Li Yan POV

I remember people saying that when you are dying you see your life flashing before your eyes . yeah that's what Is in my mind

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Flashback

3 years ago

****I hate the hospital. I just wanted to lay down on my comfy bed, watching k dramas and crying over the fact that I will never get a boyfriend like the main lead of the drama but, my lungs said it ain't happening sis.

HI my name is Li Yan . I'm fifteen years old and I suffer a rare lung disease

my life was all fine until 8th grade, when I had an accident the doctor were doing a check up on me and that's when they had found out, that I had something wrong with the way my lungs were working. and that's when I found out that I didn't have much time.

"it's getting worse Li, I have warned you about it " said doctor Min A.k.A my uncle / personal doctor.

"yeah, yeah I know this is like the fifth time you are telling this and I hadn't felt anything" I said, relaxing and watching TV in front of me I my hospital room .

Min sighed and sat down next to me

" I'm serious and you feel anything because it is slowly killing you and you don't have much time you know that better than anyone else " said uncle

" And that Is why I'm trying to live my life rather than being attached to tubes all the time and I'm fine so stop nagging " I replied and continued on watching the movie

" I'm not nagging I'm just saying that you should be careful you-"I cut my uncle nagging

"shhhhh the scene is interesting don't disturb " I replied with all my focus on the TV

" you really want to continue your dreams** then take care of yourself first " my uncle said cutting my focus of the TV

" Are you really here to tell me this or something else, cause I'm not listening " I replied

" *sigh * no I'm here to change your drip and do not remove your Nebulizer or I will kick your butt " my uncle replied in stern voice

I hummed and let him do his job. when finally done he left. I sighed softly and looked at my song book , my dreams

"I wish i could use you but I guess I'm not the right person " talking to myself and then continued my focus on watching the movie

somewhere around this dark world

??? POV

" Max when are you coming back "

" max are you doing well "

" I hope you quit ha ha"

*sigh* people these days don't have anything else to do than wasting my time. such a pain in the ***

**should I just quit ..

no I shouldn't I promised dad ..

but I have no song or idea of writing.jesus...

I wish genie existed

I'm so stupid

I should tell company that I want a break

nahh I already had so much of Time if I ask they will give me a permanent rest

I wish a song magically appears

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yeah like that is going to happen**

Li Yan POV

"I'm bored " I said as I was rolling around the bed but, not much because I still have the nebulizer on me

"holy god above what should I do "

suddenly my song books opened because the wind of the fan was directing towards . that scared me

" *gasp* holy god is that you? "

naahh I'm just imagining but , I really should start writing a new song till dad comes for visiting me.

Little while later

I finished writing a song finally . huh can't believe I wrote a song about boredom shesh am I that bored.

" let's watch some TV and see which male lead I will cry over " I said as I on the TV .

as soon as I on the TV the news channel flashed. " breaking news :the star Max Mason going to really gonna leave the industry?! ". I turned up the volume hearing the name Max Mason.

" the star Max is on hiatus because few months ago his father was murdered for some unknown reason . the murder is still on the run and hasn't been caught yet in this situation Max couldn't take it , so he had a hiatus to heal from the scar. still after two months there's still no sign of Max.

some fans came up with the theory's that Max is either preparing for a huge hit or he's gonna quit the industry . some fans suspected that the comments which was supposed to support Max and cheer him up

was filled also with a lot of disrespect towards the late father of Max, would have caused Max to go through depression .

so far we think-".

I offed the TV. damn people have no other work to do but assume things

"shesh you talking is a disrespect Dumdaass reports " I mumbled to myself.

I know that Max Mason wouldn't quit, not now for sure. Max is the most talented and most underrated singer in the industry .

Max was supposed to join a group but in the last minute was taken out of it because he was too young for it . then he continued training for 6 to 7 years .

He finally debuts with a bop song but never was recognized for it. Max inspires me but that doesn't mean I have a crush on him it's just he is so hard working I can't believe he's so under rated . and yet people disrespect people with their curiosity and kills the mood. I think they need to know who Max's is, but how?..

then looked at my song book and got the biggest idea ever! " thank you so much holly god " next thing I knew I was searching for Max's instagram account." found it ".

I pressed text the first thing I did was to send Max a song I have worked. the lyrics might needs some help but as long as someone gonna use it I don't mind . it may help him.

and sent .

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Max POV

...huh stupid news. *ding* heh someone dm'd me that's been long since my fans did that. let's see what's hate or Threat they have sent me this time . "huh? this is new"...