This is what faith had to go through at her early adulthood it really is sad and devastating she had kind of a childhood and as the story continues things from her past will continue to unravel and in the best possible way it is a really tragic and romantic piece the reason why I want to release this piece by episode is so as to keep the public anticipated and awaiting more for me this isn’t just a piece it is what other people go through on a daily basis I might not have had a childhood as hurtful but believe me i can relate the reason why I chose this piece to be tragic and romantic is because love doesn’t just come out of the blue it is to be built and given the story of her past gives her love life the best foundation if she knows what she went through in the past she would work really hard to make some sacrifices and understandable decisions towards her life as things get better her past will reflect on her future as for the other episodes I will try to release them with in some short period of time as we all know faith is about to lose her mom and she is feeling really hurt and we all know what she needs know is closure but she doesn’t have any one to give her that except for for her only friend that is the possible best thing as at this moment she has no dad not to talk of family this is a time in faith’s life that she would have to make some decisions on her own at this possibly young age with her only source of hope gone will faith find any meaning to her life or would love be her source of hope as she grows faith learns different lessons from life and from the people she loves not knowing if she would overcome it all as she grows she learns and as she learns she understands the true meaning of life under different circumstances and under different conditions and choices she learns the lesson of life the hard way and knowing she lost her mother will give her the experience and the pains she feels due to the truth she saw she understands since from an early age that life isn’t a bed of roses,and knowing fully well that she grew up with out a father figure in her life and the only person and family she has is about to leave her all on her own at the moment she needed some one close not friends not frenemies but real friendship family love and protection the question i would love to be asked is if she goes through this will it have an effect on her? Will she be able to trust anyone with out the fear that the person would leave her someday? Can she go through this with only a single persons love and affection ?

Chapter one

I am faith,I know you think why start with you name it so outdated ok I got you

Just like I said I am faith and I live in new Jersey with my single mom sincerely speaking I had no one but my mom growing up she was and still is my everything apart from her a couple of years ago I met my best friend you know when you love ice cream so much that every time you pass by the ice cream truck you have to have an ice cream cone with you well on the day I met my my best friend I wanted to get an ice cream and at the same time I was pressed and I decided to cut the line and right then it was her turn to get her ice cream so i told her about my situation and she allowed me cut in front of her it was really nice of her,well a week later I found out she goes to my school and we were even in the same class and just like that that’s how we became friends since for ever now we both are in college having the best time of our lives even though we both go to different colleges she was studying in Harvard not to be jealous but she got everything she got money, smart’s,and is naturally beautiful that’s why I love her more while I went to Princeton I hard to work really hard to get a scholarship but I got it,

I was still in college but mom was sick so i had to go home from school we lived in absecon it was a 1hour 15 minutes drive away when I got home I was already tired I happily went up to our apartment only to find my mom really really sick immediately I saw I began to cry I asked her to get up so we could go to the hospital but she refused I asked why and she said we had no money for enough food not to talk of drugs I felt heartbroken because it was all because of me if she didn’t use all our savings to pay for my school requirement I know I got in through scholarship but it only cover my tuition and my accommodation so we had to sort out the rest ourselves I decided to spend a little more time with her to see if she would get better but things only got worse as time went on.

one day I was tired sitting idle and just looking at her i decided to do a little cleaning around the house while she was asleep I swept and cleaned every where but then I saw a heap of her already done laundry and wanted to arrange it further immediately after I opened the box i seighted a medical report i opened it and saw that It was from three months ago is stated that my mom has cancer and has less than three months to go I dropped the paper silently and as it fell it fell along with my heart I started to cry silently is this how I would lose my mom I asked my self.

Because I was still hurt from what I saw in the medical report I continue to cry until my eyes turn red, immediately mom woke up I took some water and medicine to her and at that moment she figured out I had been crying immensely, when she asked me instead of hiding the truth I decided to confront her directly to know her response,but she looked me in the eye and said you found the report didn’t you, then I shook my head to attest to what she said that she said I am really sorry I couldn’t tell you earlier, then with tears rolling down my face I said it’s going to be fine just fine, you will be just fine ok at this moment I didn’t know if I was trying to convince her or to convince myself because I was really on the verge of breaking down but for my mom i had to stay strong, knowing fully well what was going to happen I decided to spend more time with her.

We began to catch up on old times, mom started out by saying do you know why i named you faith,it’s because i tried to interrupt her i was your only source of faith then she nodded and said not entirely I named you faith because i thought i had faith for a long time but it turns out i have little to none and with those words I broke I could feel my heart breaking from within and then i spoke no mom ,don’t say so you are the most faithful person I have ever seen, i tried to make her recall, remember when you were kicked out of your house because your name was not on the will, you didn’t fight back because you know you were strong,remember when you left dad because he was being abusive and almost wanted to kill me before i even got to this world, remember raised me all on your own,mom you were brave, knowing that i was in danger and you tried to protect me by leaving the only place you called home to take care of me, mom you were resilient, even though you had to change your name you had to work two jobs just to help with my fees and my feeding, mom you were fearless and putting all your faith in me shows that you were faithful mom and with that we all turned into a sobbing mess with tears and hugs every where.

Afterwards I decided to cook with the little supplies I could only get as far as a peanut sandwich well that would do right well for sure we ate it all up and left no crumbs, then mom fell asleep again but i decided to check on her her body temperature was really hot and I could feel her becoming more sick in the worst possible way in the first place it stated of with her body temperature and then she began to feel feverish and then came shortness of breath, i don’t know what to do I could'nt take her to the hospital because of lack of cash and insurance could'nt even cover medical bills.