Just Why?
Just why
Yea the title itself says.. Just Why
Just why it had to be like this? Just why you had to leave me..
Been so many days, weeks, months and yet I love you the same.. My love will always stay by you, stand by you.. What about yours?
I don't regret the love we had.. I would and could never regret those wonder days wonderful moments which we shared
but honestly sometimes I do feel like.. I had stepped back, chose some other path then I wouldn't be facing this much hurt in my life.. but if I chose that path I wouldn't get to experience this love once in a lifetime
You said you promised you wouldn't leave me until I did.. you promised to love me forever.. I started believing in promise because of you now those just seem false hopes
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Oh you don't anymore, you have some other woman to cherish now
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How can I accept the fact you're not mine anymore and someone else's
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Some one else will get to hear these words which were meant for me
Why? did you give me false hopes? Why made me believe in this relationship? why did you show me forever and then smashed it up? Why you didn't choose me
if you think it was not worth why gave a shot in the dark and took chance?
You know me to my heart.. you knew how broke and hurt id be then why
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I beg you.. I beg you.. I'd join my hands id get on my knees and ask you
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Answer me why gave those words and didn't keep.. what do I do now?
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Move on isn't easy as said
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werent you the one who said I'm yours permanently.. im yours and only yours
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did that all fade away in one night?
I'm never blaming your love.. your love was genuine but was it that weak that you didn't fight for us?
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How can I survive with the fact of you living with other woman under same roof.. on same bed.. breathing the same air
You say you'd love me from far but would you handle the hurt as an adult... I'm too young to be this broken
Maybe everyone is right I need a therapist but I need you the most
Did I become that low in your eyes that I don't see any worth of mine? do you care? I can't expect you to love me but I love you
Do you love me or do you hate me
Just what.. tell me I want to know
I wanna know if you still care for me I want to know every single thing
I want to know if you think of me
I want to know if you still have the letter the chain
I want to know if you are gonna keep it or burn it
I want to know you are sad that you're not mine anymore more
you're not mine but I'll always be yours
am I just nothing to you?
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join my hands get on my knees and beg you, why don't you answer me
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Your silence is killing me
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That's it am I in your eyes? do you like to see me cry? do you like to see me depressed?
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I know id stay like that if you liked that too
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Do you even care for my feelings.. do you value them?
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How long do I wait to get answer
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I wanna say Good bye sometimes but I can't
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I'm ready to be a Swan for you
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You said you'd stay why didn't you
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you said you won't leave why did you
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I wonder I wonder if you regret ever loving me seeing this worse side of mine
I wonder if you think I'm annoying I'm irritating and be like " God not again here she goes"
do you think like that..? that scares me.. you are scaring me for what I've become..
I can't expect your love to heal me.. cuz you aren't mine anymore
What's stopping you from answering? Are you liking to see me this hurt? If not then just what's stopping you
did she start to matter so much that you don't see my endless pain? I'm begging you
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Never let your standards down
but if you ask me id fall down if I have to for you
I know I'm just too hopeless shameless pathetic bit*h
But the light you once saw in me.. The light you loved in me is no more.. the spark just flew away with you
How can I heal when u didn't even give me time to heal?
how can I heal when you keep giving wound by wound by ignoring my words when I'm dying to hear you
How can process this heartbreak in such a less time when you make me feel like im some garbage meant to be thrown
Id say it again and again
I loved the days when you chased me but these days I hate
I hate myself I hate it here
weren't you the secret garden in my. mind now that garden is also burnt so where do I go now?
Just why
I'm tired of the questions
Every time I see your words now makes me go back to days where u gave words to me where u said you'd never break me
why lie to me all time? was I that bad? did u see me that worthless that you had to keep lying to me?
was I a game you loved to play? what was it?
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if nothing lasts forever, then I'll be that nothing
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damn, why are you so cute
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just tell me why? how come I fall for you every time?
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I never knew I would love someone like this
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I love you deeply, truly
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I wanna kiss you until you are out of breathe
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leave marks around your neck
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Why are you so insecure?
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I love you and will always
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people are blind and they don't see the way I see you
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Because I'm serious about okay
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I don't like when some guy is near you
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I don't wanna act like a mf in front of you
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You are my strength what will happen to me if you are sad?
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I'm sorry babe, tell me what should I do to make it better?
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I'm really sorry talk to me
Where did all this go? what about the plans we made? what about the future we built
how did u leave them all in a blink
didn't that ever appear to you infront of your eyes
now all you did is leave me with this happy and gave very worst ending memories
where should I go carrying this burden? no way you'd be thinking about me since you have another woman with you
I wanna hate you.. hate you badly
but the girl deep down me would never let me do that because she experienced this love you gave
and that's all matters to her.. she doesn't care the amount of pain and hurt u gave to her
all she does is cherish your love build with lies
I wanna shut her down but why? why she keeps making her way out? I have this delicate glass to cover her
why? cuz she doesn't want the hard one
all she ever wanted was some love.. all she ever wanted is to call someone as hers.. all she ever wanted was care but why give her pain? hurt?
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