That day was the most unforgettable day in my life.

"You b*tch! You're the reason why we lose this competition! We've been looking forward to this moment. But you ruined everything we worked hard because of your petty mistake! I thought you were good? Well I am damn wrong! You are just as good as a loser."

It was the 10th of September, and the championship of our Cheerdance competion aired anticipatedly. I skipped breakfast that day because I woke up late, I was so nervous I couldn't sleep. That's why in the middle of our dance, I fainted.

My team turn their backs on me.They even posted a video of when I fainted and posted different kinds of insulting memes all around the internet. Some laugh, others pity me. How do I even know that I'm going to faint in the middle of our performance that day. Maybe people shows their true colors in the midst of a trial. But then past is past.

At first, dad didn't know what's happening in my life but when he saw the post he decided for me to leave that school and I agreed. My dad was the one who comforted me when I felt depression coming over and he also encouraged me to get another sports. And I did. I begun swimming.

Dad and I were so close before my mother died of cancer. We were inseparable those times but when we lost a family member he became so cold and distant like I doesn't exist in the house. He didn't hug me nor kiss me anymore or even start up other conversation. He would just ask how is my schooling or my cheerleading. And that's it. He's not telling me those words of wisdom he had before or the funny remarks he would always come up, our conversations were so lively.

But when that day happened he immediately changed, again. And this time better than before. When I had anxiety attacks he would always tucke in my bed like a child woken up by a nightmare and I would sometimes wake up cuddling with him. Our conservation was more lively than before that I couldn't stop laughing. We became so close that I could even feel the changes in my father.

He gradually moving on from my mother's death, and he was little by little becoming himself.

But then it was the Seventh death anniversary of my mother and dad came home drunk from a club maybe. I was shocked when instead of mourning he was suddenly praising me.

"Damn, you are really beautiful princess. I can't take my eyes off you..."

At first I thought it was just a random compliment when he suddenly held my waist and pulled me closer to him. Not long, I felt him smelling my neck and kissing my earlobes. I pushed him. Not because I didn't like it but the other way around.

"D-dad what are you doing?"

It's like, a bucket of iced water has poured into his head that he immediately return to his composure.

"Oh baby I'm so sorry I'm so drunk I thought you are Beth. I'll just go upstairs."

To be continued

I saw my father sitting in front of the table while reading newspapers as I descended down the stairs. He glanced at me once and continued reading. I approached him slowly and he's focused where totally on me.

'I can't sleep at night, thinking about that kiss. I shouldn't like but my body seemed to but I can't let myself fall into the pit of fire. Because this is simply wrong, we can't... I mean he is my father.'

"Dad, let's talk."

"What's wrong princess?"

I seated at the chair across from him.

"About us."

He suddenly looked uncomfortable and his face became anxious. But then he suddenly hides it with his playful laughter.

"Why are you so serious? What do you wanna talk about us?" He asked as he put his cup of coffee at the table.

"Dad... It's just that something's not right. I'm glad we became closed and all, but what happened—"

"Let's forget about what happened that night sweet, I was so drunk I thought you were my wife. You totally look alike."

"But dad what you did is wrong!"

'Maybe what I did was really wrong. But why does she put all the blame on me? My little girl can't accept we had a fair share with that pleasurable mistake huh.'

"Enough. You are late for school now we have to move."

Dad drove me to school and after that he went to work. While I was walking accross the school grounds. I suddenly remebered that night and I was unconciously biting my lips. I suddenly snapped out of it and guiltily scolded myself.

The class were unexpectedly productive for me and I wasn't bored at.

Devil side: Maybe because that nught serves as your motivation. You should frequently do it to your father. Hihihi

Good side: Stop it you devil! That is beyond right to do! Fathers just can't be to intimate wuth their daughters!

As I went home I was suddenly shocked to see Ms. Thalia, my adviser on the couch while father is in front of her.

"Good evening dear. I informed your father about how good you are doing this past few days. You're getting along."

"Thank you, Ms. Thalia. I'll just go to my room."

I climbed up the stairs.

'Somethings fishy between those two! And why does my heart sting a little!? Maybe it would be better if dad find someone to take care his loneliness...'

I was at the middle of solving a calculus problem when dad knocked at the door.

I went to the door and opened it for him.

"What is it dad?"

"Thalia and I were just talking about you. Do not think deeper about it ok?"

"What does it have to do about me? You can do whatever you want, I don't care."

My father suddenly got caught off guard with what I said. And looked at me sadly.

'Oh no! Maybe I was a little harsh.'

"Alright... then you should sleep its already eleven o clock."

A bit guilty, "Ok dad, I'll just finish my assignment."

The next day, dad suddenly became cold and distant towards me. It's like I switched him to that man again. I suddenly regretted what I said last night.

Still, maybe this is good for us. Maybe this situation fits better for the both of us.