After meet Erna i feel better. I even not telling her what had happen to me. I just told her that i missed my mom. And i know she don't buy it.

Sally come to see me.."Isabel..where did you go? u said that u want to discuss with me that night"i look at her and don't want to pretend anymore."Sally..i know what will u do to me that night.."Sally shocked."what are you talking about?what do you mean?i don't understand.."she said. still want to pretending."Sally, i'm not going to be friend with you anymore..i hope you will understand"because of her,i've been raped. I want to pull her hair and slap her face, but i know what will happen next.so, i leave her." are not good enough and don't act like you're the superstar u bitch!.."she shouted..

after a month, me and Erna go to London. I had a show there and i have more fan around the world. Erna satisfied with my performance and make a day of at there to rest myself. I thank Erna. Because of her, i make my life meaning.

I'm going for a walk around there without my security and disguise myself. I am trying the street food there and snap a picture for my social media.

"Miss, please come with us. Our master want to see you"i've shocked. there about 3 or 4 men in black suit behind me."what is this about?i'm not recognise your master"i explain but they hold me and push me in the car. "hello my lady.."i look at the voice came."you!.."i can't continue.Mr.Benjamin just smile at me."did u kidnap me or what?" i ask him angrily."why do i want to kidnap my own woman?"he ask. "what the.."i feel something must going on to me after this.

He forced me to his room and push me on the bed."what do you want to do to me..?"i'm afraid and i pretend to be angry.he just smile and hold me.He kiss my neck..my cheek..my forehead and my lips..and he know my body was shaking."i just miss you."he whispered to my ear. " please..let me go..why you do this to me?"i'm begging him."i love you"..he whispered again and kissing me for long. i can't do anything..just go with the flow..

the next day i wake up slowly and leave him. i don't want to remember what happen last night. I don't want to remember his kissing and his body over me. Everything is chaos. I'm not recognise myself.who is me?.Mr. Benjamin want me to be his woman..and i know who is Mr.Benjamin. He is a successor in bussiness and never touch any woman but me. And why me?who is me in his eyes. Everyone fear to him. He is a beast in bussiness circle. I must go far away from him. I don't need him in my life.

Became a popular singer and died 2 years ago make me think that i have a good life and God love me so that He want me to follow my destiny. Sally killed me 2 years ago just because she can't admit that i am more popular then her and i am her classmate at my old school. God gives me second chances to live and i will live with better life.

Because of i want to prevented myself from being murder with Sally, i bumped with Mr.Benjamin and he take my first time that night. After that, he make me his woman which is im not..and take me when ever he want. A 32 years old man and have everything in his life keep forcing me to be his woman. whats wrong with his brain.

2 days after that i and Erna coming back home and i just staying at my home. Erna reminded me that tomorrow i need to attend a dinner which is their guest was from other country. She remind me for showing with a glomourous look. well, maybe there will be a handsome guy that will get my attention i suppose.

With a white and silver dress i wear make everyone focusing in me. That my intention.and i just walk with full of confident and try to make a good impression for everyone. "Miss Isabel, what a nice dress.."someone talk to me.He is a CEO from S city. 2-3 guy behind him nodding agreed to what he said."thank you mr.edmond."and i smile at him for praise my dress.

"I think you are more charming when ***** in my arm"someone whispered to me slowly. i look at the voice come from. i knew it,..its him."hye Mr.Benjamin Holland.nice to meet you"i just smile and try to act that i don't know him.He stared at me and continue"i want to meet you after this,wait for me..or else..."he whispered again. "don't try to forced me. i am not scared" i try to provoke him. what is wrong with me!..

"Miss Isabel, nice to meet you..i am Nicholas from R city".someone remarked me. I stared him and i feel something weird.I feel that i know him for a long time."hi Mr.Nicholas, do i know you?"mr.Nicholas smile and i feel warm."I am Miss Isabel fan"he smile. " I feel honored, mr.Nicholas"i smile at him nicely. mr.nicholas ask me to meet his family. I follow him. then he stood behind a women and a man who is chatting with other guest.

"mom..dad.."mr.nicholas called them. they turn to us.surprisingly..i was shocked..i don't know why but i have tears in my eyes when i look at them. and it was same with them. "oh my God.."said the woman. Man beside her also shocked and trying to hold his tears.