Feelings for My Teacher?
first meet
‘Even if im not a human?’
‘Why does that even matter? Our feelings are all the same..right?’
‘We can still be together..even if that’s impossible’
I sigh as i close the laptop
Rina
Looks like i had to wait another week for a new episode
I put my laptop aside and lay down on the bed
Rina
Even ghost can find their love
Rina
Why couldn’t i find mine?
Rina
Maybe i need to wait..who knew..its not who i think it is..
My last word before i close my eyes and went to sleep
I close the locker as my friend slap me on the shoulder
Nini
Have you seen the new sir?
Nini
Hes a new teacher here and will be teaching our class history!
Nini
Isnt that exciting? Hes been teaching here for a week now and finally he will teach our class! Ive been checking him out and trust me he is so attractive!
Rina
Really? Why didnt i see him?
Nini
Maybe cause youve been absent for a week too?
Rina
School isnt really my comfort zone, you know that
Nini
But he is soooo handsomee
Nini
I would waste all the lesson just to stare at him
Rina
You will get lot of eyes if you did that
Nini
Who cares? I have a thing for older man
Rina
Whatever, im sure he likes you too, the whole school is crazy over you
Nini
Dont be like that, you’re attractive too
Rina
You dont have to tell lies, i know what i saw
Nini
Well all i said was the truth
Nini
Anyway history is after lunch! I couldn’t wait!
Rina
You make me curious of how this teachers looks like
Nini
Omg you should! Cause he is hard to imaginee!
And thats how the conversation end before we both walk into the class for the first lesson
Lunch break is finally finish
Now..the moment ive been waiting for
As i sat at my desk and nini’s beside me
Thats when a foot step was heard walking into our class
A deep voice was heard, as he put down his bag on the teacher desk
Azeil
As you guys know i will be teaching your class from now on
Azeil
Just call me sir azeil
Wow, he is really majestic
Rina
Yeah youre right..he is attractive
The lesson started and i try to keep focusing instead of staring at him
Azeil
Okay i will be giving you this paper and i want you to write an essay about the topic we just learn
He started handing everyones the paper
Azeil
I gave you 15 minutes..and i will be checking it
Everyones nods and start writing
I was having a hard time to make a sentence so i put down the pen and try thinking hard while rubbing my head
Rina
Uhm..i-m fine sir..i can do this
Azeil
Dont worry, i can help you
He took an empty chair and put it right infront of my desk and sat across me
Azeil
What seems to be the problem?
Rina
Uhh..i couldnt really think of a sentence
He started helping me and giving me a tips to help with the essay
Ninj keep looking at me smiling
And that is making me blushed
He help me with all the writing,but all i can focus was his voice, veiny hand, and his eyes which has been wandering around the paper
Rina
Huh? Y-yeah i understand perfectly
Rina
Uhm.. farina atrisya
Rina
Rina..just call me rina
Nini
Im Nia , most people call me nini
Azeil
I see..if any of you need help, just ask me
I chuckled and got up and continue the lesson
married?
Hes been teaching us for a while now
Rina
Oh my gosh nini isnt this weird enough?
Nini
Girl dont panicked this is totally normal, i mean you cant control your feelings after all
Rina
I dont know usually i like someone who is my age but a teacher?? Could you please tell me how to make this feelings disappear
Nini
Like i said this is normal and its only a interest so it wont be a problem
Nini
Just act like how you usual do
Rina
Okay fine..i just cant wait to see him! 3 more lessons
Nini
See? I knew you would stuck over him
Rina
He is so attractive and kind i could deny this
And finally the lessons ive been waiting for
The voice ive been wanting to hear
As the lessons start..all i do was keep staring at him
All his feature..i just cant..he is..
Azeil
The topic i just explained
Azeil
Dont tell me you didnt focused? That is so waste
Azeil
Ask nini about it..im sure she pay attention
Nini
I told you not to make it obvious
Rina
I didnt get to control myself
I whisper back and she pinch my arm and continued writing a notes
As the class finally dismissed
I was about to leave the class
Azeil
Could you help me with the book?
He gave me a bunch a book
Azeil
Put this on my office desk
I nod and took all the books
As i arrive at his desk, i slowly put down the book
I look around his desk, theres a bunch of paper,schedule,fail and a laptop
I saw a frame hanging next to his schedule
Its a picture of a couple, the guy wearing a suit while the girl wearing a gorgeous red dress
Azeil
Did you bring the books?
Rina
Yes i did sir, its right here
I keep thinking about the frame
you and me
Nini
What do you mean he’s married?
Rina
I saw the frame at his desk
Rina
They look like a couple
Nini
Must be his siblings or something
Rina
They dont look like a siblings
Nini
Just be positive, maybe shes a relative..or a friend! A..very close friend..?
Rina
Nini..just admit it already
Rina
What am i even thinking?
Nini
I mean if im being honest yeah this is weird..i just play along as a joke
Nini
I didnt take this seriously
Rina
Its fine..maybe its a phase for me
I just see him as a teacher
But my thought keep going far
Oh my gosh, rina what are you even thinking
This is f*cked up seriously
My eyes keep wondering for him
And when i saw him i couldn’t stop staring
I smile like a crazy person whenever i saw him
Azeil
Rina can you meet me after class?
What is the reason for him to meet me?
Is there anything he want me to help?
Rina
Yes sir? Is there anything i could help?
Azeil
I wanna talk to you about something
Azeil
This might be unexpected..even i cant believe i have to make a clarification for this
Azeil
But i just want you..to stop
Rina
What do you mean sir?
Azeil
Ive been catching you staring at me most of the time..in class,cafeteria,office and everywhere else
Azeil
Im sorry to say but this makes me a little…uncomfortable
Azeil
Look youre my student
Azeil
And im here to teach you
Rina
Yeah..sir..i understand..
Azeil
I hope you can stop after this
Azeil
I dont want other people to know about this
I hope we could use that for another moment
Azeil
Remember..im here to teach you only
Azeil
Im just doing my job
Rina
Yes sir..i am so sorry
I thought school would be my comfort zone now
I start skipping school again like before
My feelings for him start to faded
Because he is only a teacher after all
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