***There i was frozen in place after hearing the three words i longed for the most being said to another.

My heart shattered into million pieces which i could not put back together even though i might have wanted to but the sight in front of me became worst as they kissed passionately that same kiss i longed for.

I decided to get as far away as possible, walking down the streets i couldn't help having flashbacks where he kept on saying he would never hurt me and leave me but to my dismay i caught him kissing my enemy at that moment i couldn't help but to break down in tears and i realized i shouldn't trust anyone with my heart anymore.

***Back at my luxury home i just couldn't help but keep thinking about him he promised for christ sake why did he have to break his promise i felt anger build in me as i threw a bottle right across the room to meet the wall breaking into a million pieces as i thought hmm now at least am not the only one broken .

***At that moment i got a message from him yes i was online and available but not for him he kept on sending messages but i didn't even answer a single one he stopped ten minutes later leaving about 100 ***messages unread at last i thought he had given up until i started hearing the phone ringing and it happened to be no other person but him he called about ten times i didn't pick but he continued making it known he wasn't ready to quit at last i decided to answer trying to be calm and not breaking down on the phone "you finally decided to pick" i didn't give him a reply as he kept on asking me many questions i didn't answer but i couldn't take it any longer as I bursted with anger "did you ever really love me you psycho************"

***The other side of the line was quiet for about 5 mins and then he replied "what do you mean i love you and i have told you a million times why ask such a question all of suddenly" . "***I didn't mean the love as a friend, you gave me the hope we could be more than friends i was in love with you can't you see that but you kept leading me on so all that was just pretense ,all the times you bought me lunch ,took care of me when i was sick and stayed up with me everyday was all just our friendship how stupid am i to have fallen so hard, i think what's best for us is to end this i never want to hear from you and don't ever call this phone ever goodbye". ***Before i could get a response i had hung up the phone and cry it all out as i did i couldn't help but think how funny it is that my first love was the one that got away.

The next day;

***I had decided to move far away from this horrible town which left me with many bad memories to my dream place the united states of america.

My Plane was about to leave within ten minutes and i haven't informed my parents i guess i will call them when i arrive at USA as i stood there to think of all the memories i had i couldn't help but laugh he was the same one who promised not to hurt me but he is the same one that drove me away from my hometown New York and made me leave the most important thing in my life that new fashion store before i could even try it out. Well good bye.

Two hours later

Passengers may now get off said the pilot, i made my way out and was bumped by a stranger, he couldn't even stop to apologize i yelled out "hey jackass did u forget your manners at home". With a smug on his face he turned back and replied while coming close "don't worry darling i ain't interested in your type" what's that supposed to mean i thought before i could reply he spoke again "well catch ya later cutie pie" what makes you think we will meet again he replied "i have a feeling fate is in work" he winked and left leaving me to rush to my villa finally at home i then say to myself "this is my new beginning and a new me, i should go for the tough personality.

I am so gonna love playing with hearts and also playing as a sweetheart i love my self i said as i smirked widely well my mind kept on saying forget about brian but i just couldn't,you can't just throw 12 years of passion into the trash i just can't think of how he is doing right now************.

****It's six am in the morning and i want to make a grand entrance so i need to buy the newest car i know it makes me spoilt but its my parents money, talking about parents i forgot to call yesterday. I take out my phone and quickly dial their number ten minutes after shouting on me they finally agreed i was old enough to make my decisions on my own, i mean i agree with them i am nineteen years old they can't treat me like a kid anymore*. Now back to my grand entrance i guess i should get a bike instead a black bike tinted with red dragons ohh and an all black outfit i could dye part of my hair blue and the rest gold.

Two hours later;

I arrive at the school looking bad *** according to everyone. My first day was going really when until i entered the school i was greeted by the stranger of yesterday.

"hey cutie pie i told you we would meet again" he said

"How did you even know i was coming here did you stay back to stalk me" i gasped for a sec and said "or could you be an obsessed fan i am sorry but i don't give autographs"

"Haha really funny babe i will let you know am not your typical guy" ,he said now leaning on my locker i replied "yeah i guess your a superhero from outer space now if you excuse me i got more important thing's to do than chat with a loser like you" as i said that i started walking away from him but before i could go far i felt someone holding my hand and pulling me back but before i could react there was no distance between our lips as he pulled away he whispered into my eye " yes am not your typical guy next door i am your typical bad boy who gets what he wants and right now i want my typical bad girl which happens to be you" he wink and went to meet him group of friends that were cheering him on after the kiss i couldn't help but wonder why the kiss felt so good i kept on thinking for a minute until i realized he stole my first kiss "hmm damn him i saved that kiss for Brian for so long and now its gone uggh i got to forget him come on forget him" i said while hitting my head hard only after a few minutes did i notice the cheer squad three top girls standing infront of me

Britney the head leader "on your first day of school you are already seducing men"

"What's it to you you are none to judge me how many men did you seduce to get to your position the whole school right unlike you i seduce no one and i get whatever position and for trying to bully me i guess the position i want now is yours so how about a dance off today at 12 winner gets the position of head cheerleader and loser has to be the slave for a whole week "britney replies "and winner also has a date with aiden" "whatever not like i even need that" i said as i watched them walk away i couldn't stop thinking what luck i have i was kissed by an obsessed fan challenged for kissing the obsessed fan accused of seducing men now this oh my what a worst first day of school this is and it isn't even over yet i better get to class now before i get in trouble with the principal***.