Jin's POV

Sweat dripping down in my face as i continue to dance the same steps of the Choreography in our new Songs for the next Comeback promotion of the New Album.

I've been dancing for who knows how long trying to perfect the dance but ended up having a mistake again,I decided to take a break and sat down taking some water as i feel exhausted and also wipe my sweat with the towel beside me.

It's been a stress day for me and also for the others, they already finished their own song and made it to the Album(Means;Didn't need to be fix).

As for me I need to finish it,fortunately i just got it done fixed maybe by tomorrow it will already be pass and got approve by the producers. With that maybe i will able to get practice dancing more to perfect our Dance Choreo and to prevent me making some mistakes while performing at the stage.

Have you ever hear the word Secret Depressed? It is when you feeling down all the and tired but you're pretending to Fine and Positive,

Like you're happy,fine and positive but it is just a mask to hide your negative feeling and darkest side.

Because that was I've been feeling lately.

Pulling out a fake smile to hide my Upset feeling,

Hiding all the pain away so i wont look weak.

I felt sorry for the other members because i only dragging the group down because of my lacking skills.

If only i was born as talented as Jungkook, as positive as Hobi, as hardworking as Yoongi, as full of charms like Jimin and Taehyung. And if only i was responsible enough to be like Joon

TING!

I took my phone from my pocket and stare at time '4:42 AM' Oh Shit i whispered as i collect my things and leave the practice room not forgetting to lock it and turn the lights off. I still have an hour to sleep.

I open the messege from Yoongi and reply to his text

Yoongi-chi🐱:

Hyung where are you?

Don't tell me you stay there again,did you?!

Seokjinnie🐹:

Sorry,will you pick me up?

Yoongi's POV

I got awoke from my deep sleep,I check my phone to see the time '4:40 AM',welp still early i was to stood up to get some water,but i notice that Jinnie-hyung isn't in his bed and it's like he still hasn't here at home so i quickly text him.

I reached the glass and pour some cold water staring at my phone waiting for hyung to reply.

As i drink the water my phone lit up,and read the message i got. I take my jacket and the Car Key with while replying to Jinnie-hyung.

Yoongi-chi🐱:

Hyung where are you?

Don't tell me you stay there again,did you?!

Seokjinnie🐹:

Sorry,will you pick me up?

Yoongi-chi🐱: Ok,I'll be in a few minutes

Time skip~

As i arrived i saw Jinnie-hyung outside the building,leaning at the Entrance. He seems to be loss in his thoughts as he didn't notice the car in front of him.

His been weird lately, He barely eat and he became so skinny,he look like tired all the time because of lack of sleep.

And his dark circle and eye bags are the evidence.

His smile don't reach in his eyes anymore it look like Fake and Forced.

And when we talk he only nods and or when he reply it is only 5-7 words.

Which make me and the others worried.

"Hyung!" I call and he shifted his gaze at me then started to walk inside the car. Sitting beside me.

"I told you to stop staying late at the Practice room right?" I spoke while driving home,I glance at him only seeing lowing his head and muttered a soft 'Sorry' and Crying? I quickly park the car at the side and turn at him patting his head.

"Hyung what's wrong?" I asked worried that i did or say something wrong that made him cry. Is it because of what i said?

"No.." Did i say that out loud?

"Then why are you crying?,Something bothering you?"

I frown when he didn't respond so i sigh.

“You know you can tell me hyung, You always listen to me and gives me some advice and help me whenever i had some problems so let me help you this time hyung"

When i used to be Depressed.

He would come to me,lock ourselves in our room and talk about how i feel everyday and how i got scared whenever dark thoughts getting in my mind. He always comfort and support  me when i feel uncomfortable and when i feel weak.

Actually even if he just sat beside me and do nothing, knowing his there makes me calm. That way i overcome the fears i have and became free from Depression,and be able to open up with the other members without being anxious. I'm always thankful to him. He is so precious to me, He never stayed mad for a long time, if he is it will only 5~10 minutes and it will fade. He is selfless and soft hearted.

That's why i will always do my best to protect him.

“I've been feeling down this past 2 months, and i don't know what is the reason,and why...." Hyung sobs as i pull him into a tight hug trying to calm him down. I can sense that he know why and what is the reason. I lied like that before.

“I know you know,hyung don't keep it to yourself..." I whisper to his ear calming him down.

My heart ache seeing him like this.

“I'm s-sorry.." He repeatedly said while i patted his back.

“It's okay, you did nothing wrong" kissing his head and continue to pat his back gently.

We stayed like that for more than i think 15 minutes,when i only heard his soft snore. I let go the hug and settled him on his seat fixing the seat belt and started to drove way back home.

...Yoongi...

...As we got home it is already '5:34 AM' in morning. I carried Jin-hyung to his bed,gently laid him and tucked his blanket successfully, before i move to my bed i mutter a good night and kissed his forehead....

...Standing up, i felt my wrist being held,looking down i saw hyung with teary eyes....

..."Daddy down't leave Jinnie.."...

...I froze,hearing on what just hyung said....

...'Daddy....Jinnie'...

...That word got stuck in my mind,why would he call me like that? Wait......Jinnie?, is he perhaps a little? Dozens of question are being made in my mind that i want to ask him....

..."Down' leave mwe Daddy..." loud cries snap me back from my own thoughts. I panic that the members would wake up, so i hurriedly went beside him and wiping his tears away. Cuddling and placing my arms into his waist as his face leaned into my chest....

..."Daddy wont leave you baby" I assured him patting him to sleep....

..."Daddy n-no hate jinnie?" He look at me and i shook my head,wiping his tears that wont stop escaping into his eyes....

..."Daddy will never hate his baby Jinnie, so please stop crying sweet heart daddy's heart aching if he sees baby crying"...

...His eyes widen and hug me tightly and shake his head that he buried into my chest,...

..."Don' wan' daddy to huwt,Jinnie no cry anymore" I chuckled kissing his head, I didn't know much about Little Space but i promise to be a good caregiver for Jinnie....

..."Daddy..."Jinnie called in his sleepy tone, i only hummed as an answer and the next thing he said makes my Heart flutters....

..."I wove you"...

..."I love you too my sweet baby"...

...I whisper through his ear and continue to pat him until we both fell asleep....

...Knock! Knock! Knock!...

...Three loud knocks wake me up from my deep slumber as i open my eyes met the the bright light of the Morning and the heat of the sun light in my face i turn around and sees Jin hyung sleeping peacefully....

...Suddenly i remember what happen last night....

...'Does Jinnie hyung know that he is a little? And that he accidentally slipped into his headspace?'...

...“Jin-hyung,Yoongi-hyung, We're about to go in 40 minutes are you guys up yet?”Jimin suddenly spoke which makes hyung stir up,which means he's about to wake up....

...“Uhmm we'll be there soon i'll just take a shower” After i heard a small 'okay'...

...from the outside i quickly went to the bathroom and just take shower. After i finish taking a shower and dressed myself i got out the bathroom and saw the bed is already tidy up. Thinking that hyung is already out side i quickly pick my bag and decided to follow the others....

...Jin...

...After the practice i let the other members go home and rest. Because i need to stay here in the Company to practice again. I missed 2 Hours earlier because of the song i was recording. While taking a walk to the hallway i suddenly thought what happend last night....

...Am i being a freak?Or is it a Dream?...

...I can't help as to wonder if it's really just a stupid  dream or is it real. But then i remember being woke up earlier in Yoongi's Arm....

...Earlier;...

...I suddenly woke because of the heat i was getting the sun light. When i open my eyes i was greeted by yoongi's face in front of me. Cuddling in the same bed. As in MY bed....

...I frown and wonder why is he with me sleeping in each other's arm in the bed....

...When suddenly someone knock. I started to act that i'm still sleeping, because knowing him that it will just make him awkward....

...After a few minutes i feel that his getting off the bed, i slightly open my eyes and watch him going in to the bathroom. When i heard the door shut, i finally open my eyes and sat up. Stretching my arms while yawning. I was about to sleep again when i suddenly remembered that we only had few minutes before our managers will pick us up. So i quickly get my bag and took some of my clothes that are fine to wear for pratice then quickly left the room so i could use the bathroom outside to shower but i make sure to tidy up the bed before i left....

...Present;...

...When i remember that i suddenly got flustered....

..."Am i really being a freak?!" I blurted out,then i took out my phone to search something....

...'When you suddenly act like a child and start talking in third person '...

...Then the result came but all of it just talk a one particular topic called 'LITTLE SPACE' so I click it and read the it....

...Little space:...

... is the state of the individual where she/he becomes a 'human being that is in stages of development but with full grown body of an adult. ' “The stages of the development” is divided into ages. Based on the age of the development, the little becomes middle and big....

...(A/N:credits to source.)...

...Why do I go into little space?...

...Little space is a state of mind you can freely enter that is younger than you are currently, also know as age regression. ... These are all aspects of age regression, and stem from a desire to regress back to a childlike state of mind to help soothe yourself from "big" problems and stresses....

...All the information I read is sinking into my mind right now. Confused, but I can try..it can be a coping mechanism for my depression... All I need to do right know is to keep it as a secret to my members?...

...As I was busy searching for the little space I didn't know that i'm already in practice room....

...I decided to start practicing for our dance so i put the phone at the table....

...Opening the lights and start stretching to dance....

...Time skip...

...I dance to song for an hour maybe but all I know is that I dance hard till my legs gave up. Grabbing my phone and towel I look at the time and it states '7:18 PM'....

...I must go home now. I promised to cook them a dinner. So I hurriedly take my things,turn off the light and the speaker also the desktop before leaving the practice room and the company....

...No one's POV...

...While Jin is on his way home, the members are all gathered in the Hobi's and Jimin's room....

...“So why are we having a meeting without Jinnie-hyung again?” Gguk started as he was confused why the second eldest is calling for a sudden meeting in the 2 dancer's room without their eldest hyung....

...“Right,mind to let us know what is this meeting about first?” the leader, Rm ask,looking at the others. Yoongi on the other hand take a baby blue colored paper bag out and put it in the bed....

...The members just look at each other and peek on what is inside of the bag....

...“What's in the bag??”Jimin who spoke taking the things inside the bag....

...“Pacifier...stuffies..and a sippy cup??”...

...Hobi frown...Yoongi just nodded and the others just gasp....

...“Hyung don't tell me you got yourself a baby!?”Tae exclaimed...Yoongi who was drinking his Iced Americano got choked and spit it....

...“Hyung!! That's my bed!!” Jiminy stood up and shocked when his bed got stained with coffee....

...“*cough* my bad..but what the hell I don't have a kid...well anyways let's just started our meeting before Jinnie-hyung got home”. Jimin scoffed while reaching out a new bed sheet and blanket in his closet....

...“First of all that stuffies and the others are for Jin-hyung..” before Joon spoke...

...Yoogi continue to speak. “as you guys may not know Jin hyung is accidentally slip into little space last night.”...

...“Little space?”Yoongi nods. The other members were familiar with that because they have a friend who is also a Little....

...“Huh? But how?” Yoongi just sighed so he told the members what happened last night and how vulnerable their hyung look when he was crying. After that the other members were upset because they didn't notice how their precious eldest hyung is suffering....

...“So... you're saying that we must trigger hyung to slip in his headspace to relax and more comfortable with being a little?”...

...“I can't wait, I'll be the best caregiver here!”...

...“Wait what! Hell no! I'll be the one!!”...

...“Wait...Yoongi-hyung why are you laughing?”...

...“Because you guys have no idea that I'm Jinnie's Dad” With that he left the room, leaving the others....

...-haeyoon927...