You're Still The One
My Deceased Lover
Lu Anxin
I have lived a simple life, not happy but peaceful. I do not know what happened. One day all of a sudden my life was in disarray. It's just wrapped up in mystery. Two different people with different roles in my life. My childhood friend that I had loved so much that had been missing for so long suddenly appeared and someone who was very much like my deceased lover. Whom do I choose?
In the park, I was with him. We had fun together. Holding hands as if no one could separate us both until we were right on the road ...
Coming truck: **beep beep*
Lu Anxin
Phew I was just dreaming
Lu Anxin
Joross I know you're resting, I don't want to disturb you but sometimes I can't help myself not to remember you and our past
Lu Anxin
Joross i miss you so much. Every night you were always in my dream. I still can't accept your loss
Lu Anxin
Why does it have to be you? It could be me but why you?
Tears rapidly falls out of my eyes as I remember how happy we are in the past. That day was the happiest yet the biggest nightmare I had in my life. I miss you. I wanna hug you. I wanna kiss you. I wanna be with you. But what else can I do. The person has been so long gone, only the memories of you remains
︶︿︶
Mom
Anxin are you already awake? Come and eat breakfast and get ready for school. Today is the first day you might not want to get late
3 years ago... AT THE PARK
Joross
Baby can I ask you a question?
Lu Anxin
Sure baby go ahead
Joross
What if someday I leave you, will you be okay?
Lu Anxin
Whats up with that question baby? Is there something wrong?
Joross
No. There's nothing wrong. I'm just curious if what you will do. Let's just say if I die what will you do?
Lu Anxin
I don't know. I will be sad
Joross
Will you cry if that day happens?
Lu Anxin
Of course I will! I love you so much that my heart won't be able to accept it when that happens
Joross
I love you too baby
Joross
Will you love someone else?
Lu Anxin
No I probably won't. Because in my heart there's only one man that could fit and man will only be you
Joross
But what if I want you to be happy with someone else?
Lu Anxin
Baby you're so weird today
Lu Anxin
As if you're going to disappear or something. Baby please don't leave me
Joross
Baby I will not leave you. I am willing to sacrifice my whole life to you. You're the one I cherish the most. But if I left someday I will be back but when I come back I want to see you happy whether its because of me or someone else. And please take care of yourself well
Lu Anxin
Yes baby I will and so do you
(╥﹏╥)
Joross
Eh? Baby don't cry.. Don't cry.. Please don't cry
Lu Anxin
Ok baby. I will be strong for you
Joross
Baby would you like something to eat?
Lu Anxin
Uhmm I would like to eat something in the café next street
Joross
Ok baby lets go there
Joross holds Anxin's hand tightly
Joross
Baby promise me whatever happens you will never let go of my hands okay?
Lu Anxin
Sure baby I promise
Lu Anxin
Oh my! The little kitty's going to hit by a bus!
Without hesitation, Anxin released Joross's hand and runs across the street to save the little kitten
Joross runs and pushed Anxin across the street
Someone: There's someone lying on the ground!
Someone: Oh my God, that boy got hit by a bus!
Someone: Someone quick! call 911!!
Mom
Sweetie you're finally awake
Lu Anxin
Mom? Why are you here? Why am I here? Where am I? What happened?
Mom
You've almost hit by a truck luckily Joross pushed you away and bumped your head and you've been unconscious for 2 weeks
Lu Anxin
But mom how about Joross? Where is Joross? Is he fine??
Lu Anxin
Mom just tell me! Where is Joross?! What happened to Joross?!
Mom
Joross was dragged by the buss and was severely injured. Good thing that Josh was immediately bought to the hospital. I don't know what happened next I only knew that you and Joross was sent to the hospital by an ambulance. I haven't visited him because I am so busy and I can't leave you alone. I haven't heard about him for a long time
Lu Anxin
Thats impossible! Mom could you lend me your phone?
Anxin tries to call Joross's phone
"The subscriber cannot be reached please try again later"
Anxin calls Joross phone again and again
📞: "The subscriber cannot be reached please try again later"
Lu Anxin
Ugh! Why isn't it ringing?!
⊙_⊙
Mom
Sweetie don't stress yourself you're still recovering. You can dial Josh when we reached home
The day after tomorrow Anxin is discharged from the hospital and went back home
Anxin tries to call Joross phone but is still unreachable
meanwhile, Anxin found the number of Joross's brother and dialed it
📞Joross's brother: What do you want?
Lu Anxin
Has he finally recovered?
Lu Anxin
Is he eating well?
📞Joross's brother: Ha? Are you kidding me?!
📞Joross's brother: After all the troubles you made, after all the accident you caused, after Joross being hit by a truck you still think he's alive? Are dumb or something? My brother is dead because of you! So don't bother us anymore unless you want us to get killed too!!
Lu Anxin
No! that's impossible!
Lu Anxin
He said he will never leave me!
Lu Anxin
He promised to me!
╥╯﹏╰╥
📞Joross's brother: Are you dumb?! Joross is already dead because of you! Don't contact me anymore!
Joross's brother ended the call
Lu Anxin
Joross you said you will never leave me!!
Lu Anxin
Forget it! Its all my fault! If only I just held your hands and never released
Childhood friend
Maidden
Hey Anxin over here!
( Maidden- Anxin's bestfriend )
Lu Anxin
Maidden long time no see. How's your school break?
Maidden
Maidden: I had fun so much. We roam to Hong Kong and went to Disneyland. Its so fun. There are lots and lots of yummy foods and handsome boys
Lu Anxin
Not quite fun. As lonely as usual. So boring. I'm always in my room reading books.
Maidden
Eh? Aren't you getting tired of reading books?
Lu Anxin
What else can I do? I have no where else to go to relax or something
Maidden
Why didn't you called me? We could have go to beach
Lu Anxin
Whatever. I don't wanna get tan. Its already good to have a fair white skin
Maidden
Whatever. Besides you're not a fan of outdoor fun. Such a killjoy
Lu Anxin
Maidden have you got your school uniform altered? It's so short!
Maidden
Ah you noticed it
= ̄ω ̄=
Lu Anxin
Your skirt is super short. There's no way it can't be noticed
Maidden
I can't show my beautiful legs with a long skirt
Maidden
I heard that boys here at Grand University have a passion of good-looking girls with a beautiful legs
Lu Anxin
Ugh.. Boys here are so disgusting
~_~
Maidden
Oh dear don't be so stubborn! How can I find my rich boyfriend without a long skirt?
Lu Anxin
How am I supposed to know
(¬_¬)
Anxin: I don't get it. Maidden is already rich but why is she still finding for a rich boyfriend?
-_-||
Lu Anxin
Let's get going now or else we will be late
Maidden
My rich handsome boyfriend wait for me because here I come!!
**school bell: ring ring*
Teacher: Okay class dismissed
Maidden
Hey Anxin lets have some snacks in the cafeteria
Maidden
Okay okay my treat
( ̄へ ̄)
Lu Anxin
Yeah nice one
(*´∇`*)
ON THE WAY TO THE CAFETERIA
Lu Anxin
Ouch that hurt. Hey whose ball is that?!
Noan
Uhmm.. hey I think thats mine
Noan
Guess who I am Lu Anxin
Lu Anxin
Wait how did you know my whole name?
Noan
Hi Anxin. It's me Noan. Long time no see
( ^▽^)
( Noan- Anxin's childhood friend **crush* that vanished for so long without any contact )
Noan
I'm so sorry. Do you need to go to the infirmary?
Girls **gossiping*
Eh? isn't that the famous Noan James?
Girls **gossiping*
Wow so handsome
Girls **gossiping*
I wish I was the one being hit by the ball
Teacher
Hey I told you not to play inside the school corridor. It's dangerous...
Girls **gossiping*
Do you know who you are judging?
(◣_◢)
Girls **gossiping*
Are you looking for trouble...
Girls **gossiping*
How can you talk to our idol in that way?
(。ì _ í。)
Teacher
Ok, ok I will shut up... Girls please let me off this time
Σ(⊙▽⊙)
Lu Anxin
No I'm fine. It's just my nose bleeding
Girls **gossiping*
Look at you pretending to be severely painful! Are you trying to make our suave Noan take you to the infirmary?
Maidden
Hey! How could you be so mean?!
Lu Anxin
Maidden... Let's leave here. No need to be polite to such kind person
Girls **gossiping*
Aha! Don't feel so good about yourself!
Noan
I think I should take you to the infirmary
Lu Anxin
No! I don't think so! No need
Noan
Why not? I'm so sorry, it's all my fault. I....
Lu Anxin
I SAID NO!!!! ARE YOU DEAF?!
┌∩┐(◣_◢)┌∩┐
Lu Anxin
Maidden let's leave!!
Maidden
Anxin why do have to be so rude towards Noan? He's your childhood anyways. Don't you missed him? I know he didn't hit you in purpose
Lu Anxin
Maidden first of all I hate him, second he disappeared for so long and suddenly appeared to hit me with his ball! I don't have time to goof around with him
Maidden
Enough! How can you reject such handsome angel? What a pity
Maidden
Don't you know some couples starts with friendship. Who knows if you two can be together in the future and if that happens I will be so so jealous
Lu Anxin
But I don't have time for that stupid love! Many people are blind if love
Lu Anxin
Because of love many people suffers and sacrifice themselves for someone who's going to leave someday
Anxin: But in my heart there's only one man that could fit in
Maidden
What the heck is going on?
Girls
How come Noan James is in our classroom..
≧∇≦
Maidden
An... Anxin, James said good afternoon to us
≧ω≦
Anxin: James who? Why do I feel like an idiot? It's the first day of college but the other knows everything
Anxin: Can he be the one whom 60% of girls in our class crushing on?
Anxin: Oh now I see. It's just that stupid brat
-_-||
Lu Anxin
What do you want?
Anxin: Is this guy here to punish me for offending him earlier?
(¬_¬)
Lu Anxin
Have I done anything wrong?
Maidden
Oh I think I should leave you guys alone
Lu Anxin
What do you want? Go away!
Noan
Lu Anxin I'm just here to visit you
Lu Anxin
I don't have money. You can leave now. The door us that way
Noan
Woah I'm not here for money!!
(。ì _ í。)
Lu Anxin
Pffffft hahhahhahaha!
(´ ▽`)
Lu Anxin
It's so fun teasing you hahah
Noan
Hump! Enough! Come with me at the cafeteria I will treat you
Lu Anxin
Okay okay hahahah
Noan
Hey stop laughing at me! You're annoying me!
(╥﹏╥)
Lu Anxin
Hahahah I'm so sorry I can't just help it!
(´ ▽`)
Noan
What do you like to eat Anxin?
Lu Anxin
Uhmm... Anything. You know my favorites after all
Noan
Two cheese burger and two cola please. Thank you...
Lu Anxin
By the way why did you vanished all of a sudden?
Lu Anxin
Don't you know it gave me heart aches when you left
Noan
It's just my mother didn't tell me her plans for making me study overseas so I don't have time to say goodbye to you when we left
Lu Anxin
Then how's your experience studying overseas?
Noan
Not quite fun. I be myself there. I don't have so many friends
Noan
It's nice to study abroad but also hard
Lu Anxin
Eh? But how did you managed to go back to your home country?
Noan
I confessed to mom what I really felt about it and agreed to go back here
Girls
Wow they're so sweet. How envying
≥﹏≤
Leave me alone
Teacher
Anxin, the club entry you've asked for
Lu Anxin
Miss Maidden have you already decided which club you'll join?
Maidden
Wow! Noan James is actually the leader of the modern drama club
Lu Anxin
Any club related to Noan James is not an option
Maidden
Alright, let's look at the other clubs
Maidden
Then how about the other club Noan James joined?
Lu Anxin
Any club that's related to Noan James is not negotiable
Maidden
Forget it! You decide which club we'll join. Whatever you choose
Lu Anxin
That's what you said. Don't go back on it!
Lu Anxin
Then we'll.... Join this club
Maidden
No way! You can't be serious! I want to take back my words!
Lu Anxin
Yes I'm serious
(。’▽’。)♡
Maidden
Of all the clubs on offer, why did you pick such a boring one?
Maidden
I really don't get it
Lu Anxin
I don't think it's boring
Maidden
Well, I will be bored to death. Ok?
Maidden
Members of the reading club only talk about "A dream of red mansion" and other classic literacy works that I don't even remember the author of!
(╥﹏╥)
Contents of Maidden! :
-Beautiful dresses
-Beauty makeup
-Handsome boys
Lu Anxin
heheheh. Maybe you'll find your Mr. Right here. Let's go inside
Lu Anxin
Don't jump to conclusions
Maidden
Knock it off! There's nobody there except geeks!... See for yourself!
Lu Anxin
Alright enough already. We didn't join the club for cute guys
Maidden
My plan to find a rich and handsome husband is all ruined!!
(╥﹏╥)
Lu Anxin
Don't be so upset. I can help you a love letter if you fancy someone here
Maidden
Never mind. You know better than anyone else that no one here is my type
Maidden
Huh? What did you say?
(◣_◢)
Lu Anxin
Nothing. You misheard me
Noan
Excuse me would you mind changing seats with me?
Noan
What a coincidence Anxin
Anxin: Enough is enough! Is he stalking me? What's his problem?
Maidden
N..
N..
N..
N..
NOAN!!
Anxin: What a shame. Silly Maidden
Noan: Geez this is so awkward
-_-||
Noan
Now about what happened the last time....
Lu Anxin
Last time? What about it?
Anxin: So he's messing with me for what I said the last time? I'm not easily bullied!
Noan
You've got its all wrong Anxin. I'm here to apologize for what I did. I'm not messing with you
Anxin: With a pretty face and deceptive words, no wonder he wins so many girls. But not me, I'll never fall for his ticks
Lu Anxin
Save it for someone else. Leave me alone
Anxin: He's definitely up to no good
Noan
Is there some sort of misunderstanding?
Noan
I'm sorry if my behavior caused trouble
Lu Anxin
Like I said bo need to apologize just leave me alone
Maidden
Anxin, would you please accept Noan's sincere apologies?
Lu Anxin
You've got no principles at all!
Maidden
I do have one principle, that handsome man are forgivable as long as they apologize
Anxin: She really is simple as amoeba
-_-||
Noan
Please accept my apologies Anxin
(/ω\)
Maidden
I might cry if you say no, Anxin
Maidden
Does that mean yes?
Lu Anxin
For the sake of Maidden, I can pretend that those things never happened
Lu Anxin
I only want you to leave us alone. You vanished for so long. Don't act as if you know us well
Noan
Seems like you really hate me
Maidden
No! No! I like you the best!
Lu Anxin
Would you stop talking? Shut up!
Noan
Then I won't bother you anymore
Lu Anxin
I hope you can keep your words!
Lu Anxin
Or I will hate you more
Anxin: My harsh words don't provoke him one bit. What a hypocrite!
Anxin: Just leave? Just leave?
Lu Anxin
Hey could you stop gazing at him?
Maidden
You ruthless girl! How can you say such thing to Noan? Humph, you dissapoint me! Freak!
Lu Anxin
I'm okay if you want to go out and stay with Noan James
Maidden
Ugh... Sleepy.. Boring
Girls **gossiping*
I know she's just playing hard to get
Girls **gossiping*
I just dont know what Noan James sees in her
Lu Anxin
Maidden let's go out for a bit
Anxin: My college life has been a total mess since I met him again
Girls
The girl that just walk past is Lu Anxin, the one who refused Noan James to take her to the infirmary
Girls
She? A rather plain girl
Girls
Noan James also invited him to go out and went to the cafeteria together
Girls
And it's also Noan's treat
Girls
Shit! Unbelievable...
Lu Anxin
Maidden why are you staring at me?
Maidden
I can't believe Noan James can't stop being always around with you
Maidden
Quick tell me what's your secret in attracting handsome guys?
Lu Anxin
WAKE UP ITS NOT LIKE THAT!
Lu Anxin
It's just the irresponsible behavior of the willful Noan James. As usual. Since we were a child
Maidden
We had an agreement that you will give me Noan James
Maidden
But you broke it
(✖﹏✖)
Lu Anxin
Would you just listen to me? You think too much
Maidden
Then I have to change my target
Maidden
FIGHTING MAIDDEN!!
Lu Anxin
Has she been pondering over the matter all the way here? Why does she care so much about it...
(-_-)
Maidden
Where is my rich husband
Anxin: Maidden's family is clearly rich, but why does she keep talking about finding a rich husband? sigh... I feel like trouble's waiting for us somewhere. As expected I don't fit at this school. I shouldn't just promise her that I should come here
-_-||
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