I hve been meaning to write this for a while, just to say the things that usually get stuck in my head. Honestly, I don’t know where to start, but I’ll just go with it.

First of all, you should know how much I appreciate you. It’s not always easy for me to put feelings into words, but I don’t want you to ever doubt how important you are to me.

There are times I think about how different things would be without you, and honestly, I don’t like the thought. You hve left such a mark on my life, nd I can’t imagine it without you. You matter more than you probably realize to me, and to anyone lucky enough to know you.

You don’t have to be perfect . To me, you are enough exactly as you are - flaws, fears, dreams nd all. I hope you can believe dat , even on the days when self-doubt creeps in. Because from where I stand, you shine in ways you may never see in yourself.

I know life isn’t always smooth. We both have our ups and downs, and sometimes it feels like too much. But I want you to know I’ve got your back. I don’t care if it’s a good day or a bad day, if you’re laughing or venting or just need quiet company - I’ll be there. You don’t have to carry everything on your own.

Ik we sometimes need space nd I promise I will give ya dat but I just want ya to know if things get too heavy m here to hold ya always.

Actually u have this way of making me feel understood, even when I’m not making sense. Most of the time m talking nonsense nd dat is nonstop but u nvr judged , u just listened me And that’s rare. Most people listen to reply, but you listen like you actually care. You don’t try to be someone you’re not. You don’t fake ur care nd say things wt are in ur mind this thing I like a lot abt ya .

So if you ever doubt yourself, or wonder if you’re enough, remember this letter. Remember that there’s someone out here who thinks the world of you, who values all the little things about you, and who’s grateful every day that you’re in their life.

ik sometimes it's hard to understand me nd yh I'm quite moody so u always hve to endure my tantrums nd all but I care abt ya a lot . Ur wishes nd opinions matter to me . This may sounds dramatic but it's true .I cannot describe wid words how much m grateful to hve u in my life . U come to me when I was at my worst , u hold my hand even tho we didn't even knew each properly u listened like we know each other for so long which made me feel special.

M not good wid words but I tried a lil . U better read it all or m gonna beat ya wid slipper * cross arms * nd m serious abt it . I ain't gonna melt even if u show me ur cute puppy eyes [ maybe will melt a lil ] .

okie now it's time for ur lil surprise it's ain't something amazing I promise there will be better surprises in future .

so m back -.-"

idk wut m doing rn ~ more like m bored nd m missing dat baka rn * shrugs * dat silly tomato is doing a lot more than enough tbh but he ain't gonna accept it ik ~ (⁠~⁠‾⁠▿⁠‾⁠)⁠~cz he is a 3 month cute baby .

He is really cute but he nvr accepts it * sigh* dat cute baby thinks he is cool well yh sometimes he is cool asf but still for me he is cute lil baby who likes to eat carrots .

M gonna make a carrot garden for him soon ): just I need to stop being lazy nd learn how to grow them .

wahh!! M talking anything random rn cz my mind is completely blank cz he is not here •-• wahh!!! cz he is sleeping (*꒦ິ⌓꒦ີ) I hate this time difference nd I hate his college too! these things are making me stay away from my baby !! .

curse ya both ( ｀Д´)/ hope his teachers get stomachache so they will not be able to come nd my boba get a holiday . •-• specially hope his physics teacher get constipation hump! he is a big baddie nd meanie making my boba sad sad .

(⁠~⁠‾⁠▿⁠‾⁠)⁠~wut should I do ~ it's ain't even dinner time nd my boba didn't give me my goodie night today . how m gonna sleep now (;-;) .

I cannot even scold him for it cz he was so tired today nd tomorrow is also a hard day for him geez! M gonna file a big report against his bad college (*꒦ິ⌓꒦ີ) * sniff *

My baby is so smart nd hard working don't even take a day off •-• maybe in his college they are teaching how to make a rocket , they better teaching something like this or they are dead meat fs! .

it's so boring without him here . well I can spam his pc -.-" but ik he must be sleeping by now ..he gonna wake up early tomorrow (￣ー￣)geez! dk how he is so smart yet so dumb nd cute [ okie ur cool too so don't start sulking ]

(⁠⌐⁠■⁠-⁠■⁠)well as my whole existence is so cute nd adorable ima gonna let go of the matter dat u didn't send goodie nighty to me today ik m so generous u can hail me later for it [ jk hope ur sleeping well my cute tomato ]

-.-" there maybe many grammatical mistake here so just ignore it . my English ain't good like ya so just go wid it for now . well my English is cute [ me nd my obsession wid cuteness] well ima proud of ya silly ur doing grt just don't pressure yourself nd keep going . ima always here for ya [ will spoil ya later fs ] 😽🍷

So in last I miss ya ! * shouts in ur ear * we didn't talk properly for whole 3 days can ya believe it!! hope ur alll exams get canceled * nods *

M also gonna study now [ ik it's hard to believe even m also cannot believe it , will just watch some bl drama ] •-•

Goodie nighty ~