This will only be two chapter. Please don't leave hate comments, saying I'm mocking the people who go through this. How could I? I too had went through this. Yes, this story is telling you about my life during this period of time, and how I felt. I hope you learn through the story and most importantly, enjoy it!

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Once there was a 6 year old child named Emma, she had brown shoulder length hair and green eyes. She lived with her older brother Tom, who had brown short hair and brown eyes, her mom, Jane, who had black hair and brown eyes and biological father Bob, he had brown hair and green eyes. Her father was an alcoholic; when he left for work he came home very late hours.

One day, they heard talk about Bob cheating on Jane with Mavis, this made her mother angry at the people who made up those stories, little did she know it was true. When Jane dropped Emma to school, she decided to go a little shopping.

She drove to her favorite store, Fancy Shoppers. Jane then thought she would get something nice for Bob, and with that she skipped to the men section. She saw something she couldn't believe, but deep down in her heart knew it was true, she saw the man who proposed to her, kissing another woman.

She ran out the store filled with angry and sadness. When Jane got home she just sat on the chair wondering what she could do, she wasn't educated, and had no money what so ever but then it hit her, she knew what to do but this made her a little sad, she would of miss all of he friends terribly. Hours passed and Emma finally reached home, she was saddened to see her mother in such a state "what's wrong mother?" She asked, when her mother noticed her, she fixed her sad facial expression it became a fake happy one as she said "Oh, it's nothing dear. Come, you must be hungry." Emma studied her mom's movement as she walked to the kitchen.

Bob returned home 6am the next day. Jane woke up seeing him sitting on the couch watching TV "Why didn't you come home yesterday, and why where you in the store kissing that woman?!" Jane tried her best not to shout. Bob looked at her in a bored expression and said "None of your business" then turned back at the TV. "What do you mean it's not my business?! I have a right to know, Now tell me Bob Ronald Alex Winst-" when she was about to finish, the man punched her in the stomach, coursing her to fall face first to the ground, when Jane was about to get up, Bob sat on her back "watch your tongue woman!" He smacked her behind her head, she moaned in pain.

Emma rushed out her room along with Tom to see their father hitting their mother "DAD STOP!" Tom ran to his mother's aid. Suddenly Jane's phone began to ring, Bob looked at it and read the name "WHO THE HELL IS HENRY?!" He throw the phone out the window. "Dad please stop..it's only mother's cousin.." Emma lied she knew it was wrong to lie but she couldn't bear to see her mother keep getting abused. "I never heard of him before" he said. Tom caught on quickly "He's from America, he hardly calls because he's really busy." Bob just nodded and left the house. "This is the last time he hits me, we're leaving." Jane got the car keys then they left. "Where are we going mom?" Tom ask "At your new father's house!" She said happily for the rest on the ride they kept quiet.

Soon the arrived at a gray mansion. Jane got out the car followed by her two children, they saw a tall man with brown hair and blue eyes walked towards them "Good Night, I'm Henry, it's nice to meet you Emma, Tom, your mother told me so much about you!" He said in a voice of joy. Emma thought she was finally going to get a father...

Some months passed and Henry seemed like a nice guy, and he wasn't an alcoholic. Everyone was happy, Emma was bursting with joy to finally have a real father.

Jane and Tom went out to get something for Henry, because his birthday was very soon, they didn't want to being Emma, for she would just go back and tell him.

As usual Emma was playing with her dolls in her room. She was laying on her belly facing the wall which her bed was jammed against with her feet swinging in the air. Henry came into the room and sat next to her, "What you doing?" He asked her, "Oh, I'm playing with my dolls, it's about the fairies and blah blah blah" Henry wasn't into what she was saying the only thing he was paying attention to was the young child's small frame, but mostly her lower body.

Emma hadn't notice the the man pulled out his private area. Henry climbed onto the six year old and rubbed himself on he small butt. She was surprise by is actions and froze, she didn't know what to do she hadn't experience any of this before. (You know what happens next its weird and very very bad to write!)

The child thought it was a normal thing to do as a father, but she never dear to tell her mother, something about it was a little wrong.

Years pasted Henry and Jane got married but the abuse still continued, it was normal for her. She was about 12 when she found out it was a bad thing to do.

As time past she grew sickened by the man. When she slept he would sneak into her room and push his private into her mouth or rub it against her.

One time when they were home alone, he was laying on her with his private rubbing against hers, when he was close to his limit he spoke some things that scared Emma "when you're at the age of 18 I'll put it inside" then he collapsed.

Emma didn't want that, she wanted to have someone she loved deeply to do that. She got off the bed and took a bath.

No matter what Emma did he won't stop, she had a plan, she would use him to get what she wanted because he gets what he wants.

But something changed about the way he puts himself with her. Normally they did it once a month it moved to weeks then days. She hated it so much but she didn't want to get in troubled.

People in school didn't know what was going on in her life, she never showed any sign of being sexually abused.

A few time they almost got caught by her mother or

brother.

Sometimes she would try to imagine him as her crush but it never works. She couldn't take it anymore, she began avoiding him when they were the only people in an area and moved coldly towards him.

Sometimes she wonders why she just doesn't tell her mother, but when she sees how happy her mom is with Henry, she couldn't ruin it for her, after all her mom had been through, she deserved to be happy. She had a great idea.

Emma began to give a lot of trouble, disobedient, throw tantrums, drop in school work, bully children and many many more. "Emma! What has gotten into you?! You were never this way!" Jane shouted at the young child "tch! I WAS NEVER AN ANGEL YOU ***!" she screamed at her mother. The mother strikes her in her face "watch your language young lady" Emma walk to her room and lead against the door.

She touched her cheek, tears began to ran down her face as she thought 'yes..hate me..so it won't be hard on you..'

The next was a Saturday she was home alone. She wrote everything that happened to her in a dairy after she hid it in her closest's secret drawer after she wrote a note on a blue sheet of paper,

Dear Mom,

Please don't be sad when you read this, I only did this to make you happy. Forget about me an live your life. I didn't mean to do all of those things to you or other people I just wanted it to be easier for you when you find out what happened to me. It'll be easier to forget me.. This is not your fault. This was my doing. Remembered I will love you always..oh I almost forget tell dad and Tom I said byee!!

Bye bye mommy.

Yours truly,

Emma Winston.

Emma then placed her note on her study desk. She then took up the knife and lay on her bed,covered herself she held the knife with both of her hands aiming it between her brow. She then said "The only thing I wished for, was a true father.." Emma took her last breath and pushed the knife down.

When Jane and the others arrived the place was to quiet "Emma did you do the dished?!" No reply "Emma?" Henry called out. "Sissy?" Tom said.

They began to get worried, Jane rushed to her room "Emma get up it's no time to be sleeping" When she opened the door the room was pitch black, so the woman felt for the light switch then turned it on. "AAAAAHH!! EMMA EMMAAA!!!!" The woman screeched to see her only daughter laying to the bed lifeless.

Henry and Tom ran into the room "DONT JUST STAND THERE CALL THE POLICE AND THE AMBULANCE!!!" Tom pulled out his phone and called the police and ambulance.

"Hey look at this" Henry pointed out at the note. Jane read it and memories of Emma when she was a baby flashed through her head, she then cried some more "MY BABY!!! EMMAA SHE DOESN'T DESERVE THIS!! GOD TAKE ME INSTEAD! I SAID I WAS GOING TO PROTECT YOU!!"

The end

Sexual abuse is something you should never keep to yourself don't end up like Emma.

Be glad for what you have, even if it is the smallest thing.

This is a true story..

**Obviously I'm still alive but the ending is more like what I wanted to do, how my insides felt. If you're wondering if I'm 12, I'm actually not. I 16 going on 17 next year January 29.

Wrote- (24/12/19**)