I, Gu Chenli a half chinese and pilipino. I grow up in China with my father who was a simple farmer, and My mother died when I was six years old.

I work hard with my father, until I became a famous model. one year of hard work I meet LU Meng , he is not that handsome but not ugly too. he curt me until I said yes to him, but not long after my father suddenly died without knowing what the cause of his death.

I married LU Meng after a year since my father died, and now is our four years as a wife and husband but also my birthday.

I'm still a ****** because LU meng said he had a problem or disease on his private part.

while watching the people in the hall, I suddenly heard LU meng voice.

"can I talk to you in private? "

he said while looking at the hall too.

I look at his eyes, I smile and nod then he lead the way to my room.

yes, my room because we sleep in different rooms,

when we got there he look at my eyes focusly.

"can you do me a favor.?"

he said directly to my eyes, I wonder what favor he was talking about because he always don't want me to do works.

"what favor? "

I curiously ask, well I really don't feel that I'm in love with him. I just want to repay him with my body but unexpectedly he had a disease. he said he love me so then I agree to marry him as a repay of my dept.

"my company is falling down, and I want you to sleep with my client to save my company. "

he said and scratch his head. I was stunned when I heard what he said, I didn't expect it and even if I expect it how could a husband drive her wife to other man.

I didn't believe it so ask him again?

"what did just say? "

I ask, with an unbelievable eyes.

he suddenly kneel and said.

"I beg you, just sleep with him once, this only once and will never do it again. "

he beg with a teary eyes.

I slap him, and yelled at him.

"what are you saying? I'm your wife! how could you ask me to do that and you didn't even touch me and now you are asking me to sleep with a stranger? "

I yelled at him! this was unbelievable where do you see someone want their wife to sleep with others? this is crazy.

"please I beg you, my company will fall if you don't help me "

he said, I look at his eyes and saw that he really is serious.

my tears fall down from my eyes and nod.

"get out! "

I can't watch him begging to me, so I said it and turn back from him.

I sense that he stand up and pat his knee.

"get ready and I send you to the place. "

he said that made my heart ache, he want to send his wife to other man by himself? he actually can do that just like he diliver a food to the customer?

"get out! "

I said angrily and slam the door. I can't help but accept it, he is the only one left to me. I don't have friends, cousins,.

my father was kick out from the GU family and cut their ties.

my mother is from the Philippines so naturally their family are in Philippines and I want to visit them but I don't know if they are kind or what? and apart from that I don't where they live? what their name?. my parents din't say anything about it.

I changed my dress, and put some light make up. after some minutes I walk out from my room and go outside of house.

when I got out I saw LU meng inside of the black car, let say he is not a gentleman like others.

who cares anyway, I sat in front seat and look at the window and stay silent.

this scene is like a father who will sell her daughter in brothel.

while thinking of this LU meng suddenly said.

"don't let me down. "

he said. if he din't see that he was begging a while ago maybe she will think that GU meng is ordering her.

one hour past and we got in the place where the man waiting inside of the house.

I look at the watch and learn that it's already nine sixteenth o'clock.

i watch the car who was preparing to leave, but before its leave LU meng again remind her.

"do your best don't let me down "

after that the car run so fast.

I clench my fists because of anger.

I look at the extraordinary big and beautiful house full of flowers with disgust.

'who is this man who was willing to sleep with me who was already married? '

I whispered as if someone will answer.

I walk closer the the big door, I push it and the sound like creepy were heard in the intire house.

~~crrreeeaaak ------

I look around but there's no one around, I step forward and saw a sticky note on the desk.

- upstair in last room-

there's only four words and nothing else, I don't feel so good about this it's like a haunted house. I walk back and closes the door that make another noise again, I look around as if something will wake up because of noise and that is a demon.

I walk upstairs cautiously, look up and down. I feel that the way I act is like a thief, but Im really afraid and angry at the same time.

finally I got in the last room, I push it but saw nothing but a dark room.

when Im ready to switch the light on the husky voice rang on my ear.

"don't turn the light on. "

he said that make me stupefied, I feel nervous that the sweat on my forehead run down to my face.

the door suddenly close and I can feel the big hand on my waist.

"why din't you choose me? "

he whispered and begone to kiss my neck, on that night I lost my first time to the stranger, I woke up that no one around but a sticky note with mobile number.

I cried and cried when I realized what happened last night. I accept that I injoy it, but I just can't think that I'm so dirty. I walk to the bath room and take a bath, I got a shower and scrub hard my body but the kiss mark din't disappear.

hour later I got home but before I can enter I heard some voice inside the house.

"Mr. meng, you really have a guts huh! you just killed her father but still make money using her body, hahaha when will you divorce her? "

the man said inside the house, I don't know what are they talking about but there's some feeling that want me to listen to their discussion. maybe I'm just curious.

"Tsk! that slut! she's a model of course there's no way that she is still a ******, how could I make my self sex with her! so disgusting. Oww thanks to our bet and I won, so how about bet again,?"

LU meng replied, when I heard it my heart feel ache but I still want to hear more.

"bet what? that she will go meet that Mr. fu again to have a sex? hahha of course she will four years that she didn't taste a d**k I'm sure it's make her crazy. by the way how is Da lian? I heard she was pregnant? "

the man comment and ask. who's Da Lian? I ask it my self.

"yeah she's pregnant, she was living with my mother in the main house now. I was planning that I think after a month I will divorce that slut and marry Da Lian. "

when I heard it the tears fall from my eyes. so they were talking about my father, me and the bet?

I run to the coffee shop not far away and cried and cried.

time past without knowing and my phone rang suddenly, I read the name 'hubby ' and again my tears fall down.

I cleared my throat and answer it.

"did you do will? where are you now? isn't it feel good? I'm sorry I'm not capable to do that to you. but I'm not angry if you find him again and--"

huh! such a good husband, I don't want to hear some words from him do cut him and said.

"let's get divorce "

he want to divorce me? that case he can shame me to his family? don't worry I do it now for you.

"what did you say? "

I can feel from his voice that he din't expect it and ask it.

"let's get divorce "

I just repeat what I said. but he replied instantly.

"go home now! "

he said angrily and hung up the phone.

I stand weakly and walk to the house, when I entered LU meng held my arms tightly and slam me to the couch.

"just because you taste the thing that four years you don't have. you want to divorce me as soon as you finish to satified yourself? you slut! "

he yelled and slap me. I was stunned of what he did, I din't expect that he can lay his hand to me. I cried and yelled at him.

"slut? din't you the one who push me to that strange man? who push me? who lied to me? who killed my father? ME? All this years I always thought that I owe you a big one! but damn! you called me slut? who do you think you are? you don't even know that all along this past few years Im still a ****** but call me slut? how dare you! let's get divorce or else I go to the police station now! "

I scold him while my tears are falling from my eyes.

"you are ******?..... "

he said, but not long after he said the something that I couldn't accept.

"what ever! yes I killed your father because he heard about the betting with my friends, so I really should keep him silent. even if you go to police station I don't care, who will believe you anyway? just slap the money on their face they already can do what the honest can't do and I lied to you so what? Da Lian is different from you! as for I push you to someone because there's a billion in your body.! hahaha "

he crazily laugh and I cried when I heard it. so he din't even diny it. I'm so stupid! I'm idiot! father I'm sorry.

"divorce? dream on! "

he said and slam the door, I feel dirty on my body! I feel ashame! I cried so loud.

hour past and I walk weakly on the street sobbing, and talking to my self. "it's all my fault "

I said it again and again that people around mistaken me as a crazy. suddenly someone shout but I din't give attention to it.

cause of a blurry vision I didn't see a truck coming to me, just then I realized what happened. all pain I feel it all mental and physical, my last tears fall down from my eyes and I said.

"in my next life all I want is revenge, you LU family just wait!"

I whispered but before I could close my eyes I see some one hugging me.

"why didn't you choose me? now---"

that's only I heard before I lost my conscious. I feel regret, I feel angry, I feel sad, but when I heard this voice I smile painfully.

(that is only a past memories)

"what a weird dream"

i whispered. I, FU ChenXian am a son of the CEO of FU Corp company. I've got a fever the other day and now I wake up from that weird dream. yes a weird dream where Im chasing the woman who already married, and I keep asking why she din't choose me.

what a weird dream how could I chase someone who already married .

"Ran! come inside! "

I shout from my room, ran is my bodyguard but also my childhood friend his father is the body guard of my father.

"Chen? your awake? here drink some of water. "

he reach the water and said.

"ran, do you know some model who has a GU surname??"

I ask and drink the water.

"GU? I think no the GU family here are so arrogant and some of them are actress nor handling some beauty busseness and dress designer. "

he put his finger on his chin and said.

so there's no model in GU family then who is this GU?

"oh! why did you ask this? "

cause of curiosity ran ask.

"nothing, I have a task to you, investigate the girl who name GU chenli. "

if this girl is ixist in this world then I can follow that dream to inherit that company or else that uncle of mine will do his all best to transfer the money to him.

"Ow! is this girl got your interest?"

ran said with a weird smile and spark on his eyes.

"I don't, I just want to know if she was ixist in this world, and if she is ixist then investigate her, no more question"

I said with and glare at him that make him laugh and run outside.

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'where am I? what's this? '

GU chenli ask herself, then a light came out of nowhere along with the magical voice and a woman.

'as a twins who died in the same day, in your past life she wish that to save you, and that can't be change. as for unknown reason the father give a task to me."

the voice said.

"who are you?? "

GU chenli ask in panic.but she was nowhere to run.

"I send you to the past where you are still 19, but you need to choose the body to change your fate. the body of your twin or your original body? as a ancestor I need to find a successor of ancient GU manual. I once travel to the ancient time and became a successor and now Im finding a suitable successor of mine but before that you need to change your fate. "

the voice rang out again and GU chenli was confused, she was already dead and she was given a second time? she can accept it but twins? she din't know about it.

"your twin or yours? you need to change your fate. "

the woman ask again.

"what will happen if I choose the body of my twins? "

she ask, don't mind anything as long as she can get her revenge and change her fate.

"you will teleport at the place where your original body was and the memories of your family will change even your grandma who was talking good care of your twin. as for your twin memories will transfer to you but don't worry your own memories will never fade. "

the woman explain.

after thinking about it GU chenli choose to use her twin body.

"then I want to change everything, with the body of my twin. "

she said.

"watch by heaven and earth in the name of father your wish will be granted, I will bless your soul to change your fate using the tears of father and son. now, ...you will be free again, wish the GU will last longer in your hands."

before the voice vanished GU chenli feel someone whisper on her ear.

'nice to meet you, I wish you will be happy this time. '

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"chen, the girl your were looking is dead!"

ran push the door and said it loud. it has been two days when he start to find the girl and unexpectedly this girl is very simple and poor aside from that she was dead for unknown reason.

"what? dead? impossible! how could she be dead? "

fu ChenXian was stunned and think about it.

he then realized his action how could he give concern to the stranger, the important is the person is actually real. but he don't understand because if the person is real then who is that girl who he was chasing?

"is there wierd happened lately?"

he ask to ran who also looking at him.

"I don't know if it's weird or I'm just thinking to much, the second day since GU chenli deid there was a girl who exactly look a like her suddenly appeared and I heard she was her twins from Philippines, but when Im investigate her, I found that she was also dead at the same day and time where GU chenli also died. and also there's no record of her name in all airport. "

ran said with a curious look.

"what? what's her name?"

before ran could answer he grab the profile on ran hand. and at this time also the name change under his eyes. dead:gu chenli to GU shenling, mysterious woman: GU shenling to GU chenli,because of what he saw his hand was trembled and the paper fall down to the floor.

ran quickly pick it up and look at it. when he read it again he was stunned and his eyes get bigger.

"what is this? how could it changed? I really read it awhile ago and I remember it exactly but why is this become like this?"

he ask as if anyone knows.

"this.... investigate the whole GU family! "

he order that ran also quickly move.

fu ChenXian was in a daze all day thinking about what happened and what mysterious behind this GU Shenling how could she changed all it? in that case she can also change the memories of the people around her or know the truth?

(please just imagine that this is the ancestor of GU family hehehe)