Unlike the others I’m unapproachable, no one dares look at me, just because I’m from a poor family you can’t make fun of me, why is it always me.

Sometimes when I walk back home I think of the bad memories of the past, the way I was treated the hate I got. It was as if I was having a nightmare, I wished I could wake up sometimes I would tell myself all of this is a dream one day I would wake up from it. But never have I known what the future holds, I just wanted a normal life like the others. I keep repeating to myself why am I unlike the others why did I have to be poor, dirty, ugly I would always blame myself. Over the time I got used to everyone’s stare and threats, at first I was scared and feared they would do something bad to me. As a young child I tought the world was beautiful filled with many good people, I had a beautiful dream it was so amazing that I could tell it will never happen. Tch I used to be so stupid what was I thinking I no longer believe in dreams nor do I believe in love. All of that I just a waste of my time. I forgot to introduce myself the name is Xue meaning snow, I was born in winter this always reminded me that I was cold and dared not believe in anything or accept any kindness from anyone. After all every thing is fake trust isn’t a word in my book nor is love. I just wanna dissapear somewhere far away from this cruel world.

Let’s just say I’m going to start a new year as a junior, in the place I hate the most, school. Even tho I’m poor I have this auntie who loves me so much to the point she thinks I’m her daughter. She hates my mom the most, let’s just say I don’t care anymore because as I said before love means nothing to me. She treats me really well and accepted me to stay with her for a year, she is kind to me and likes spoiling me better than my mom but she never shares the money to with my mom. To be honest I hate my family my mom always scolds me for not being 1st but 2nd my younger brother keeps thinking he’s the boss of the house and my older sister keeps spending our money on useless stuff. Ever since dad left us things have never been the same, mom started drinking more sister started going to bad places little brother started to fight and cause trouble at school. I’m glad I moved to aunt Yan Qing, she doesn’t love me calling her that so I call her yanny hehe. It annoys her more but I find it funny. Mom always told me not to get to close to aunt yanny because of her evil intentions but I’ve never seen her do anything bad. Actually mom always tells me to hide my beauty she always puts my hair into braids and forces me to wear glasses with plain clothes. Not only that but I’m required to wear this long pink earring, it looks like a cherry blossom tree with a jade green bunny. It’s quite cute I don’t mind wearing it however my mother seemed really scary when she forced me to wear it at all costs. To be honest I hate dressing like that but she says it’s for my own good, oh well I have school tommorow goodnight.

-Episode 2

It’s early morning and I seem to be late this is truly a bad sign I have to hurry up before I get scolded by the teacher I don’t wanna get hit. School isn’t that far from my house it’s a 10 minute walk from here however today I have to hurry up. I take my bike in order to arrive faster it’s such a beautiful view in the morning. I didn’t have enough time to eat breakfast aunt Yanny packed me lunch I’m so thankful for her. Without her help I would be suffering, anyhow today was the first day of school therefore I had to look neat, polite, and approachable. I don’t think that’s the case for today my alarm didn’t ring I woke up late I didn’t get to eat breakfast. Ah also this morning when I was riding my bike for some reason the brakes wouldn’t work I’m telling you it was the scariest thing ever. My bike was speeding downhill and I crashed into someone, now I couldn’t see who the person was because my annoying hair was covering my eyes. I only know one thing it’s a guy and he goes to my school well would you look at that what a nice way to start school. I was covered in blood my knees were bruised and burning my hands had small scratches but I couldn’t be late to my first day at school. I was quite nervous so instead I left 1,000 yen on the floor beside the guy. I mean at least I was being generous other people would run away. Anyways I finally made it to the school gates entrance and that’s when I noticed the teachers scolding the late students. Was this a warning for a failure like me would this stop me never I will overcome this in a way. I can’t possibly walk in there looking all defeated with bloody knees, I still don’t know how my blood pressure is ok I must be a vampire. I’ve read in many stories that the bad kids who would always come late would sneak from the back and climb the fences but ho do you expect me a bloody knees weirdo to climb those fences. Suddenly a bright idea popped in my head this would be the record of the century I would be on the news for this I think I’m over exaggerating but yes it is what you’re thinking about now. Now now don’t get too excited we don’t know if this idea will work but there’s nothing wrong with trying right? And now the grand reveal I can’t believe I did this but yes I dressed up as a school janitor on my first day at school isn’t that crazy. Now you might be wondering how this fool got a janitors outfit out of nowhere and managed to wear it over those bloody knees I’ll let your imagination do that part. Fine fine I’ll tell you guys instead of taking my gym clothes with me I took my aunts husbands clothes, this is so embarrassing. I’ve noticed I’ve been running into bad luck lately did I perhaps do something wrong it’s not like it’s gonna get worse than this, oh shoot I just realized I shouldn’t have said that why! Anyways let’s hope nothing happens moving on I might get scolded if we have P.E today but I don’t think the teacher will be too hard on us on the first day. I feel like we might only go out for a walk yeah that’s right think positive.

Author: Do you think Xue will be able to sneak in the school as a janitor?

A) impossible who would fall for that

B) yes I believe in Xue

C) No Xue will become a janitor

-to be continued

Enough with the side tracking let’s keep up with the janitor story I managed to sneak in they didn’t even ask me for an ID what’s wrong with this school are they serious about this security. The janitor’s outfit was kinda of stinky worst experience ever trust me guys don’t ever do this. As soon as I got in I rushed to the girls bathroom and changed inside a stall, now remember I missed the entrance presentation because I was late. As I was changing I could hear girls laughing I woke up only a few minutes ago and they’re being this loud. What if I go up to them, never mind that wouldn’t be a great idea I must stay calm compose yourself Xue. I was able to calm myself down until I started hearing strange things.

Girl 1: ugh I can’t believe I was forced to come to school today it’s all because of my mom she’s wouldn’t stop nagging me ahaha who does she think she is.

Girl 2: hahah girl you should’ve faked being sick I still can’t believe you were drinking yesterday.

Girl 1: I know right I’m telling you I felt like crap I had the worst headache ever but that alcohol was so damn good you should’ve been there.

Girl 2: dang it you should’ve convinced my dumbass uncle about he kept going on about those ugly looking artifacts at that old museum I still don’t get the point of that outing.

Girl 3: pfff girl your uncle’s such a boomer I can’t believe people like that still exist

Girl 2: you can have him if you want I don’t want him

Girl 3: eww hahahaha

Girl 1: hahahaha help you guys are so funny let’s go back to class

Girl 4: why I don’t care about that damn teacher’s lecture no one’s interests she thinks she’s all that

Girl 1: please you know they’ll expel us if we keep doing this right

Girl 4: then let’s just make it worse for them

Girl 3: haha guys it’s the first day let’s wait a bit then go crazy

Girl 2: agreed I’m getting hungry let’s go order something

Girl 1: you’re paying cuz I’m broke

Girl 2: oh heck nah you’re not eating you drunk uncle

Girl 1: you dumb b want me to beat you up

Girl 2: ahahah try catching me first

FINALLY, they left omg I was waiting for a long time I can’t even have a moment of peace. Eww it smells like cigarettes and alcohol l tch must be seniors what a hassle. I can’t stand those type of people they’re the worst piece of garbage to exist, think you’re all high if you were trapped in a jungle you wouldn’t survive a second. Even tho they’re seniors I don’t think everyone turned 18 yet how come they drink underage without getting caught I hope I don’t get mixed up with them or else it’s over. Anyways I guess it’s time to return to class I can’t be missing the whole school day it must’ve costed aunt Yanny a lot I can’t let her down I’ll do my best. I entered the class with a small smile I was really nervous however I’ve always wanted to make friends in high school. Middle school wasn’t the brightest, I hope high school will be. I took my seat and introduced myself “ hi I’m Xue nice to meet you all I hope we can all become good friends in the future”. I did it I managed to say those words again i felt confident however what was awaiting me wasn’t the best thing. The whole class went quiet I could only hear little laughs from the back was something wrong did I say something funny? I was quite confused and asked “im sorry is there something funny?” Turns out I still had blood on my knees and my hair was a complete mess. Random guy 1 : hahaha look at you you look hideous

Xue: would you stop that

Random guy 1: omg guys does anyone have bananas here the monkey is hungry

Random guy 2: hahaha what’s a monkey doing here shouldn’t you be at the zoo

Random girl 1: haha I’ve never seen a monkey with glasses you think you’re gonna become smart or something hahaha

Xue: Please stop I don’t find this funny

Random guy 1: hey monkey why don’t you try singing louder we can’t hear you pff

The whole class was bursting into tears this was only the first day and it’s already become this way.

-to be continued