"Who are you to me?"

"What are you in my life?"

"Are you someone special? Do I know you mister? " i said straightly without stopping while looking at him directly in the eyes.

He looked at me. And i can see that his eyes are filled with sadness.

"You're... " he said stopping in between as if he's having second thoughts. Thinking if he could have say what he should have been.

"Wanna know a story?" suddenly suggesting out of nowhere

I stared at him blankly, can't believe after what I've said he still has time for some story telling. I heave a sigh loudly that made him turn his head to me.

Dark clouds are starting to form covering every slightest rays from sunlight as if it knows what i felt at that time. Sympathizing. After hearing his story memories starts coming back piece by piece unknowingly water suddenly starts to pour from my eyes. Pain, tears, grieves, heartaches and happiness thats how i felt after hearing your story and they became part of me because of you.

"Now I know who you are in my life" i said while smiling with tears flowing in my eyes.

"Who am I in your life? " he asked. I dont know but i can see his eyes are filled with anticipation.

"You gave this a beating, you make this feel like cloud nine is just one reach away from me, make them alive again." I said while pointing at my heart.

"You also made it possible for them to moved on".

"Thank you for becoming part of me" i said and left that place.

and thats how our story begins...

NO! I WON'T!. I said arguing and determined.

Make your choice. That bastard or us, said my mother after hearing my decision.

Seriously? You cant possibly make me choose right? This is ridiculous. I just sigh in disbelief. I remained silent. Thinking.

I'll give you until tomorrow and after that make your decision.

I know. I really know that after these I'm no longer part of this family and i know my decision will affect my future but after knowing everything I just wanna risk it, I dont care anymore what the outcome will be. I just want to be happy.

Huh, you don't have to do that for me and I don't need that much time. You know me when I decide I stand by them. I said to them determined and decided. Father sigh with disbelief his only girl chose someone more than her family.

Now what will you do with that man you pick out of nowhere? Mother ask pertaining to Jake.

I snapped totally forgot about it. Uggh! how can I possibly forget about Jake. It's my fault that Jake is being dragged about this whole situation, but it's not him that can stop me from leaving this place, it's not him that can change my decision and it's not him that I want but I need him to work this out. I know Im being selfish I'm using Jake for my plan to work out and I know for sure that I'll never forgive myself for doing this but I don't wanna lose him again not when I saw a slightest chance for me even just a little I'll gladly take the risk because I dont wanna reget this in the future.

I'll.. I'm gonna tell him but not now. Soon.

What? unbelievable! Mother said in rage

Patiently waiting outside his house he arrived along with his friends. I looked at him smiling and unbelievably I saw every part of his face from being shock to surprise and I dont wanna believe it but I saw delight in his face in just split seconds.

Hi! i greeted at him smiling

What are you doing here? he asked back to his serious face again

I run away and I dont have a place to stay and you have to take responsibility of me from now on I answered, smiling like a fool wishing he will believe my reason.

**What?! and why is that? why am I the one responsible for you?

Because i like you**. I said frantically that made him speechless. Let's go inside Im like waiting for more than an hour here, my feet are killing me.

Hey! where are you going? he shouted but I continuously walk inside his house as if it's my house.

sorry, I'm practice today I heard him talking to his friends.

I miss this place. The place where freedom and happiness are free. Place where I learned to live independently and a place where it all started. A place where full of memories good and bad. I smiled unconsciously as I remembered those memories of us.

I may regret this but you know sometimes wrong doings can be put to correct when time comes and I will patiently wait for that time even if it take me years of waiting because I know I have him with me by my side.

I ENTERED after him unlocking the door, shyly and careful after realizing what I've said earlier with the presence of his friends tho i know some of them but not that much maybe just names and a little information, after scanning the whole house it's not that big so I can see it with just few glances. I smiled, just as I remember the room in the left side which is his room, Mrs. Hong's right the opposite and the far side of right corner is the bathroom, a table for 4 in the middle with a small kitchen. I sat in the available chair trying to remember what was my life here, with him and Mrs. Hong. The scent of air is mixed with perfume and ramen. My stomach growled as I smell the ramen scent.

He looked at me after coming out of his room, changing to comfortable clothes "What? " I asked

He smiled seriously. The heck? why's he so handsome? Questioning my thoughts.

"I guess I'm that hungry huh, I.. I didn't actually eat before leaving the house cause.. cause" cant find enough reasons, quietly diverting my eyes around the house to avoid his contact and I shyly looked down to my feet. Why am I so nervous and careful around him when I boldly shouted i like him earlier but honestly tho it's embarrassing, I'm not the type of person who express my feelings directly and boldly and know I'm contemplating for what I did earlier.

I still dont know and Im not sure of my feelings towards him to be honest but there's this tingling sensation when his looking at me, Im nervous, careful and cautious around him.

He started cooking ramen for me after that embarrassing sound coming out of my stomach. He place it in the table and I place a mat under it to avoid burning the table. I stared at him and the ramen back and fourth my eyes are asking if I can start eating and he nodded.

After the delicious late lunch I presented to wash the dishes. My palette are not that picky I ate whats on the table except if I'm allergic to the food, maybe because I've live too far from my country or maybe I'm used to comfortable life like this.

I've changed clothes, after taking a bath and i dont know I'm actually tired after resting my back and fell asleep.

I woke up in the middle of the night and saw him right next to me, kidding not really next to me but maybe a meter away there's no extra room so I have to share it with him and Mrs. Hong trust me but I trust him cause I know he wont do anything and I also agreed to the idea cause his room is bigger compared to Mrs. Hong only one person fits and with all the things for working so basically he's next to me just one roll away and I can hug him but nah I'm a conservative person so I'll refrain doing that. I just stared at his peaceful and handsome face, remembering where it all starts.