Be My Secret
holding on!
The room...echoes from the sound of soft moans....
Soft moans...made by familiar figure on TV...
Liz sits on the sofa...as she watches the movie...
the scene that started with intense kissing between actors...
Now accelerating into n*dity slowly...
The clothes are gone…even though the intimate parts not openly shown on TV for audience...
Liz could still feel the intensity when the actor's fingers gazes the actress's n*ked back...
Tears fill in her exhausted eyes...as she watches the intimate scene between the actor Ewan hall...and the actress Megan fox...
She was so overwhelmed with emotions...that she didn't even hear someone's distant calling for her...
she was lost in the thoughts...her eyes filling with tears as she watches the movie...when suddenly she feels a hand...manly hand shaking her shoulder from behind....as if asking for her attention...
Liz Osborn (26 years old)
.....what?
the man behind glances at the Tv...then to Liz...as he stares into her tears filled eyes...
Ewan Hall (FL's husband/celebrity/age26)
Not again Liz..
Ewan Hall (FL's husband/celebrity/age26)
You know it means nothing...
Ewan Hall (FL's husband/celebrity/age26)
it's just acting.. nothing else...
Liz Osborn (26 years old)
...
Liz Osborn (26 years old)
...I know...
She says with numb eyes...again convincing herself that it's nothing...
But all this while...the wedding ring in her finger feels heavier and tighter..as if trying to break her finger bone..
It gets heavier everytime she convinces herself...that her husband still belongs to her...and whatever she watches in movies is fake...
Her husband...Ewan hall....one of the most successful actor...charmistic model..thousands of fan-girls can die for...is her's..but Liz cannot tell it to the world...
because their marriage is secret..
And is meant to be secret as long as Ewan wants it to be...
Ewan Hall (FL's husband/celebrity/age26)
*switches off the TV*
Ewan Hall (FL's husband/celebrity/age26)
Come.. let's go to bed...
Liz Osborn (26 years old)
....
she says nothing...she silently gets up wiping her tears..and joins her husband to bed...
Ewan turns his side to Liz...he kisses her forehead...he kisses her cheek...he kisses her lips....he kisses her neck...
his fingers lingers to the back of her dress.... unzipping her dress...
Liz doesn't react...her mind is so full of the thoughts...she doesn't know what to say...
Ewan Hall (FL's husband/celebrity/age26)
hey...
Ewan Hall (FL's husband/celebrity/age26)
I love you...ok?
he speaks in low husky voice...as he hovers over her...his beautiful perfect eyes.. Staring into hers exhausted numb eyes....
That's when she notices something...
It was gone….the hesitance...the guilt...the shame in his eyes of kissing another woman..even if it was just in movies...
Liz remembers the first time he came back home... after kissing a woman in movie shoot...in his very first movie..
He was devastated...in pain..in shame.. Guilty that he broke down into tears... apologizing to his wife like devoted husband the moment he got back… Confessing his sin honestly…..
Ewan Hall ( 23 years old)
*tears slip down his ashamed eyes*
Ewan Hall ( 23 years old)
I-I am sorry...I am so sorry Liz..
Liz Osborn (23 years old)
What's wrong? *worried *
Ewan Hall ( 23 years old)
They..they made me..*hesitates*
Ewan Hall ( 23 years old)
T-They made me kiss the actress...
Liz Osborn (23 years old)
....
Ewan Hall ( 23 years old)
Please forgive me!
He holds on her hands as he falls to his knees infront her... crying his eyes out as if he did something very unacceptable and wrong...
Ewan Hall ( 23 years old)
I-I beg you... forgive me Liz!
Liz Osborn (23 years old)
E-Ewan! *her eyes moisten*
Liz was inpain when she heard her husband's confession...
But she understood him... because it was his first ever movie..he got after struggling for so long...
How could he denied the director...he had to do it..even when he didn't wanted to...
Liz could understand...so she gave him her forgiveness...
Liz Osborn (23 years old)
it's ok..it's ok..I understand...
Liz Osborn (23 years old)
*tears fills in her eyes*
Liz Osborn (23 years old)
G-Get up..*she forces a smile*
His eyes were filled with tears of guilt that day...even when it was just a mere peck..
but tonight..even after being so intimate with that actress.. kissing.. touching..n*dity..even afterall that...I see no remorse in his eyes.....
is he taking me for granted only because I forgave him so many times?
Liz Osborn (26 years old)
*tear slip down her eyes*
Ewan Hall (FL's husband/celebrity/age26)
Liz?
Liz Osborn (26 years old)
I feel sleepy... don't touch me tonight...
Ewan Hall (FL's husband/celebrity/age26)
....
Ewan Hall (FL's husband/celebrity/age26)
Com'on...it's been so long since last time I have been home-
Liz Osborn (26 years old)
I am exhausted...I need sleep...
Ewan Hall (FL's husband/celebrity/age26)
....
Ewan Hall (FL's husband/celebrity/age26)
Fine...
He moves back.. Laying next to Liz...
Liz turns her back to her husband...
but suddenly Ewan wraps her arms around her waist... bringing her closer to his strong built body...
Ewan Hall (FL's husband/celebrity/age26)
I love you Liz...
Ewan Hall (FL's husband/celebrity/age26)
I always have..I always will...
Ewan Hall (FL's husband/celebrity/age26)
Please remember that...
Liz Osborn (26 years old)
....*nods*
Ewan Hall (FL's husband/celebrity/age26)
Won't you say it back to me?
Liz Osborn (26 years old)
...l-love you too..
She speaks as convincing she could...as the wedding ring on her finger feels even more tighter....
Ewan Hall (FL's husband/celebrity/age26)
goodnight...
Liz Osborn (26 years old)
...Goodnight...
He hugs her.. Affectionately and gently…but all she could feel that moment were tight chains engulfing her…. suffocating her with his presence on her body..
Justify!
Continuation of last episode...
Liz walks out of the room...to notice Ewan cooking breakfast for both of them..
Ewan always did it when he was home after weeks of traveling around the world for different purposes.. like movie shooting, fashion show or brand collaboration ads...
He was busy...but whenever he was home..in his secretive home...he made sure to give his all time to his wife...
He cooked meals for both of them whenever he was home...as if it was compensation for not spending enough time with Liz...
Ewan Hall (FL's husband/celebrity/age26)
*notices Liz getting in the kitchen*
Ewan Hall (FL's husband/celebrity/age26)
Goodmorning Babe!
Liz Osborn (26 years old)
... good-morning...
Liz walks towards him..as she peeps in what he was making...
Liz Osborn (26 years old)
pan-cakes...
Ewan Hall (FL's husband/celebrity/age26)
Yup! Isn't that your favourite? *smiling*
Liz Osborn (26 years old)
*nods*
She was just about to walk away..when Ewan suddenly grabs her by waist... lifting her and making her sit on the kitchen's counter..
Ewan Hall (FL's husband/celebrity/age26)
Talk to me Babe...I am suffering from "Liz deficiency" lately ~
He smiles as he watches her from corner of his eyes...as he flips the pan-cake..
Liz Osborn (26 years old)
...Ewan-
A Twitter notification pops on Liz's phone...
" Alisa Bennet spotted with Ewan Hall having secret dinner in one of luxurious hotel in Paris last week... could it be they are dating each other? "
Liz Osborn (26 years old)
...
Liz's eyes focused on the text...as she reads it over and over again...
Ewan Hall (FL's husband/celebrity/age26)
What is it?
Ewan notices the way..Liz was reading the text...as out of curiosity...he snatches her phone... reading the notification...
Liz Osborn (26 years old)
.....
Ewan Hall (FL's husband/celebrity/age26)
*sigh* this damn media..they always get me into baseless scandals...
Liz Osborn (26 years old)
...
Liz silently watches Ewan..as Ewan gazes back at her face...
Ewan Hall (FL's husband/celebrity/age26)
No-way you think this is true..
Liz Osborn (26 years old)
...why would you go out for dinner with her?
Ewan Hall (FL's husband/celebrity/age26)
What's wrong with that? it's just dinner with a friend..
Liz Osborn (26 years old)
but-
Ewan Hall (FL's husband/celebrity/age26)
Liz...the world doesn't know I am married...if I don't indulge in this little gathering with women...
Ewan Hall (FL's husband/celebrity/age26)
Then there will be new rumor stating I am gay next..
Liz Osborn (26 years old)
So you will let another woman get closer to you?-
Ewan Hall (FL's husband/celebrity/age26)
Having dinner with someone doesn't get us closer Liz..
Ewan Hall (FL's husband/celebrity/age26)
Just take it has business dinner...yeah?
Ewan Hall (FL's husband/celebrity/age26)
It's not like I took her to private bedroom..it's a public restaurant..
Liz Osborn (26 years old)
...
Liz Osborn (26 years old)
I don't like it Ewan...
Ewan Hall (FL's husband/celebrity/age26)
...
Liz Osborn (26 years old)
I don't like this news... everyday I come across something or the other-
Ewan Hall (FL's husband/celebrity/age26)
it's the media...how is it my fault? You can't believe everything you see on social media!
Liz Osborn (26 years old)
...
Liz Osborn (26 years old)
Fine ! but what about those scenes?!
Ewan Hall (FL's husband/celebrity/age26)
What scenes?
Liz Osborn (26 years old)
Those scenes you to do with actresses in movies!
Liz Osborn (26 years old)
They aren't even mere kissing anymore...it's all skin-
Ewan Hall (FL's husband/celebrity/age26)
it's part of my work..
Ewan Hall (FL's husband/celebrity/age26)
You need to understand..that movies need bold scenes to get popular-
Liz Osborn (26 years old)
why can't you deny them?! For me?!
Liz Osborn (26 years old)
You are already successful actor! people love you..they watch your movies for you not for those scenes-
Ewan Hall (FL's husband/celebrity/age26)
Liz you are being unreasonable right now!
Ewan Hall (FL's husband/celebrity/age26)
it's not like I enjoy doing those bold scenes...I have to do it because the movie needs to get popular!
Ewan Hall (FL's husband/celebrity/age26)
If the movies fails..it's just not me who suffers but the entire team...
Ewan Hall (FL's husband/celebrity/age26)
You want everyone to fall with me? Only because you feel insecure?!
Ewan Hall (FL's husband/celebrity/age26)
Aren't you being selfish Liz?!
Liz Osborn (26 years old)
....
Liz Osborn (26 years old)
Ok...you tell me...how will you react? If you see me around with another man?
Ewan Hall (FL's husband/celebrity/age26)
...I wouldn't care...
Ewan Hall (FL's husband/celebrity/age26)
Because I trust you enough to know you won't ever cheat on me...
Liz Osborn (26 years old)
....
Ewan Hall (FL's husband/celebrity/age26)
You need to trust me back...the way I trust you Liz...
Liz Osborn (26 years old)
...
Ewan Hall (FL's husband/celebrity/age26)
You need to understand....I am only yours....and forever yours...
Liz Osborn (26 years old)
....
Promises!
Continuation of last episode..
Liz sits on the couch.. With Ewan's arm thrown over her shoulder..
A movie was playing on the TV infront.. And he was smiling.. laughing at the funny scenes on the TV... reacting without any heavy feelings in his mind..
Unlike Ewan... Liz sat silently.. Drowning in the thoughts... Overthinking every word her husband said to her earlier..
" you need to trust me back.. The way I trust you Liz"
She glances at him from the corner of her eyes...
His handsome lively face...the man had the same face she fell inlove with once... But not the same heart anymore...
His every word felt like a manipulative to her.. As if he was keeping his firm grip on her without actually touching her..
It felt like she was tied with invisible leech... Bounding her to him...
And now.. It had started to feel suffocating around her neck..
Their secretive marriage was ruined.. But he refused to admit it with bright smile on his face...
The diamond in her wedding ring shined luxuriously... Reminding her she was married to the man sitting next to her...
but now... despite the beauty of the diamond... Liz still couldn't find it charming the way it once did..
The moment gets interrupted by Ewan's phone ringing..
Ewan Hall (FL's husband/celebrity/age26)
*grabs on his phone, realising it was his team's manager*
Ewan Hall (FL's husband/celebrity/age26)
📞 I told you not disturb me on holidays!
Ryan Wenz ( Ewan's manager)
📞I know! but it's urgent!
Ryan Wenz ( Ewan's manager)
📞 we have to go to Singapore this moment.. I have already booked the flight-
Ewan frowns.. he hated it when his time with Liz was interrupted..
Ewan Hall (FL's husband/celebrity/age26)
📞Hell no! I had clear my schedules for this week-
Ryan Wenz ( Ewan's manager)
📞 it's urgent.. there is this sudden event you have to attend-
Ewan Hall (FL's husband/celebrity/age26)
📞 I ain't doing it-
Ryan Wenz ( Ewan's manager)
📞 I am begging you! There is no time for yours tantrums Ewan! The flight is in the evening!
Ewan Hall (FL's husband/celebrity/age26)
📞 no-
Ryan Wenz ( Ewan's manager)
📞 and this is an important event for the brand you are collaborating with! You can't miss it!
Ewan Hall (FL's husband/celebrity/age26)
📞 Tsk! Fine!!
Throws his phone on the table infront..
He turns to look at Liz.. Who felt nothing because this was usual... it wasn't his first time leaving the house early than what was promised to her...
Ewan Hall (FL's husband/celebrity/age26)
Sorry-
Liz Osborn (26 years old)
it's fine...
Ewan Hall (FL's husband/celebrity/age26)
I know you are angry.. And I will definitely make it up next time-
Liz Osborn (26 years old)
It's alright...
Ewan Hall (FL's husband/celebrity/age26)
...
Ewan Hall (FL's husband/celebrity/age26)
You know I love you.. And this is really not something I am doing on purpose darling..
Ewan Hall (FL's husband/celebrity/age26)
my life as just turned busier than before.. but that doesn't mean I don't care for you..
She nods at his words.. And he knew she was angry on him..
But that was not true... because she felt nothing over it anymore..
He nods as if he understood his mistakes..
Ewan Hall (FL's husband/celebrity/age26)
Ok... I'll definitely make it upto you next time..
He gets up... To get ready in his room...
Ewan Hall (FL's husband/celebrity/age26)
I am going for shower..
Liz Osborn (26 years old)
....
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