We were in the 6 grade, and you got a crush on someone else's and that was your ex I was a volleyball player back than and your ex and I are teammates. And one day you suddenly stopped liking your ex, and instead you got a crush on me, you know that was the happiest news that I received, but now we've been in a relationship in a almost 2 yeanrs, and we broke up because you find someone who's more interesting in me funnier than me but don't you think it's kinda unfair why didn't you tell me that you have a new crush already.I'm boring for you I am not good enough. you know you're my biggest mistake.i though that you love me back I hate you you're the only person who makes me cry like this. You know I wished we never meet I wish that are path didn't cross.it was all because I'm deluxe expecting you to like me back. You know how I wish that I didn't get a crush on you, and now I'm Left of our pictures together, and you know seeing you happy ang having fun with your new crush it's hurting the way you talk to her you never done that to me I hate you.i hate that were classmates I hate that I have to see you everyday I hate seeing you look so sweet together I hate It.I'm pretty much jealous, but i I can't do anything I'm hopeless you see hoping that you will come, back to me hoping that we can be like In the past but that was all just a wishful thinking but somewhere in my heart I wish that it could be true.

Letter for you

advance happy birthday love I wish you have a good life ahead of you and I hope that all your dreams can come true.i will just move on I guess I'm happy to have you by my side for the past months and a year I love you always remember to eat okay don't play to many games take care of her and be good and have a proper sleep and eat a lot okay listen to her. and thank you for comforting me in when I am in a hard situation thank you for coming into my life thank you for all the best memories I wish to see you being happy I love you a lot Ben.focus on your academics and I hope that you will be an achiever this quarter. Mo 60 naka lo gulang naka bayot pero mo 13 pa diay to bah hahaha salamat sa good night og sa tanan and I'm sorry for not being a good gf and always being strict on you and annoying you if you don't sleep early and mag tatampo sayo kong dli ka mo chat but I guess karon Wala nata ga chat tas break up nata thank you sa kulitan og sa akoang mga dare nga wala nato nahimo pero imo ko gina pa smile magabii.btw thank you for the lesson my Lolo or my love hahaha and your lola is officially signing off lab you lo.

Today's weather is very good,,, and also I must tell the reader that this is a personal dairy,,, and also it is from my personal experience and what happened like what you read in my diary 1,,, but also it's full of ups and down so I'm going to be telling my problems here because I can't open up to my parents or to my best frIend. Actually It's pretty hard to open up to people surrounding you because you never know when they will backstab you or like talk behind my back and I hate that kind of people where they act kind In front of you but when you expect them to not judge you but it's actually the other way around. I can't help but have a trust issue like when they don't understand what it feels like to get judge or get compared they just say like your so over reacting your so OA and I don't like it like what the actual fuck hahaha I can't help but laugh,,, and they just say your so nonchalant you don't have emotional intelligence but what can I say you all made me like this. You know I just wish that I was a ghost and that no one can see me or hear me because I'm so fucking sick of there yapping mouth and it's so fucking hard to cope when you the one always adjusting. I'm so fucking tired I just want to disappear from this fucking world,,, and I'm so sick like what the actual fuck that is so fucking tiring and I'm freaking wondering what do I have to do so that they can accept me for who I am. it so fucking hard to please them,,, but I'm done pleasing them I'm pretty done like who are they to deserve my praise it's so fucking hard like why can't they understand that I'm a freaking jelly or should I say I'm pretty much jealous and that girl I want to freaking pull her hair because she's touching my man,,, but it's okay I guess I don't have any reason to be jealous because and I don't have the authority to be jelly hahaha.my life is so fuck up, but I don't care any more I can live alone I don't need you.I'mm going to prove to you that this is the person that you wasted I'm going to fucking prove it. I don't need you in my life I can fucking live alone I don't need any of you presence by the way good luck with you new girl because you're going to need it. Furthermore, I don't fucking care any more I can live a single life but still thank you because I learned a lesson that I'm so fucking boring and it is not hard to leave me I learned that I don't need any guy to to be my boyfriend because that type of a person is a jerk and a bastard.

So she's a snitch but fuck that fucking little bitch because I'm more than a bitch I'm a fucking fire that can even burn you so think before you mess with me bitch.but what can I say your just little bitch so fuck that fucking attitude of your's because it so fucking annoying and fixed it up before I'm freaking done with your attitude and don't play with fire darling cause you might burn in hell before you see the sun. and you got a lot to say to me without looking at yourself in the mirror so do judge yourself before you fucking judge me or anyone because not everyone can put up with your fucking attitude because you might hold that attitude if your's before I can do something bad to you.And I must remind you plastic burn bitch and demon don't because we belong in hell so you might wanna fix your fucking mentality before I dragged you to hell with me and would you mind getting out of my way and not to disturb me with your little petty story because you might regret it so think before you say shitty things with your fucking mouth or you might wanna see something that I have not shown to anyone if you can handle it because I doubt you can because your just a little bitch who loves spreading rumors and fake story if you want I can hire you to tell a story to my dog because I don't think you can handle my dog so bark well doggies but it's a shame to compare you to a dog because dogs is loyal to their master compared to you but I must say you got a little Nerve to judge me when your just judging yourself. So bitchs were not talking bad about you it's called describing you. But you see I realized that bitch is just a bitch who got nothing but a fake attitude and a yapping mouth.but if you want we can do a rapping contest but I doubt you can defeat me you know because your nothing but a bitch and a slut I pity you because you got nothing but your pretty face without a damn attitude and respect. You say that you're a princess but darling I'm the queen and you're just a pawn so think before you move princess or you might as well be dead but bitch it's kinda boring if you lose so quickly princess your should I say bitch. But I guess at the end you won I give up why should I persue someone who doesn't even value me.

We were having an open forum and they invited me to join and open up hahaha isn't it funny that they invited me and they expected me to open up butt's I don't have a plan to open up I would rather not tell them because I might regret someday and they might use it against me like the last time.