I didn't know why...

But I did...

I killed her!

I was caught up in my rage! She cheated on me so I got her back...

I went sleep but couldn't breathe... lIke someone was on me! Trying to choke me!

Trying to kill me... but I was home alone...

THE NEXT DAY

The cops shoed up at my house! Asking questions... They said I was the last seen with her , butI blamed my brother he was 12 I'm 19 they believed me...

He went to jail! I don't know how or why... He was the last thing I had since dad died!

It is all my fault! I acted like nothing happened! Last night I saw her... My ex... She was covered in blood... missing her eyes!

"Hi babe!" she said...

"wh- what?!? How?!? I said back extremely confused...

I didn't tell anyone.... I knew if I told them what happened they would think I was crazy... They would tell the cops and they would know exactly who I am...

That can't happen! They would take me to a mental hospital! I can't go there! It's too risky...

But I finally told my dad... He didn't belive me! He thought I was joking!

"adiós!" He said he's Spanish!

"adios papa!" I said back.

I didn't belive it! HE DIDN'T BELIVE ME! I was about to fucking lose my mind!

But I didn't...

I HATED THAT BITCH! I WANTED TO KILL HIM RIGHT HERE! So I did...

when I realised what I did I was in pure shock... I just killed my dad... I decided to hang myself... but it didn't kill me! I went to school! everyone ignored me! I don't know why... Then the teacher anonced I'm dead... I couldn't belive it! I was a ghost...

I saw my Ex she smirked...like she had something to do with it...I was angry!

I know I wanted to die but not by her! I realised I killed my family so they should be here too! Right? I was shocked... I couldn't find then anywhere! I saw my gran that died from old age! I started crying... I couldn't control the tears...I hugged her so tight. She hugged me back! I was so happy I could see her again... I saw nana! I loved her to bits! I ran and hugged her so hard. I couldn't belive it! In the ghost world she didn't need oxygen tanks anymore! I was so happy... I knew my life was just about to change forever in a good way...forever...I loved this life... I saw my nanas dog Henry! I couldn't help but hug him... I loved him to bits too his fluffy white coat of fur and his cute blue eyes... I cried tears of joy... I lived with my nan and grangran in a little hut for a cops of years and I loved it...