The Untold Cravings
PROLOGUE
My love for you is so pure. That you didn't even notice my existence just beside you.lam watching you silently as you watch the sceneries outside me . l allow you to see the colour as you never felt the presence of me.....l don't want you to be caged in darkness as lam your transparent shield.... So be happy my love ❤️🫀
It happened to be a sunny day in chaos of those uneven rainy days. Atleast she doesn't feel suffocated cause of the weather. She tries to calm her mind even though she is not a little bit aware of what awaits her. She is somehow relieved that she could finally make a way out from that hell which even sucked out her damn good view about world.
A woman in her early 70's is packing up the food for her. She is too dedicated in the work that she is not a single bit concerned about her top being all drenched with sweat.
Jane Vincelet
Grandmaaa ~(Yell)
lam ready to go.....
Haggy odrantos (Grandma)
Ok child, hurry up.....
Don't be late on the very first day...(put the lunch box on her bag)
Jane Vincelet
Oh my sweetie 😘 (side hug her along nape)
Jane Vincelet
Ba bye 👋
(Hurriedly runs out )
Thanks to her rocket pace foot, she hit the right bus.
Finally she welcomes the new atmosphere waiting for her out of curiosity and a single string of hope.
Jane Vincelet
Hello 🙂
Can l sit here?
Is this bench fully occupied?
Someone
(Turned back)
Nope 😐
(A scowl appeared on face )
". " indicated for one 's chat with their own mind
Jane Vincelet
" Awh, What's with that look, she seems like pissed off just because of a simple enquiry. Anyway, just leave it Jane, that girl is some kind of a prejudiced one 😌".
Someone
(Turned back again)
What's your name ?🤨
Jane Vincelet
"She seems to be disgusted by my sight.But what the hell l do to her for falling in hate at first sight 🤔"
Jane Vincelet
Hh ? Oh , my name is Jane 🙂(fake smile)
Someone
Is that so ! (judging look )
Jane Vincelet
Hmm, May l know your name?🙂
Someone
Haa , My name is Camille
Camille Dosthev
Camille Dosthev
By the way, Do you know anyone here before? I mean, you transferred here having already own a friend here ?
Jane Vincelet
Haa, For my relief, l've a girl here whom l know before.She studied with me in 10th grade. And she told me to sit in her bench. And sorry for misunderstanding your bench as her's.🙂
Jane Vincelet
I don't know if she is absent today 😕. There's only 5 minutes left to start the class ....
Camille Dosthev
Yaa , Your friend always came just before the bell rang .So there's no chance for her to be absent 😏
Jane Vincelet
Hoo, l see 😁
Camille Dosthev
(Turned to front)
Jane Vincelet
(Call the one who just turned by gently tapping her shoulder)
😁Hi , May l know who else sits with Somi ?
Camille Dosthev
Rather than Somi, two girls sit with her.They will come together soon.
Jane Vincelet
Alright then 😁
Just then she saw so many girls rushing towards the classroom.They're probably late comers.
Her heart is filled with tension.She doesn't have the energy to go through the same tragedy again. Memories of the previous year filled her heart.
She looked at the door with a blank straight face.There she saw a familiar figure rushing towards her bench with two strangers behind.
Jane Vincelet
(flashed an awkward smile to three of them)
Somi Nicolas
Hmm, Guys... This is the Jane l told you about (chanted to the girls beside her)
Jane Vincelet
(Too confused about what to ask or do)
Her heart and mind is now a turbulent ocean, panic takes over every inch of her nerves.Subsiding all the storms within, she seemed very calm and sophisticated outside.
3 of them were about to sit in a row. The Black Masked Girl who is one of them came to sit near Jane
Jane Vincelet
If you don't mind, you can tell me where l should sit.(elicit the words to the girl who sits now beside her, only revealing her narrow long eyes )
Black masked girl
🙂 You can sit wherever you want.You can sit with Somi if you wish. But I highly doubt that she will give that damn corner of her, where she finds it very comfortable to take naps.
Jane Vincelet
Haa I just asked 🙂.
"It's ok. If you guys are comfortable with your seat, I can sit here without any worries"
Black masked girl
You can move to that corner if you want to. I will tell Somi to move over. Or you can sit between Mengzi and Somi .
Jane Vincelet
"Hoo , Don't trouble anyone,I just sit here "
Hmm🙂
"l just can't sit between these guys. Anyways I am a stranger....She is nice that she considered me to sit in the middle. But , l don't want to be the reason for someone bored to death. I'm not so talkative around unknown people. So better to sit in this corner.I just only want peace 🙂"
Black masked girl
Your name is Jane , Right?
Somi told me about your arrival.
Black masked girl
BTW, l'm kate , Kate Roosevelt 🙂
Jane Vincelet
"OMG, always this boring name ! , just how many people I met with this name....Hoh , l feel so bored hearing this name again and again . At least her second name is a relief 😅"
Kate Roosevelt
And this _
Before she could finish, the annoying bell rang for seconds . A lady teacher with a very slow metabolism entered the class .
Family
"Good _Morning_Mam"
Whole class said in an uneven boring tone which completely destroyed the mood of teacher.
Mith Precayvsky
🤨 Don't you guys eat breakfast?
If you're like this till from the start, how can I continue this to afternoon (sighs)
The whole student's mouth hung open in shock. They are still processing what they just heard. It's like they may choke to death soon by their own class teacher.
Mith Precayvsky
Everyone! Get Silence !(shouts)
Jane Vincelet
(gulped a lump of saliva)
"Is this teacher really rude and strict?"
Kate Roosevelt
This is our Mith ( whispers near her ear )
Jane Vincelet
Hh! What's her subject?(whispers to her)
Kate Roosevelt
None other_
Mith Precayvsky
So children! I don't need to repeat my subject this year. As same as before, logistics is taken by me and sure it seems my brilliant student guessed who the class teacher is (smirks)
Everyone sighed with a blank expression. It's like they understand their worst expectation came true.Shrugging off their previous hopes, they took out their fresh notes.
Mith Precayvsky
( Turned to the black board)
( frowns as she finds it blank )
Mith Precayvsky
Children.... We need a class mistress. So tell me who 're ready to hold the grand position 🤨
No one raised their hands nor uttered a word.
Mith Precayvsky
Seems like you're too busy to hold the position. Don't tell me no one is capable of this position. Are you guys going to make me ashamed as your class teacher just_
Random student 1
No mam , It's not like that....
student 2
Yes Mam.
It's just that we're ok with the previous year's class mistress.
Mith Precayvsky
So, Is everyone okay with the previous class mistress?
'Yes Mam'( everyone cheered)
Evelyne (class mistress)
😕"No one asked about my own opinion. So I'm going to clear the chaos this year also.Oh God ! Why you made me born as an angel. I think I can build a charitable organisation in future 😖.Oh jesus, what can I do with these incompetent peers !"(sulks)
Yes, class mistress can't say a word against her lovely peers . It's like a family full of girls. In a family, how can we compete for a mere position. According to them , bond and peace is what matters.
Mith Precayvsky
So , let's pass the decision. Class mistress at least you should stand up 🤦
Evelyne (class mistress)
( flashes an awkward smile)
Everyone cheered and clapped for her.
Jane felt relieved seeing the friendly atmosphere. And their lovely bond is just like a family. But she feels very uneasy in her heart. What if they didn't take her in their family? What if they treat her with prejudice?Whose friend circle can she enter? To whom she can share her unbearable sufferings ?
Mith Precayvsky
Children! I forgot to tell you from start that , here we 've got a new student to join us. Where's she ?🧐
Jane Vincelet
"Oh 😅, atleast she remembers me now"
( peek out of the bench rows)
Mith Precayvsky
Come girl 😀 , let us know your name.
Jane Vincelet
( Reached to the teacher with her few steps. Her charisma and fast pace foot added an indulgence of devotion along with her standard)
With quiet boldness ,she introduced herself.
Jane Vincelet
Hi, I'm Jane Vincelet
I'm from fort shake city.
I've father, mother, elder sister and grandma with me. (looked at the teacher)
Mith Precayvsky
Ok Jane , you may go.
Kate Roosevelt
(smiles to her )
Jane Vincelet
(Returns the smile)
Mith Precayvsky
Ok, you children should give her company.(ordered)
Mith Precayvsky
Don't worry Jane, They will not make you feel lonely . You can call me if in any case you've troubles 😄.And ......(gestures to the girls beside Jane )You can tell me if those girls didn't give you company . ( Death glare to Kate that spreads like electricity to Somi)
Jane Vincelet
Sure Mam 🙂
"Hh, I'm happy that atleast teacher is there for me now"(sighs)
Kate Roosevelt
"Hoo Mith, What's with that look of yours. Tsk "😑(pissed mood)
Mith Precayvsky
Ok Children , Shall we start?😁
Kate Roosevelt
"Tsk , 😏 When this lady starts to enquire about our opinion! Fucking dramatic 😮💨"
'Yes Mam'
Students told in Unison
Mith Precayvsky
This is the 2nd year of your course,
And it's also the last year of your course 😄. So you need to work hard. Try to be very attentive during the whole lecture hour. Moreover you should need to study systematically. Otherwise you can't keep up with the schedules and will end up understanding nothing further.
Kate Roosevelt
"Huh, This lady is too much".
Kate Roosevelt
"Are we in KG (scoffs) , telling us these mundane reminders".(totally annoyed )
Mith Precayvsky
So you should be serious. You spoiled previous year merrily. This year determines your future studies. Those who fool around giggling should definitely need to face the consequences. So take it as my request. Be a responsible student. Don't make other teachers complain about you. Your class should be the role model for everything worthy.
Jane is surprised by the pin drop silence in the classroom. Even if they are listening to the most boring advice, they didn't talk to each other causing seldom trouble to the teacher.
Soon, the advice is replaced by subject schedules . 1 hour passed smoothly. As the teacher had no plan to leave the class, students started lacking their interest and had no mood to listen further. The pin drop silence is now fading gradually filled with whispering chats.
Kate Roosevelt
( Rotating her pen b/w the fingers 🤞, sitting impatient)
Kate Roosevelt
( looked at the right side )
Jane Vincelet
( Noticed , Kate is staring at her)
( Bombastic side 👀)
Kate Roosevelt
(Rested her elbow on the desk supporting her jaw with her left palm sitting slightly pointed towards Jane )
Kate Roosevelt
"How can she concentrate this long ! She really seems to be an extraordinary student."
Jane Vincelet
( feels lonely as she is the only one listening to teacher now among her benchmates)
Jane can't help, but to listen. Her heart is ready to listen even the most mendacious blabbering. Cause only she knows what she had gone through. How her mom is wearing out all day and night working for her family. So how can she rest, when her Mom is battling with work. Her Mom is her everything. If her mom is not there for her, she would die a long ago. So she will do what she can do for her Mom.So compulsively listening is bare minimum that she do remembering her mother's struggle.
Mith Precayvsky
(Gestures students to take down notes from the board)
Kate Roosevelt
(completed very quickly by scribbling)
Author
Please don't consider the subject😅 just look handwriting , as lam a science major you can expect physics, chemistry, mathematics etc.
Author
Just imagine she had written some logistic stuffs 😄
Jane finds her scribbling very captivating. Her eyes are almost lost in that careless beauty of letters. She unconsciously read those texts rather than reading it from her own note.
Kate Roosevelt
(Noticed Jane 's glance which is stuck on her notebook)
(Without wasting seconds, made more accessible for Jane to read it comfortably )
Kate Roosevelt
Here 😁 (slides her notebook slightly towards Jane)
Acquaintance
Time skips to lunch break
Someone
Oh Kate ! You're not going to change !
Always cheesy peasy 😀
Kate Roosevelt
What's my fault in it . My Mom always likes to add cheese while making my favourite. Just focus on your food 😑
Jane Vincelet
(smiles a bit)
Someone
Oh kitty 😱, Are you going to eat it with a mask on . You're really invincible 😂
Kate Roosevelt
Just shut up 😠
Kate Roosevelt
( took off the mask with her left hand)
Kate Roosevelt
Don't you dare call me kitty ! 😾
Someone
Wah 😱 lam so scared , Then lemme call you katy kitty (mocking tone )
Kate Roosevelt
What the hell 🙄. Do l really look like a cat ?( murmurs)
Someone
Ofcourse 😀, You just lack some whiskers . Isn't it Jane ?
Jane Vincelet
By the way, I lacked the chance to ask your name (awkwardly) .
Jane Vincelet
If you don't mind, can you tell_
Someone
(peeked her head out from the row )
It's ok darling 😁
Kate Roosevelt
"Darling 🤔"
Someone
My name is Ekshal 😁
Kate Roosevelt
Yes, Ekshal Bruth
And she is my neighbour 😁
Ekshal Bruth
"Yaa , But we only meet in school".
Hm 😅
Jane Vincelet
Oh ! So you guys must know each other very well.
Ekshal Bruth
(chokes on food)
"WTF, This wandering spirit and me ? Perfect 😃. Yaa, I know very well of this ignoring bitch .This kitty talks non-stop in class time and didn't even find a second to talk to me and Somi in interval, fooling around with other stupid girls of class C😒"
Kate Roosevelt
(Wave to Ekshal)
Where were you lost ?
Are you planning to waste your food?
Kate Roosevelt
We can see who else is not changed ( smirks )
Ekshal Bruth
"This fucking back stabbing bitch 🤧"(scoffs)
Jane Vincelet
(looked at Somi who is eating silently in the corner)
Jane Vincelet
Why Somi is so silent (glances at Kate averting her gaze from Somi)
Kate Roosevelt
Oh , Somi !. It seems like she is indulged in the beauty of eating.
Somi Nicolas
(whispers something)
Kate Roosevelt
Oh, C'mon Somi, This is lunch break.
Why are you whispering! I can't damn hear your words.
Somi Nicolas
( whispers looking at food)
Jane Vincelet
It's ok, let allow her to eat peacefully . "Atleast she made you guys as her friends. Not like that lonely ghost in 10th grade"
Jane Vincelet
(enjoying Kate's conversation while munching food)
(A bright smile formed on her lips unknowingly)
Kate blabbered to Ekshal and Jane till her lunch finished. Jane is dazed by her friendly chit chat .No one ever talked to her this friendly on the very first day of meeting. Instead she is the one who takes the initiative to talk and impress others to make an acquaintance.This is the first time she is resting without having any effort. She felt no urge to make any unnecessary drama for having a friendly bond with them .
Jane can feel that Kate is trying her level best to make her comfortable around them. Jane finds it ridiculous. No one ever showed any interest in talking to her in the previous year. It seems like Kate is putting so much effort as she is the one craving for the company of the latter.
Even if it's a happy moment, she felt feared to laugh. What if this happiness only last for this single day? Yes, it's better to not experience it rather than bearing the pain of losing it .
For those who experienced tragedies and tasted the bitterness of life in majority of their living, happiness is ofcourse a stranger. They feel very uneasy to trust the moment. So Jane is no different from one of them.
Kate Roosevelt
phew , my hip 😖( stands from bench and supports her waist with hands )
Kate Roosevelt
Hurry up Somi , Will you finish ziping your bag today !
Kate Roosevelt
We need to go today
Kate Roosevelt
Ekshal , Come
Kate Roosevelt
Jane , can you step aside?
Jane Vincelet
Ha, sure ( give access to Kate for stepping out)
Kate Roosevelt
(Took a round about and reached to Somi)Ho why so slow ? ( hurriedly helps her in packing her books)
Jane Vincelet
(Slowly packs her bag )
Jane took her bag and left the class only after the hustle was over
She doesn't saw any familiar face while walking through the school group
She hurriedly leaves the school compound and reached to main road
Jane Vincelet
( feels very happy as she is no longer walking in a suffocating crowd)
Jane Vincelet
( looked at the view ahead of her way to home)
Jane Vincelet
" Let's take this shortcut 😁, I wish I can get more opportunities to walk 😞"
Jane Vincelet
" This 1 km walking is not enough to quench my desire 😞"
Jane Vincelet
" I wish I could be a wandering cultivator exploring woods till my heart's content 😕"
Jane Vincelet
" I feel very pity for myself"
Jane Vincelet
Who can I tell this that one of my most intense reasons for feeling happiness lies in getting opportunities to have a long exhausted walk !
Jane Vincelet
Hh 🙄, who I blame for my rotten lucks
By complaining to herself she pursued her journey
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