Maybe This Is for the Best.
How it all started.
We met on TikTok. One day, you joined my live, and we talked. We instantly became friends.
Over time, I started to like you, but I wasn't sure if I really did because there was someone in real life who actually liked me, and I liked him too. But there was no label—just a situationship
I told him about you, and he was okay with us being friends. I made sure he was fine with it, so we wouldn't have any problems.
But then, one day, something unexpected happened between us. We did something very wrong. I felt guilty, so I told him what happened.
He asked a lot of questions, but that was the one I haven’t forgotten to this day.
Then he suggested that we should remain only friends from now on because of our different beliefs—our religion.
I agreed with his suggestion.
Soon, I regretted telling him anything about what I did with you.
I messaged him the other day, but he just left me on read. I tried again, but he ignored me. I figured he was busy, so I let it go.
He never replied again. Because of me. Because of what we did. Deep down, I knew that religion and other reasons were just an excuse.
After some time, I began to realize that I had been toxic to him—that I had cheated, even though there was no label. I felt terrible and wanted to punish myself for what I had done. I didn’t know what to do.
I cried for hours, knowing how much pain I had caused him and how much I regretted everything.
But you were there to comfort me. So I decided that I wouldn’t message him again. I blocked him.
I made a promise to myself: I would never do to anyone else what I had done to him.
Lesson
After a few weeks, we started dating. You continued to comfort me and tried to cheer me up—or so I thought. I'm not sure if your feelings for me was true.
Over time, you grew cold and distant.
You were only sweet when we were intimate or when things went your way. We fought all the time—every single day—over the smallest things.
Then one day, I checked your reposts on TikTok and saw that almost all of them were about your ex-girlfriend. They were about how you hadn’t moved on. I confronted you about it,
Melo
It's relatable, that's why I reposted it.
Maybe we were just using each other to move on from our past relationships. But I still felt bad. Then again, I knew I deserved it because of what I did to Mason.
There were things I didn’t want you to do—like making edits of a girl and putting them in your highlights—but when I told you, it felt like I was just bothering you. So, I let it go.
I don’t remember exactly when we broke up the first time, but I do know you said a lot of bad things about me—called me bad names, insulted me, and more.
When we broke up the second time, you said:
Melo
You're too immature, annoying, and stupid. I waited for you to change, but you never did.
I begged you not to break up with me. I told you I would change for you. I begged and begged until you finally gave in.
Hikari
Please don't break up with me. I'll do anything.
Melo
I'll give you three days to change. If you don't, I'll block you.
Three days. You gave me just a few days to change myself. I had no idea what to do, so I searched on Google.
I asked people how to change, how to be a better version of myself.
Hikari
hey. can I get your advice on something?
Unknown
of course, what is it?
Hikari
how do I change? how to be matured?
Unknown
Change doesn’t happen overnight, but every small step counts. Focus on progress, not perfection, and be patient with yourself—consistency is what makes the difference.
Unknown
Remember this: True maturity comes from experience, self-awareness, and making choices that align with who you are, not who others want you to be.
Author Lov
Hello! As you all know, I’m Author Lov♡. I haven’t been active for a while because I didn’t really have time for chat stories like this, but now I do! Plus, my grammar was… well, something. But don’t worry, I’m working on improving it now!
Author Lov
anyways Thank you for reading ❤️
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