Story Of A Depressed Girl
Introduction
Alishba
Hello👋🏻 I am an average looking female lead, my name is Alishba Singh Rathore🌟🌟
Alishba
This story is about my journey and complicated decisions in life. 🙂
Alishba
I may not be the most mature person ever or the perfect girl like other fl, but I hope u like to learn from my journey.
Alishba
I made so many stupid mistakes in the past, but now it's time to fix them 💃🏻💃💃
Amoo (Sis)
I am Alishba's sister, my name is Amy Singh Rathore, but everyone calls me "Amoo" with love😊🧡♥️
Amoo (Sis)
I lived with Alishba in her home country before she moved to New York.
Amoo (Sis)
Regardless we are as close as two dandelions sunbathing together💛🧡♥️
Zubs (fl bff)
Hi I am Zubzeda but my nickname is Zubs which was given to me by my best friend Alishba♥️
Zubs (fl bff)
I am popular, pretty, smart, confident and everything a girl wishes for😉😂♥️
Zubs (fl bff)
I am a little short but my 6 inch high heels make up for it👻👻
Zubs (fl bff)
The Richest Underworld Don is my father, so nobody dares to mess with me😌😂😂
Zubs (fl bff)
I am the girl, any guy would die for, so keep your men hidden or you won't have time to cry when they leave you 😌😌😂😂😂
Zubs (fl bff)
But my point is who needs disloyal $hitb@gs like them, you deserve way better, so don't settle for less...💛💛🧡🧡♥️♥️♥️
Munchkin (fl bff)
Hello!! How are u doing? 😊
Munchkin (fl bff)
Hopefully awesome 💛🧡♥️
Munchkin (fl bff)
I am known as Maylin but ofcouse Alishba calls me Munchkin. She loves giving everyone a nickname💛♥️
Munchkin (fl bff)
She and I became Best friends on the first day we met and now we are inseparable😍♥️
Munchkin (fl bff)
Physically, I am a little chubby but that never bothered me, as people around me love me for the way I am, pretty, awesome, and very intelligent😊💛🧡♥️
Munchkin (fl bff)
Bro one should stay confident no matter what, because physical attractions don't even last that long😏
Munchkin (fl bff)
To all the chubby and avg looking girls out there, Aren't we lucky to not have pretentious people swarming us with wrong intentions💃🏻💃🏻💃🏻
Munchkin (fl bff)
I get fantastic grades and love helping others with their studies. No please don't call me a nerd, I would prefer intellectual.😌😌😉😉💛🧡♥️
Munchkin (fl bff)
Alishba would describe me as kind, humble, supportive, generous, mature and even Savage at times😍💛♥️
Munchkin (fl bff)
But isn't she always a smooth talker😉😉👻👻😂😂
Alishba
Sending lots of love your way, I hope you always stay happy💛💛💛🧡🧡🧡♥️♥️♥️
*All the pictures used in this chat story are not created by me they are mostly from Google*
This story might contain some extreme stuff so read on your own discretion.
WORST DAY OF MY LIFE
Alishba laying unconscious on the cold metal bed, injected with anesthesia. Her forehead wrinkled and her face showing discomfort. She slowly tries to open her eyes and sees blurry white lights and the smell of disinfectant hits her and she groans in displeasure. She suddenly hear hushed voices but when she tries to focus on what they are saying her vision darkens and she loses consciousness.
Two days passed by Alishba wakes up her eyes slowly adjusting to her surroundings. She sees her mom sitting next to her bed praying with dried tears on her cheeks. She tries to sit up on the bed but groans as she feels a needle in her hand. She looks to the left and there is a IV drip hanging from a metal rod. Her mom notices and help her sit, while putting another pillow behind her.
Mom
How could u do that 😭😭😭 😤😤😤😤
Have I never provided u with enough!!!! I let u do everything, never made you lift your finger for anything, bought u everything you ever asked for. I doted on you and what you give me?? Humiliation!!!!
Mom
Tell me what was so bad that u couldn't take it anymore!!! Depression is just a phase in life!!!!! You don't have to take it too seriously!!!!
Alishba
M. .Mo.. Momm please....
A tear falls down her cheek as she recalls what happened before all this.
Three days ago
A sunny beautiful winter day
Alishba walks to the bus stop admiring her surroundings looking forward to a different happy day for a change.
She's the first one on the stop. She sees as her neighbors walk upto the stop. She waits and eagerly says
Alishba
Hiiii (in a cheerful, friendly voice).
All the kids completely ignore her as they quickly get on the recently arrived bus.
Later Alishba in the hallway putting her stuff in the locker
Alishba
(thinking) it's already been a few years since I moved to New York. I still haven't managed to win any hearts. People still treat me coldly and keep me at a distance.
Alishba
(whispers to herself) idk what I have done to be treated like that, even when I feel social anxiety I still try to force myself to be friendly and initiate conversations but I guess nobody likes me. I am a normal average looking girl it's not like I am ugly what's wrong with these people!!!
Walking upto the biggest window at the end of the top floor hallway by the stairs.
She quickly scans the empty hallway as it's still early for the classes nobody seems to be there
She sits on the bumped out window seat and watch the teachers parking lot as it gets filled with cars and snow. More snow probably..
She reminds herself of everything that she should be grateful for especially this fav cozy empty spot in the corner...
She takes her phone out and looks through the pictures of her and her friends back home she feels a sudden sadness engolfing her and her heart growing heavy..
She hears footsteps and wipes a tear that she didn't even realize but fell on her soft chubby cheeks.
She looks up and see her fav science teacher walking towards her. She quickly gets up and says hello in a very cheerful tone.
Alishba
Hello Miss Devino!!! How are you doing today😊🧡♥️
Miss Devino smiles warmly and invites her inside the classroom.
Miss Devino
I am good but you my dear are early as always 😊😂
Miss Devino offering Alishba a donut as she settles down and sips her coffee.
Miss Devino
so how are you doing recently??
Miss Devino
Do you like the new assign seats??
Alishba
Ummm do you mind moving me to the back again my seat is literally in the middle of the classroom😅
Dear readers if u are going through depression, I wanna be there for u please reach out to me in the comment section. Also I wanna inform you all that depression is not something to feel embarrassed of or be ashamed of, you feel what you feel, hiding it won't make it disappear it's better to open up to others as you would feel lighter and less burdened. Feel free to share your thoughts in the comment section, sending lots of love💛🧡♥️
Worst day Part 2
As she recalls people staring at her with everything but kindness in their eyes. As she looks for a partner for the group project...
The only vaguely familiar face who's also an outcast as me is absent today. Who else would want to be my partner🥺
As her teacher notices Alishba not having a partner again she asks everyone if there's a person without a partner..
As nobody is without a partner she breaks a group of three and ask that student to work with Alishba as he shows displeasure and starts to complain the whole class focuses on Alishba and Miss Devino glares at the student and moves his chair next to Alishba the student mutters pathetic under his breath but Alishba hears it ...
Miss Devino
What's wrong with middle seats is someone bothering you again?
Alishba hesitates and then clears her throat..
Alishba
Ummm no.. nothing is wrong or anything, I j..justt feel like it would be more comfortable to sit at the back corner of the class....
Miss Devino
Okay if that's what you want but you seriously need to focus on class and engage in class activities..
Alishba
Yesss, Yesss I will, I promise!!
Alishba
She hesitates again looks up to miss Devino
Alishba
Alsoo... Do I need to do group projects with someone else, Can I do them alone??
Miss Devino
Isn't it too much work wouldn't it be really hard besides did that student say something?
Alishba recalls submitting her work to the student but him not accepting it as he walks away..
Alishba
No not at all I am capable of doing it on my own, I like studying alone..
Miss Devino
Listen even if I could help you with this, I can't besides it's schools requirements. I can't ignore it. You should try your best and don't worry about anything else, that's all I ask for.
Alishba's face saddens and she nods as the bell rings.....
You may want to skip to next chapter because this half of the episode will contain the reason why she ended up in the ER. This part may be violent which may or may not be suitable for you. Continue with your own discretion.
Alishba enters cafeteria, After being treated as air all day she looks at all the tables full again with no empty seats. She looks at all the students, who are eating so joyfully laughing and talking with their friends as the delicious food melts on their tongue.
After not being able to find a seat she enters the lunch line hoping to get some food in but she stands waiting patiently as people cutt her line in front of her again and again and giving her the fakest excuses ever. She gives up and walks away. She goes to the washroom, enters a stall and locks the door...
Tears start falling, as she keeps reminding herself to be strong, to be strong and to be strong. She sighs as she realizes that she can't go on like this anymore she just cant.
She feel overwhelmed and exhausted, she sighs again, as she gives in to all the feelings. Tears well up in her eyes as her hand reaches for a bottle in her bag and then before she realizes what she is actually doing it's too late...
All the pills inside the bottle are now either down her throat or on the bathroom floor. She smiles as she thinks that she finally is free and moving away from this place, where she can't recall one person who would actually be concerned for her.
Now as we are back to the present what do you think will happen??? Do you think she will be able to become stronger and turn her life around for the better?? If yes then the question is How ? Share your thoughts in the comment section😊🧡♥️
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