I lost everything and every single person whom I loved in my life .I had a grandfather who loved me more than my own father .I was his daughter's child but he loved me like his daughter .I spent most of my beautiful moments of life in his arms as I was a kid . . He was everything for me .He values me more than his son's child .I had beautiful moments of my childhood with my grandfather. . He gave all of his love to me. I love my grandfather. But one day, the thing happened that I didn't believe. My grandfather died and left me alone in this cruel World. I didn't believe and was playing as usual but when I saw him lying on a bed without any move I ran to my mom as I was scared and I saw her crying . My all family members was crying. Then I realized that my friend was telling truth that my grandfather died. Still when ever I have thought of I start crying. I loved him. . I moved towards my life when I was of 8 years old I lost my friends whom I loved. Because my parents changed my school. I didn't greet them last time . I handled myself hard . . A incident happened again that my sister died after having birth by mom . My parents kept this secret from me. My grandmother told me about this after a year this incident happened. When she told me about my sister I was shocked to hear that. I always wished to have a sister but Now I have two brothers among my brothers I am the youngest one. Everyone whom I loved leaves me alone. So I gave up on loving someone and now I don't even believe that the word like LOVE really exist or not. Now I only have my grandmother left whom I love and I don't wanna lose her.Because she is my life. Although I have my parents with me they also love me but they love my brothers too. And that's the reason I can't share my parents love even with my brothers..They give me everything necessary for my life . But love can not be given through things and money. I don't know why they don't understand this. I started thinking that my life is a rubbish but my life changed once again when I got admission in a new school. My life brought new things new people new concepts to me. And I started realizing that life is to much beautiful but it was not more than a dream. First I started loving a person but than I realized I was right that love doesn't exist. (Author's message: Guys I know my English is not good sorry for this as I am of 16 years I shared my story till now. But later on after 16 years I will imagine about my life and make you people enjoy this. I hope you guys will like it .Thanks for reading this novel. )

When I entered the school it was almost nine am I was late like always even at my first day at school. "Hi! guys I am Charlotte. I am a new transfer student here I hope you all will come well with me. Thanks. Nice to meet you all" I said while smiling. I tried to greet everyone well. Suddenly a girl pushed me while crossing and said "Oh! so you are a new transfer student. I hope you will stay away from my business". "Who the hell she was? I think she is taking me light I should better teach her a lesson" I shouted but she was far so she didn't hear I was about to follow her when a girl stopped me. Once I looked at her face as if I was asking her that what is she doing. She said "I am saying sorry on her behalf please forget about her". "Seriously, Why are you saying saying sorry? you didn't do anything" I asked her. She replied me, "Am saying because you are a new comer we all should welcome you with a warm heart". I asked her that who was that girl and why she talked like that way. She said me to forget about her. She said "Her name is Darcy. She is a tomboy. She thinks that she is something .Forget about her she is insane". She was actually changing that topic but I felt that.. She asked to be friends?. I said "yeah we are friends .Its my pleasure". She told me that her name is Ann and she is from a middle class family. She came to know my name when I was giving an intro to class. We were busy talking to each other when..I heard boys talking about me.. "Who's that girl? I think new transfer student. She is beautiful and I think she is from a rich family but why is she staring at us right now" a group of four boys were talking among themselves."Who are guys? Why are you talking about me if u wanna now about me you asked me directly I'll not mind but I don't like people talking at my back" I said with a chuckle while stopping their way. "Hey girl don't you think that you are so rude we didn't talk about anything bad and no one dares to talk to us the way you are talking" one of them said. "No am not rude I just say what others don't have guts to say that's it" I said. One of said cool the others stared at him and he shivered with a fear and shut his mouth. I liked that guy he was cute and talkative. One of them didn't say a word during the all gossip. He was actually a handsome guy. He didn't even look at me once. He said all of them to move with him as if he was not interested. And all of the other three followed him but they said me to stay away. The handsome guy had a great personality. I asked Ann about him so she told me...

She told me that he was the most handsome guy in the school and all the girls had a crush on him and she said that why wouldn't all the girls have crush because he was handsome and rich. I said it wasn't a big deal and I didn't find him that much handsome. I asked her whether she had.. she glare at me saying that she is a girl too. I laughed at as if she made a joke or something. I wanted to keep a low profile because I didn't want people to hate or love me due to my background. We were talking about when the bell rang. The lunch time was over so we headed towards our classroom. I entered the class and u know what my seat was beside that dumb whom girls called handsome. He hadn't come yet the teacher started the lecture. The lecture was going on when he entered with such an attitude and sat on his seat. He putted his head on the table and slept. He does same in all the lectures Ann had told me this but I was surprised that HOW HE ALWAYS GET FULL MARKS!.. Actually I found him cold and he was cold only towards me. He dealt everybody the same way. But his three friends liked him so much ...yeah that three guys. They were like ...umm How should I describe... One of them was clumsy type and his name was John. He was the one who said me cool. He was actually the trouble maker in their group. Other one was Nick and he was smart enough to solve every problem. The third one was Robert and he was a playboy and had many girlfriends. All girls liked him he was famous among them because he was handsome I guess. He was a little bit silly like John. And Charles he was Mr perfect. He was perfect in everything like in studies, sports etc. Girls liked him but he always gave them a cold face like he gave me. THESE ALL GUYS WERE RICH this was the main reason all girls liked them.. The school last bell rang and we all headed towards our dorms. I and Ann were roommates so we moved together. In our dorm we were only two at that time because our other two roommates were on leave. We were having tea in our balcony and the sky was clear and it was turning dark.... When I saw him from the balcony he was with his friends. "Does he live here?" I asked Ann. She replied, "yeah he and his friends share a room but he often comes here not much". I saw a girl there she was giving him something I think it was a letter A LOVE LETTER! . But he didn't even look at her and passed by her side. He has such an attitude it was rude I said but Ann said it's normal he always behave like this. Well I ignored him. Then we moved on our beds because I didn't want to be late again.....