OBSESSIONS AND DESIRES
chapter 1
When you heard the word illegitimate. The first thought that will come to your mind would be a disloyal husband, the child of a mistress.
But in my case it wasn't like that no it was actually far from what anyone would expect.
It wasn't disloyalty from any side. It was something totally different
something that leave a traumatic mark behind
My father was attending a event. Without my stepmom. And in that night he was drugged, forced an r*ped by my birth mother
My father loved my stepmother to his heart. Only she could bring him to his knees. After that incident my father was traumatic and his mental health worsen.
To put salt in the wound after I was born my birth mother brought me here. In the Marvolan mansion
Seeing me my father mental health completely broke. He locked himself up in the room and was always harming himself
Even after all of this, they should have just abandoned me right? The one responsible for bringing my father pain.
But no surprising the one to accept me was supposed to be the one who hates me the most, My stepmother. She accepted me in the family, even though it was expected for her to hate me the most.
After my father locked himself up. My Stepmother took over everything. And she surely handled everything well.
But the thing is even though accepted me it didn't change the fact I was the illegitimate outcast of the family. Servants would always give me dirty look, but they don't dare Disrespect me cause of my stepmother strict Oder. Whenever I go with them, I would revive dirty look.
My family provided me with everything to food, clothes, education you name it. But admits all one thing was missing LOVE. Well what else could I expect, I never expect my family to love me like my half siblings, because it's impossible. No matter how much you deny it I was still somehow cause of their pain.
Even though my stepmother accept me doesn't me she could just love me like her own kids. After all I was still the reason for my father going mad.
I never Complain that would be selfish of me to do so. All I can do is to be grateful.
Author's apology
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I have lost motivation
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I Don't think I will be able to continue it
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A lot is going on and I am stressed
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But you guys love this story soo much
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so I can't bring myself to stop
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So I am gonna be gone for a while
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But hopefully when I comw back I will be able to continue it
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Thank you for supporting me
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Hopefully I will be able to update soon
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I have interesting plot in my mind
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I won’t' disappoint you all
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I apologize to my readers if I do disappoint you
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By the way you Guys might have noticed some changes
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Well I did them for my own reasons
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Oh and one more thing
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For Those who has Been hopping for some intense dark romance in THIS story
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Well I Have to disappoint you it doesn’t have much
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I am not good at writing dark romance
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And I am also not a fan of it
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But those who expected mystery Hopefully I won’t' disappoint YOU
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Any way I yapped a lot
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