WIN'S POV ~

Sometimes I wonder to myself why am I even alive, do I have a purpose in being alive? But that questions will be slowly answered when I meet Bright the love of my life so this is the story.

WIN'S POV ~

The family I was in was a traditional family were ranks are very important and this ranks consist of Alpha, Beta and of course Omega.

The Alpha is the highest rank and the Omega is the lowest so that means in this family you are looked down upon if you were a Omega.

The Omega's in the family are just the ones that are used to reproduce and this Omega's are our mothers.

In our family it is quite frequent the every child they bore is a Alpha but that all changed when I was born.

While I was growing up I thought I was an Alpha and my life was pretty happy back then.

I was a child whom if you will look at him will always have a smile in his face and a child where it always does good to the people around him.

I thought everything will stay like this but I was wrong. When I was 18 years old something unexpected happened to me.

I was completely shocked, I was in heat something I know a Omega only had, why was me an Alpha having this heat thing it was the worst experience I had.

That night everything was new to me, I have this feeling where everything in my body is heating up.

My nipples are hard and my *** was producing some kind of weird substance which is sticky.

I once read that this is all the things a Omega has if it were in heat, the weird substance is produced to make mating a lot more easier.

My body was aching my *** is begging for something so I put two of my fingers down my *** which was kinda easy because of the weird substance but it wasn't enough for me I need something long and hard.

It was a really painful night for me I continued putting my fingers on my *** until I was able to ***.

When I woke up I had a really painful headache but I decided to go to the doctors to check if something was wrong with me.

I asked my driver to drive me to the doctor but didn't tell the reason, I will tell my family everything if I am sure about everything that's why I am going to the doctor to check.

When I arrived to the doctors I asked if they can do some test to see if I am really an omega.

I have to wait for like two hours to see the results and know if I was an Alpha or an Omgea.

"You are an Omega Sir. Win" this words are like bullets to the heart, it feels like the world around me was falling apart.

I was scared to tell my family the whole Omega thing because I know they would be angry at me and they would think of me as a disgrace.

While I was on my way to my home I thought all the possible outcome of what will happen which all of it sucks.

When I arrived at the manor I went straightly to my parents to tell them the Omega thing but I was quite hesitant.

My life quickly changed when they found out about it. They told me some painful words that made me feel like shit.

They told me to move out from the manor but they said they would still give me monthly allowance.

Why would my parents do this to their own child, I should have seen this coming.

While I was leaving the house I was looked dowm upon on like I was a rat to them in their eyes.

This traumatic events changed my life forever, it made me depressed which led me into cutting myself.

I thought that if I did this it will make me feel kinda better, I cut myself up until both of my arms are covered in bondages.

- - - - - - - - - -After One Month- - - - - - - - -

WIN'S POV ~

The one month feels like a whole year I was locked up in my apartment and the only time I would only get out is to go buy some foods to eat.

The whole month really changed me, my body was weak and frail which made me look small there are now dark circles umder my eye and of course more cuts in both of my arms.

I just remembered that my college days will start tomorrow, I wasn't really excited to go to school but thank goodness my apartment is kinda near to the college I will go to.

Morning arrived so first day of college, I woke up and changed into some comfortable clothes and also to cover the bondages in both of my arms, I just walked while going to college.

When I arrived there was a huge crowd surrounding a person right in front of the college building which is kinda annoying, first thing in the morning it was so noisy.

While I was trying to get inside the campus, I smelled something strong, a alpha's pheromones and my stupid self completely forgot it was my heat day.

So I runned straight to a comfort room but while going to the comfort room I didn't realise I was also producing some omega pheromones.

When I arrived to the comfort room I locked myself up into one of the cubicles.

I can feel that my *** started to produce the weird substance again, I wanted to put my fingers in my *** so I took of my pants then started putting it in.

I feel disgusted about myself I was reliving myself in school grounds, I feel ashamed and pathetic.

Suddenly something unexpected happened the door of my cubicle suddenly opened.

The person who was surrounded earlier was right in front of me also having a problem down their.

Our eyes met, both of our faces where red, I read something like this saying that alphas is attracted to the pheromones of omegas.

Maybe this person is an alpha, what is he gonna do with me?

BRIGHT'S POV ~

Since I was born I wad rained with affection and attention because not only I was born an Alpha but also born with good looks.

So as you can tell in you're perspective my life was something you call awesome.

But not for me, why you ask, because believe it or not I am that type of person who doesn't like attention.

But the worst thing of all is that everyone expected me to do not just good but very good in everything I do.

Which is stressful for me and this has been happening since I was a child, a child for crying out loud.

Now, I am in college this things are still happening like I am always followed and praised.

My first day of college was really stressful, I was greeted by a huge flock of crowd which really made my head hurt and because of this I wasn't able to control my pheromones but then suddenly I smelled powerful pheromones running pass me, which caused another reason to my headache.

I wanted to follow it but first I must get out of this crowd. Thank goodness I am already out but then I had a sudden erection which is really embarrassing especially when there's a lot of people around but I remembered I need to follow that person who had a powerful pheromones and that lead me to this situation right now where.

I was standing in front of him while I was have a erection, he was seated at the toilet, half ***** and wet which made me more attracted to him, I suddenly pressed my lips against him which made him more shocked, I was trying to enter his mouth but he was blocking me but eventually I was able to get inside it.

After this I had little control of myself so I quickly got out of the bathroom to avoid mating with the Omega I just met.

WIN'S POV ~

I was really flustered for what just happened, a stranger just kissed me WTF. That kiss thankfully it satisfied me a little bit so I was still in heat so I reached out a pill from my bag to help me in the situation.

I am alright now even though it won't help completely. Shit! I just realised that I still have a class to go to.

When I entered that classroom I saw the man who I had the strange encounter with and then I choose to sit at the end of the classroom, while the class was in session I notice a lot of things about him, he is quite handsome I think that's why he was surrounded by that crowd and he also has this bad boy vibes you know. After the class I was about to get out of the classroom when someone suddenly grabbed me by the arm and pinned me to a wall, it was the Alpha I meet earlier. What now?!?

BRIGHT'S POV ~

After the bathroom incident I quickly went to the classroom, after sometime the omega I just met went in the classroom, looking like nothing happened and because of this I was able to see how cute he is and small but I need to talk to him about what happened earlier.

The class just ended but I waited for all the others to go, when I went to look at him he seems to be daydreaming so I waited for him outside.

I saw his small figure, then I suddenly pulled his arm and pinned him to the wall. I don't want to look like a bad guy in front of the omega but I needed to so that the omega would listen to me .

WIN'S POV ~

I was so shocked in what just happened, why would this Alpha just pull me like that and pin me to the wall. My face is red because our faces is to close to each other. "Let's have lunch together I have something to discuss to you" , he said. Ok?

What will he discuss to me, is it important and what if he will hurt me or something, then it dawned on me well that would be for the better huh? Anyways I have no reason to live anymore and I am just a useless person, taking up space in this sad world. I just want to DIE you know.

BRIGHT'S POV ~

Well that went, I am glad he agreed to have lunch with me. I just want to tell him that he can just forget what happened and I need to explain myself to him so that there wouldn't be a misunderstanding.

When I looked at him he seems to be in deep thought, he also looked like he is troubled or something.

"Stop doing that you really are creepy aren't you?" Aaaah!! Why did I say that what the freak is wrong with me but even so I have to look like a dominating alpha.

WIN'S POV ~

What he said just brought me back to sad reality. HAHAHAhahaha I just laughed when he said that it was the truth after all, Even so it really hurt coming from a complete stranger.

Who is this Alpha anyway how can he just say that to me? Does he think were close? What a joke. Why did I agree in eating with him in the first place. I just want to lock myself up in my apartment so my heat problem can't cause any problems.

BRIGHT'S POV ~

We arrived to the dinner and ordered our food. I want to solve this misunderstanding problem of mine quickly because I think he is kinda in of a hurry right now.

Sooo... about what happened earlier in the bathroom I just want to say it's all a mistake I...

When I looked at him his face is kinda red and he seem to be weak is he sick or something and I remembered he was i heat. We have to quickly get out of here or else we are gonna be in big trouble.