this is a dream come true for me and there's nothing I could wish for~!

"hm,I guess that's enough for today~" I said while stretching my arm and return my diary to my usual hiding spot.

"I still can't believe that this is happening right now.....I could only dream of my crush liking me back,but now...we are in a relationship!" I said while throwing myself on the bed.

I feel like I'm in cloud 9 right now~...

"I'm sure that rin will be also happy for this news~" I said while turning of the light.

the stars twinkling in the sky while the wind continuously blowing softly through the open window.

"Oh how I'll miss this things..."I whispered to myself and closed my eyes.

Saturday morning,7:00 am

"the morning sure is bright today~" I said to myself while fixing the bed.

"hey rin!,meet me at the school gate later~"

I said to my friend through our private group chat.

"Sure~" she replied.

"okay,see yah" I said and take a quick bath and get ready to go to school.

An hour and a half later~

Rin's POV

"Lia!!here!!!" I said to my friend as she walked to my side.

"Yo!I have news for you rin" she said excitingly.

"Oh~and what is it?is it about your crush?" I said teasingly.

"yeah!remember that I confessed yesterday?" she said cheerfully.

"yeah and what of it?wait....don't tell me that your crush like you back?!"

"Yeah!when I confessed yesterday,he also confessed that he feel the same for me~!!"

she said excitingly.

"Well,that's good news gurl!!why didn't you tell me this yesterday?" I said excitingly.

"well,I'm quite busy yesterday so....yeah..

-cough-"she said while coughing...

" Hey,did you consult to the doctor?I'm worried about that sickness of yours lia...."I said worryingly....

"No,but I'm gonna do that some time.." she said calmly....

"ok...if you say so..." I said to her still worrying about her health....cause she is getting worse day by day and she is looking pale right now....I'm worried about her cause she is my only close friend since childhood and we didn't see each other for 5 whole years....

"Don't worry gurl,I'll be fine" She said with a smile....

"hm...okay~" I said to her.and we both walk off to our respective sits in our classroom.

Lia's POV,

days like this continously went by and my boyfriend and I get to know more of each other.

we also hang out with my best friend rin and go to many places and have fun...

3 months had passed by and my sickness is getting worse....I decided to consult to the doctor and the doctor said that I have leukemia and that I have only a few days left to live.

Leukemia is a type of cancer that affects the blood and bone marrow.and it can be a cause of death.

well, tbh I'm quite shocked because of me having only a few days left but,at the same time...Im fine with it....although my only regret is that I can't stay with them and spend some time together.....at least I get to met good people like them...and I just wish that even if I'm gone,they would still continue to live on happily and for them to find their happiness..

-sigh- I guess I'll spend my last days with them...and have fun..haha

Saturday night,10:00 pm,

Dear diary,

'It's been a while since I write here...haha and this is probably the last time I'll write here...but,It's been fun this past few days that I spent with them...and today is my last day....wish I could spend more time with you though...but yeah,I guess that's okay...I'm still lucky to met people like them...

And if you guys are reading this....I'm sorry if I didn't tell you the truth...but,it's okay if you don't forgive me...I just hope that you guys will find your own happiness and have fun without me...and I'm sorry that I can't stay with you...specially you,rin and my boyfriend Lucas...I hope you will find another girl that you will love Lucas...I'm sorry that I can't stay with you anymore...and I'm sorry that I couldn't stay with you...my best friend...anymore..I just hope you will find another friend that you will be close to and your own happiness...

Stay safe and happy for me~

and thank you for all of the good memories and for making my last moments in life special.

and if there is truly a God,I thank him for making me meet people like you...

I pray for your happiness and if there is a reincarnation, I wish to meet you guys again...

live in my stead and I love you all."

"hm...I guess that's enough..." I said while putting my diary next to me.

"it's been a while since I write on my diary...haha" I said as the moonlight pass through my face...stars twinkling in the night sky and the wind blowing through the open window to my face.

"I guess passing away this way is not bad at all.

although I regret that I can't stay with them anymore...but,it's better this way...at least they won't be hurt that much...." I said as I lay on my bed.

"haa....I'll really miss this....well,I guess I just sleep...thanks for the beautiful memories...I'll forever remember it...

farewell~..." I said as I close my eyes and drifted off into a long lasting slumber.

"I love you all~"....

-The end -

"Congratulations to your wedding Zai!" I said to my newly Wed friend while forcing a smile...

"thank you Kate!" he said while holding his wife's hand while slowly leaving the church holding the bouquet of flowers for her wife to later throw towards the crowd...

"It's still hurts me to this day to see him in another woman's arms..."I thought to myself while trying not to cry...

" Well,At least he's now happy though..."I thought to myself while watching them walking towards the crowd.

I wonder how this all happened so fast..

I should have been the girl he's going to marry.....but...I guess that's just a delusion of mine...haha

-flashback-

"When i grow up,I want to marry the most beautiful girl in the whole universe..which is YOU Kate!" he said while laying down the grass.

I blushed at what he said and Imagine what it's going to be like when I marry my one and only childhood friend...

"Hahaha,Really??" I said while blushing and laughing...slightly embarrassed at what he said.

"Ofcourse!" He said with confidence while looking at me straight in the eyes.

"Ok!that's a promise then!" I said while raising my pinky finger to make the pinky promise.

"Okay!~~" he said while smiling like there's no tommorow.

We made the pinky promise which made me laugh a little but slightly embarrassed.

"I'm glad that it's kinda dark here cause he can't notice me blush." I thought to myself...

We stay there for a couple of minutes watching the sunset while holding hand.

"It's beautiful right?" I said to zack while looking at the sunset...

"Yeah,but not as beautiful as you!" he said which made a blushed...

"Y-you idiot! you moron!" I said while looking away while blushing really hard.

"Hahaha you look very cute Kate!" he said while looking at me and laughing a little.

"

hmph!" I said while still looking away.

"I think we should go home now..." I said changing the topic which made him chuckle.

"Sure!" he said as we both get up and walk towards both of our hands while holding hands.

We are both 15 years old when we made that promise.

We got our parents permission and agree to arrange our wedding when we both our 20.

It's the best thing ever to be with the one I love...And I feel like I can fly cause of the happiness overflowing inside me.

I feel like I'm going to burst!...

But....it all change 3 years ago...

When me and my boyfriend Zack agreed to went on a date...

He was on his way to my house to pick me up when he had a car accident....

He was immediately delivered to the nearest hospital and when I heard the news I immediately came running to the hospital he's in...and luckily... he's alive...

I was crying tears of joy but it change immediately when I heard my boyfriend has a permanent memory loss which made him forget everything we did and even his promise.

I was so shocked and devastated that I run out of the room while crying...I feel so heart broken and betrayed....

It all happened so fast that I don't even know what to believe....

I feel so lost...

and after a few days or maybe weeks...I pulled myself together and decided to visit him hoping that he remembered me even a little bit....

"H-hello Zack!do you still remember me..?" I said feeling a little nervous...

"Umm...sorry miss,but...who are you?Do I know you?" he asked which made my hope get completely crushed.

"I'm your girlfriend... Kate...don't you remember me?We even made a promise that we will marry each other when we grow up!" I said trying not to cry..

"I'm sorry miss...Kate?but I don't know what you are talking about..and I don't remember anything about what you said.I'm sorry...you may got the wrong person"he said

I try to make him remember it but it's useless...

" Oh...sorry for bothering you...I guess I'm gonna go now!"I said while forcing myself to smile and walk away...

tears start flowing as I got out of the room feeling lost and heart broken...I got home and immediately run to my room and cry my eyes out...

"How could he forgot me?!it's unfair....he's the one who made the promise but....he easily broke it..." I said while feeling angry and devastated.....

it went on for a couple of weeks until I can at least try to move on and just be friends with him...

I try to forget our past relationship but i just can't...and after a year...I heard the news of him getting married to another girl....I feel sad and heartbroken but...I just said to myself.."at least he's now finally happy!..."while mentally trying to stop myself from breaking down...

And after a week...he sent me an invitation to his wedding...

he said that I'm welcome to his wedding as his childhood friend and meet his wife..."well at least he remembered that I'm his childhood friend..and lucky for the girl though"I thought to myself...

-End of the flashback-

I decided that I'm just going to support them and watch them from a far even though it hurts....

I try my best to stop myself from crying."Strengthen yourself Kate...at least his now happy!"I thought to myself lost in my thoughts...

"Wooohoooo!Congratulations to the newly Wed!!!" the crowds said while waiting for the flower to be thrown which snapped me from my thoughts... then after being back to reality...I noticed that the flower landed on a beautiful lady in her...mid-thirties..

I stared at the crowd going crazy for a while when I heard a girly voice that said...

"hi Kate!thank you for coming to my wedding!"

she said while smiling at me while holding His husband Zack's hands....

"hahaha its nothing ren!" I said while forcing a smile..

"But,really...I thought you wouldn't come Kate!" he said while laughing a bit...

"hahaha why wouldn't I come though?this is my childhood friend's wedding! and I wouldn't come?" I jokingly said which made the laugh a bit.

"haha right!" they both said...

I look at them in awe while forcing myself to just smile..."they look perfect for each other....."I said while looking at them....

"oh!I think you must go now!" I said

"yeah...thank you for coming Kate!" Zack said waving there hand and about to go away...

"Wait!" I said which made them to stop.

I walk through Zack's wife and gave her something..

"This is for you" I said while giving her a necklace which Zack gave me on my 18th birthday....the necklace which the girl he will marry will wear.

"thank you Kate!this is beautiful!" she said while putting it on....

"it looks perfect on her....." I thought to myself....

"think of it as a gift from me...and...

I wish you guys happiness!" I said with a smile which is not forced nor fake..

I think that I did the right thing...and after they thanked me...they both waved and walk away...

I watched them as they walk away..

while wind blowing through my hair...

I whispered under my breath while tears began flowing.....

"I wish you both a lifelong happiness...."

and began walking away....

\-The End\-

Edit: Sorry if there is some mistake...haha...feel free to correct me cause I'm just a newbie here..😅😅😅

btw hope you at least like it even though it's ugly...😅😅💕💓💕

Enjoy and God bless you ~💕💕💕

1,000 years ago after the demons have invaded the earth,The demon king haku fell in love with a beautiful girl.Her name is takumi Hotaru Sakura.She is a kind and elegant lady...She has a pair of ocean blue eyes that is very calming and has a reddish lips paired with her Rosy cheeks.And her skin is as white as snow.She is loved nature and has a complete family...but,that changed since the demons has invaded the earth..her father is one of the mighty soldiers that fought with the demons...

but,unfortunately..her father died in the battle field. Leaving his wife and daughter behind.After hearing the news,Her mother liza became sick because of the sudden death of her husband and after a month or two,she passed away...leaving her daughter,Sakura behind.Now that she is all alone...Her lively eyes that is full of shine.. Turned into a sorrowful and sad one...The demon king knew about the death of her parents and felt really guilty..and because of that,he ordered his men(Aka the demons)to find the girl..which is Sakura and decided to make her live with him.After they found Sakura,She keeps crying and yelling for them to let her go and so the demons did what she said but only untied her hands and feet.the demon king ordered the demons to bring her to him..and so the demons did as they are ordered.

"Why are you doing this?!what are you gonna do to me?!"the girl said with tears flowing down on her cheeks..the demon king felt as if a sword has stabbed him in his heart as he saw the girl crying..he wipes the girls tears but the girl push his hands away..and start crying...the girl knew very well that the demon king is the one at fault for the death of her parents..so she is very mad at him and want him dead but...part of her felt warm around his embrace..the demon king knew that she is very mad at him but..he is just following what his uncle want him to do.his uncle is an old friend of her father but when he found out that that his old friend Shizou(the father of Sakura)had taking a liking on Liza(the mother of Sakura)and make her his wife after a year or two..he bacame jealous and mad at him to the point of planning to kill him and making sakura's mother her wife...but,unfortunately.. He failed...but after many years later...his nephew has become the demon king and he ordered haku(the demon king) to invade the land of earth and kill the father of sakura.But, his nephew didn't listen to him cuz he want to coexist with the humans on the land of earth peacefully.but,knowing the nature of his uncle,he threatens him that he will kill the girl he loves if he didn't do what he want...and so,the demon king,leaving no other choice.. invaded the earth and ordered the demons to assassinate sakura's father while he is busy fighting with the demons and in the end...he died.The demon king knew very well that because of that...the girl will never love him back or even forgive him..but,surprisingly.. The girl hugs him..and said"t-tell m-me...w-why did you kill my f-father?..."She said while tears continuously fall from her beautiful eyes to her Rosy cheeks.the demon king wiped her tears and look her in the eyes with a sorrowful look.."It's because I have no choice that I killed them...cause if I didn't...he will kill you.."he said

"So...if you want to kill me or mad at me...please do it...I know it's my fault." He said while giving her a knife..the girl stared at the knife and tried to stab him but she can't...she hugged him and kissed him and said "I love you..." she loved him since the first time she met him..and so do the demon king...when they first met each other...they both are near a Cherry Blossom tree in the park...they both knew that what they're feeling is love at first sight...its like the time stopped for only both of them..and since then,they often meet at the same old spot..the demon king gave hotaru a nickname...and that is Sakura..cause when they first met...she is calmly staring at the Sakura tree and the Sakura tree is beautifully illuminating her beauty..and since then he always called her "Sakura" and hotaru liked it.and often used that name.but,things changed when the demon king started avoiding her..but,now..i know why he did that...its because he didn't want me to be in danger.The demon king kiss her back and said "I love you too...my precious Sakura.." And then a big crash occurs and the door is broken

*Bam!*(a loud crash)

*Boom!*(the sound of a fired Canon which break the other side of the wall.)

A fight occurred between ten thousand armored soldiers who raided the demon Kings castle and hundred thousand demons.Many lives had been taken and both side suffer great losses.Blood is flowing like a river everywhere.

Sakura watched helplessly as she hides and watched haku fight while tears continuously flowed in her Rosy cheeks.

But a soldier get behind Sakura and hold her as a hostage.Haku has no choice but obey..but a large crash occurred again causing the soldiers to loosen their hold to Sakura which gave the demon king a chance to quickly grab Sakura and carry her and ran across the door even if he is now heavily wounded by the fight.as he almost reach the door

*bam*a long sword stabbed them from the back to the heart of both haku and Sakura..the demon king looked at who stabbed him to only see that the one who stabbed him is his very own uncle..he is now full of rage because he obeyed all of his orders and now this is what he will pay him back?!..he stab him in the heart using his very last strength and succeeded on killing his uncle..and once again blood is flowing like a river.Sakura uses her last very strength and give haku a kiss said "I love you..haku..." tears flowing down her cheeks and so do haku.They kissed again but this time,it's more passionate. and haku hugged her one last time and said.."I love you too...my precious little Sakura...wait for me there.."he said causing Sakura to smile.."Did you know that a Sakura tree grows when there is a big pile of flesh and many blood?-cough-"Sakura said while the demon king just gave a light chuckle...a day had passed and the battle has now ended with the soldiers winning..

The wind blows past the couple who died together in battle..

A thousand years later..the body of the couple and the blood of many people who died in battle has now turned into a beautiful cherry blossom tree that gives a very loving atmosphere...the couple reincarnated and lived as an ordinary human couple and have a loving child.they sadly died at the age of 50 and there bodies are buried near the Sakura tree.

Now...after so many years later...I still remember it...the words my mother and father said to me...I said as I look out of the window..."did you miss them granny?"my daughter asked as she sat in my lap.I chuckled and looked at the sky."yes,Of course sweety~"I said and looked at her.she just smiled and said"When I grow up,I will tell my children the story you telled me granny!"I laughed and Pat her head lightly."yeah..that would be awesome sweety"I said while looking at the sky.

She hugged me and said "grandma...why is my name " Cherry"?"she said while looking at me."its because your mother decided that I will be the one to name you before passing away after she gave birth to you and also..you reminded me of my mother."I said to her while tapping her nose."and it's also the English version of sakura which is called "cherry blossom" just without the blossom in it.."I chuckled and she laughed..she hugged me and said "thank you for explaining it,grandma!!I really loved it!" Cheerfully.

I smiled and looked at her "your welcome sweety" I said and looked out the window."It's a wonderful day"I said while looking at the window...wind passes by blowing many petals of the cheery tree near our house causing it to look like falling snow....I looked at the Sakura tree and smiled then I felt a very warm hug from the from behind my back..

It's warm and calm..I looked at the cherry tree again and said "yeah,it really is a wonderful and lovely day...right cherry?" With a smile on my face.My daughter hugged me tight and said "yeah!" I chuckled and enjoy the view and my grand daughter's embrace...it really is a wonderful day...

-the End-

Sorry guys for the mistakes,feel free to correct me..and also sorry for my grammar...I'm not that good in English haha..and I hope you like this even if it's short..and a piece of shit haha....well,if you don't like it..it's okay...I just started writing stories here and I'm absolutely a newbie when it comes to writing.. So I know it's terrible and I'm sorry for it...but,I still hope you guys like it!God bless y'all and stay safe!!