I don’t understand what everybody loves about this world. People are slowly suffering, loosing their sanity, higher ups ignoring the people that need help. I guess that’s how life is in this world of ours. Am I wrong to think this world is pathetic. Someone could be right next you acting like someone superior than you, acting like they should be at top when really they are just as pathetic as the once they make fun of. They only way they can vent that ball of rage is to b aggressive and pick random fights to have everyone fear them because in their fantasy, that person feels superior, powerful , he looks down on us with those blazing eyes of raging fire and wants us obliterated. What had this world come to? Why is it in such a pathetic state? Why everywhere you turn the people you love are taken away by the hands of death? By the decaying agony of guilt that fills them. Why do people acting like nothing is happening around them? When everyone suffering alone in the darkness. When everyone is outcasted and begins to feel unwanted, not loved, waste of space. Was this world made for this drama? This guilt? Was it gods plan all along? Or do people just wanna make other indifferent?

Why must people respect others? Would you respect a killer? Why is that part of the rules? In school your told to take off your hood and hat and to look them in the eye to show respect. Whats the point of that? There is no meeting to that at all. This world means nothing. People are suffering along in the darkness and yes I am one of those people and my perspective of the world is different. So very different.

Oh did I mention my name is Alex nixion.

Also I’m gay, I know big shocker but this is the story of my life of my feeling and conflict with being unwanted, waste of space.

Author: ach hey y’all yes I know another story of boys life! I can’t help it I find boy perspective more interesting. But hey this isn’t a normal story of mine 😉. ALSO IM STIL IN THE SPOT OF CREATING CHARACTERS SO IF YOU WANT IN ON THE STORY DM ME

THIS STORY MAY BE TRIGGERING OF SOME POINT AND I MIGHT CHANGE THE NAME OF THE MC ANY ADVICE ON THE NAME TELL ME ach sorry forgot the caps.

I also am updating two episodes a week I have other stories to work on you know

And if you every want some story advice you can dm me aswell or comment in the chat

Love you all have a good day

Oh and don’t get sick like my stupid self did

We don’t even know if I have the corona 😒

Being sick is a pain in the ***.

Also please put who you want you character to be and photo if you wanna be in this only 5 people are needed so respond fast!

Aurthor:****hey guys! How are you, if your here that means you have read my first episode I thank you for that. The only reason I’m writing this story is because I accidentally made it and I don’t know how to delete it so i created it into a real story.

As I said in the last episode this story may be triggering to some, you may find it annoying, you may even begin to hate the way I wrote this, however I still will write it 😌. How is this 89words? It seems much larger then 89 anyways I’m going to introduce the mc and important side characters P.s I don’t have a lot of side characters and they don’t get last names cause I’m not that creative when creating them.....

Character: ✨Alex(for now)✨

Likes: ✨nothing much but he loves animals because he feels connected to them✨

dislikes: ✨communication, socializing, and everything else involving life.

Facts✨his family hates him because he reminds them of his mother,Has a deep secret that would desturb the balance of life itself.

✨his unique white hair and rare blue eyes brings unwanted attention though it’s been long enough everyone knows not to talk to him now.

Cecile nixion

✨sibling of Alex but studied abroad and doesn’t know the things he goes through.

Facts: ✨likes her brother cats and birds, loves to sing. Into the musical major hoping to get famous in the world. (251 words, sorry I have to make a mental note so I do it while writing)

I can’t believe I have to do 500 words or more that sucks.

Anyways Cecile is very smart and is praised within the family, she hates in when people bully others and steps in when a person is suffering(306)

Erm next character I guess

I’m sorry mostly everyone’s art has blue eyed people by the way none of the art work is mine and they are screen shots from pininterestbut there is no owner.... so ya no credit belongs to me🙂(351).

✨✨✨✨✨And this is Michael he is the friend of Samuel and Samuel will be introduced soon by the way 😊.✨✨✨✨✨✨

Meet little Julian he is 4 years old and HAS A VERY IMPORTANT ROLE but you will meet him later on in the story 😉*hint he is the son of one of the characters :)

Meet lily also 4 years old and yes she is related to Julian she is prettty cute right.

They may be another one but I’m not spoiling that child I’m the story (he deserves his own special scen)

HE IS A SIDE CHARACTER

Yes he plays a important role in the story

And yes he is the other mc...

And yes HE IS RELATED TO THE CHILDREN

THATS ALL IM SAYING I MEAN I BASICALLY TOLD EVERYTHING ANYWAYS BUT STILL

READ ON IF YOU WANT TO KNOW MORE

OH BY THE WAY EVERYONE IS 17 or older

AND YES THIS IS A OMEGAVERSE STORY.

Bye ttyl see ya next episode.

Alex awakes with his alarm going off mumbling to himself because of the little sleep he had. Getting out of the bed exhausted he takes out his school uniform that is black&white with a little crest in the right corner. It not that long that he here’s little screams coming from the hall. He aight grabbing his boots,car keys, and his wallet.

“ Mama!”

A child runs up to him and attaches himself to Alex’s leg.

“Help sissy is after me.”

“What did you do to get her mad again?”Alex annoyingly ask because he does not have time for this confided he has to give the new student a tour today.

“I broke her toy- I said sowry”

Not long after does another child come running down the hall .

“Juel! You broke my favorwrite toy!”

“Come on Lilly he apologized.” Alex said scratching his head clearly frustrated.

“B-but aunty made it *cries*”

“Let me see the toy lily I’ll fix it okay? But can wait till I pick you guys up later I have to get to school I’m already late”.

“Promise?”

“Of course, come on let’s get you both dressed” Alex grabs both Julian and puts him on his shoulders and julian holds to Alex’s neck.

“No fair I want to be hold to!”

Alex then lift lily up and hold her in his arms. “You guys will be have in day care right?”

“Yes mama” they both said at the same time giggling.

Not long does it take for Alex to get them ready since they already picked out heir outfits. 20 minutes later he is standing out the the door looking his house. He steps outside and heads to his car. He looked at his watch realizing how late he is. (Taking care of children is hard work) he thought to himself as he placed the two siblings in the back seat.

“Mama can we go super fast!” Julian says while throwing his arms in the air.

“No that’s scawry!” Lily says starting a argument with her brother.

Alex begins to ask himself when did this happen. When did he have a family with a unknown father... it was hard enough when I was by myself but now I have to take care of two children.

Alex knows sooner or later he is going to ask about who their “father is” what would he say to them. That he got was in heat and attracted a alpha? That he was in a bar the same day of his heat persuaded to go by his friends.

How foolish he was to go in such a place while in he. Especially that he Is a omega which means his scent is stronger then the average werewolf. Which also means he can get pregnant. Which is what happened. Everything from that might was fussy the only thing he remembered was yelling for the alpha to help him desperate to get rid of the burning sensation in his body.