hi!!!

I'm samantha I am a first year high school on that time I was tough and brave but at the same time I have my own reason and sad life as well

and people only think that I have a perfect life,,,, but beside that,,,I know in myself more than they know me but until I met you

•~FLASHBACK~•

whoohh yes !!

I am first year high school now

but I still need to find my building or room

until,,,,I heard someone call my name

Samantha!!! Samantha!!!

then I turn around to look

and then someone chase me

hey Samantha!!

-me- oh yes?? do I know you? miss

oh I'm sorry I'm your new classmate!!

imam I just want to make friends with you,,,,and I can show you our room building!!

me- oh yes thank you haha have nice to meet you--- -???

ohhh I'm caught nice to meet you

me- so?? lets go??

oh yes let go

then we go to the building and,,,,, unexpected,,, when time fly's and so many days have past,,,, there are so many boys who wants me to be their girlfriend but everyday,,,,I all say no to them very though cause I don't believe into such kind of things!!!

until one day

caith- Samantha!! let's go eat in the cafeteria??

me- OK let's go

then after I get down on the building I see a boy ,,who looks so innocent, presentable, quite less talker,,,,at first time I never expect myself at first time to look at someone that much!!!until everyday his on my mind

so time flys

but,,,, I'm just confuse!!

everytime I walk or something he's ways staring or looking at me ,,,honestly I'm not joking

and when he see me,caught him,,,,,,,,

he'll start to take away his eyes on me

that's why on the day that he stared at me I just realize that I have my first and last crush???

on everyday,,,,,he's always looking at me and sometimes I'm annoyed cause I'm not capable of looking at

and now I am 2nf year high school time flys

it's been 2 years but I still like him and taught about him he is still my first and last crush!!!

until I see his facebook and I see he's name Kian

and then unexpected again that my building is also his building so everyday his showing himself in our room and coming in the window and starting to look at me

and I said to caith

me--that boy is so damn annoying

caith----relax don't you know that he's one of the top campus hot guys here??

me---so what I don't care!!

then-----after that my boy best friend since 2 years has confess to me

(him) Samantha!! I,,I like you since the first time I met you

me--im sorry but I don't like you

then after that,,, I'm always avoiding him and he's always crying on me,,,,honestly I'm confuse that's why I'm avoiding him,,,,

cause I like someone else and now my best friend confess to me

I don't know what to do!!!!I'm bot like this before but suddenly I don't know how I came to this

(my best friend) Sam why are you avoiding me?? is it because of my confession?? let's just talk please (while he's crying)

me--i don't want to talk to you anymore ,,you said to me before that were only friends and nothing else but now??!! you destroy everything because of that damn feelings!!!,,, I'm sorry I have to go!!

(him) no don't go!! (then he hug me)

I know I'm wrong!!but I can't stop it anymore

everytime that I see you!!my love for you only grow ups,,,Samantha!!,,,all this time,,,I never treated you as my friend!!! you mean to me a lot

I can do everything for you,,, but it's sad that you don't notice it because so numb!!!

me- let me go!!!!

him--no

me--i said let me go (then I free myself)

(then I slap him) while he's crying)

how dare you!!!! on this day onwards,,,I don't want to see you or even smell you

(while he's no no I'm sorry then)

I walk out but he catch my hand and

him--sam I know my wrong I'm sorry (while he's Crying)

but suddenly my crush is in front of us and he's watching

the I said

me--let go of me!!! then I run away

and still I leave him alone crying and last my crush see all of what happened!!!!

another day he's always chasing me until I'm used to it,,,ignoring him all the way

and then

whoooo everyday I'm stalking my crush

until I'm 3rd year high school now but he is still the one and it's 3 years now

and I decided to confess to him everything and I intended to surprise him but,,,

I'm the one who get surprise I see him hugging a girl,,,,but I didn't panic and ask someone who is that girl and they said she is the girlfriend!!

and the girlfriend words is repeating on my head!!!

and I got shock I can't move while watching them then my tears started to fall so so fast

then after that he see me and he get shock and he was about to chase me but I run away and go to my classroom and go to the side of the cabinet and cry and cry and cry so much then my best friend See Me then he said

him--what happened are you OK??who make you cry?? I'll make them pay!!!

me--no I'm okay please leave me alone

him--how can I leave you alone in this can of situation??? then he hugs me then he said its OK I'm here,,, I'm your shoulder today OK?? you can cry on me,, you can rely on me!!! while I'm crying and he's patting my head gently

then after we are okay again I just realize that he still care for me all along and he never leaves me even though I leave him crying on the past!!!!

after that I am starting to avoid my first crush everyday and now when I getting down on stairs I see them two

and he's tying her girlfriend shoes so happily

(my best friend) Sam why are you avoiding me?? is it because of my confession?? let's just talk please (while he's crying)

me--i don't want to talk to you anymore ,,you said to me before that were only friends and nothing else but now??!! you destroy everything because of that damn feelings!!!,,, I'm sorry I have to go!!

(him) no don't go!! (then he hug me)

I know I'm wrong!!but I can't stop it anymore

everytime that I see you!!my love for you only grow ups,,,Samantha!!,,,all this time,,,I never treated you as my friend!!! you mean to me a lot

I can do everything for you,,, but it's sad that you don't notice it because so numb!!!

me- let me go!!!!

him--no

me--i said let me go (then I free myself)

(then I slap him) while he's crying)

how dare you!!!! on this day onwards,,,I don't want to see you or even smell you

(while he's no no I'm sorry then)

I walk out but he catch my hand and

him--sam I know my wrong I'm sorry (while he's Crying)

but suddenly my crush is in front of us and he's watching

the I said

me--let go of me!!! then I run away

and still I leave him alone crying and last my crush see all of what happened!!!!

another day he's always chasing me until I'm used to it,,,ignoring him all the way

and then

whoooo everyday I'm stalking my crush

until I'm 3rd year high school now but he is still the one and it's 3 years now

and I decided to confess to him everything and I intended to surprise him but,,,

I'm the one who get surprise I see him hugging a girl,,,,but I didn't panic and ask someone who is that girl and they said she is the girlfriend!!

and the girlfriend words is repeating on my head!!!

and I got shock I can't move while watching them then my tears started to fall so so fast

then after that he see me and he get shock and he was about to chase me but I run away and go to my classroom and go to the side of the cabinet and cry and cry and cry so much then my best friend See Me then he said

him--what happened are you OK??who make you cry?? I'll make them pay!!!

me--no I'm okay please leave me alone

him--how can I leave you alone in this can of situation??? then he hugs me then he said its OK I'm here,,, I'm your shoulder today OK?? you can cry on me,, you can rely on me!!! while I'm crying and he's patting my head gently

then after we are okay again I just realize that he still care for me all along and he never leaves me even though I leave him crying on the past!!!!

after that I am starting to avoid my first crush everyday and now when I getting down on stairs I see them two

and he's tying her girlfriend shoes so happily