my dear self....

i know i have told u not to expect anything....but why can't u be in control and expect everything...dear ..i know it's not your fault to be navie...but the world is not navie....

i know how eager you are to be free...to make things work according to your plan...dear self ....but sadly this world won't let you do it the way you want....

i know how you want to keep everyone happy...everyone joy....i know how you strive to be upto their expectations....unfortunately you are never enough for them....

life...this is life dear....don't cry....i know you hate to cry....but what can i do I'm weak ...I'm sorry my dear self...that I'm not strong enough to make you feel happy...make you feel joy....

let me tell you...i will strive hard to be strong for you....

i will strive hard to achieve our dreams....

dear in this world you are too navie to survive...u should know the future ahead..is not easy...i will try to be with you...i will try to protect your innocence....

i hope you won't forget who you are....who you want to be....

i know how joyful you are to go out and see things....i know how many expectations you have for the world out there...but u should know that no one can understand that joy of yours....

if u cry ...they say you are childish....they say you are lacking of understanding....

but what about them ...do they understand your expectation...?

NEVER EXPECT...

from

URSELF....

my dear self....

what is love..? how do you know you are in love??

how will you know whether everyone loves you or not..?how will you know if you are loved or not...?

why can't i feel love....why can't i find the meaning of love...? where is love..?

i have been searching for love in every stranger i see...but why can't i find....you...love...do you exist....?

will i be able to find you...?

for someone love is care...for someone love is money...for someone love is all about little things...

then what is love for me...?

do i deserve love....? will love find me...?

they say love will come to you when you are desperate for it...am i not desperate enough for you...for love...? then why can't i find you....why can't i reach you..? love....do you exist...?

i search for you...i strive for you..i cry for you...I'm searching for you in every star... in every falling leaf...in every kid innocent smile...in every drop of the rain...but still why can't i find you...? love... do you exist...?

they say that care is you...they say innocence is you....they say joy is you...they say you are happy...but why can't i see you in joy...?why can't i see you in innocence...?why i can't i see you in happy....? love...do you exist...?

love....oh..love...can't i find you in this life....why can't you come and find ...me...I'm desperate to have you with me...am i selfish....? but they say everything is fair in love and war....then why can't i know where you are...? love....do you exist...?

do i love myself....?

yours

URSELF....

MYSELF...WHO AM I TO YOU..?

do you remember me...the one you desperately wanted to keep ..?

do you remember every person who left me by not understanding how to be with me as i can't understand their life...?

do you remember people who made me the now you..?

OH...MY...DEAR...SELF....MYSELF...WHO AM I TO YOU..?

am i your old part...? or..am i the old you who you.. desperately wanted to be again...?

OH MY ...DEAR..SELF ....MYSELF....WHO AM I TO YOU..?

myself....can you remember who you were before...? can you remember me..?

is there something you want to change...? is it me...? or ..is it...you..? the new myself...?

dear....myself tell ....me all your new stories...tell me about how much you miss me... tell me...

tell your old self...how you wish ...that you were me....the old self...

dear...myself did you learn how to be alone...?

OH...MY DEAR...MYSELF....WHAT AM I TO YOU..?

am i your shadow...?

am i your...shade...?

am i your....part...?

OR

am i your ...unheard....inner..voice...?

am i your ...unseen ...beauty...?

am i your....unwanted...self...?

OH ..MY...DEAR...MYSELF...WHO AM I TO YOU..?