A girl was sitting in the bench of the park she was quite pretty she had long black hair , shiny black eyes, fair skin and looked like she was in her 20's.

The spring's wind breeze touched her gently and rushed through her hair. She looked calm and was lost in her thought.

A man probably of 25 yrs, brown hair, wore spectacles, tall and quite good looking, Came towards her. Though his presence is enough to burn the party the girl even though didn't noticed him, she was lost in her thought.

" Oizumi... hi ! " he said with a smile , that smile could kill your heart and make you fall for him.

" ahh.. oh! kaname when did you came? " she said surprisingly.

" yeah.. I think..if you can come out from your tiny world maybe then you would live attentively in this real world and would notice me! " he said with a deep sigh.

She smiled cutely and said " maybe Iam not meant to live in here ...."

He looked at her gently as like she's a firework if he can't see it carefully he would miss it out .

" Am I looking gorgeous or is there something in my face, why are you staring at me closely" she said *confused.

".... no.. it's...nothing.. you are daydreaming.. " he said *blushing.

" hmm whatever let's talk about business, why did you call me out "

" I called you because I want your help to write my novel, can you help? " he said with those pity eyes.

" Woah.. you the great writer that's internationally well known, comes to me a biologist and ask for my help to write a novel.. this sounds hilarious "

" Aye.. I'm also an human I need help some times, tell me will you help me or not " he said negotiating with her point.

" yeah! yeah! I'll help my dear friend tell me the problem ...but I can't write a novel OK "

" The thing is I have write many novels of suspense, thriller and many more but now I want to write a love story, as you are a girl you'll probably know about or have idea about it.. right? "

" .....love...!! " she said calmly like a ice melting and is drawn to sea.

" have you ever experienced it ? " he said with a deep sigh.

" yeah I've experienced it but I've never known that if he had loved me like I do to him " she said sadly , by looking at her it was obvious that she was in a deep pain .

" why don't you ask him directly now ? are you afraid that you'll be rejected " .

she giggles and says " no I'm not afraid of rejection now , and I want to ask him but I don't know where he is . I don't even know anything about him except his name ...." although it's spring but she looked frozen like ice in the winter.

" hmm I don't want to upset you but you can tell me about it..if you like... who knows maybe sharing your story would lessen your pain " he said gently.

" yeah sure!! sharing with my best friend doesn't seem a bad idea... " .

Then she began to tell him her story

it all started when we first met.......

( from now onwards the story will be told by Oizumi's side )

I was standing on the bridge and it was raining heavily , the rain drops showered on me , it felt like they were trying to go into my skin... it was painful.....or maybe it was painful because of my grieveness. I was going to die that day I believed I had no one to depend on , I had been living those three years in grieve , distress and loneliness. So, I finally decided to die. I said those words " bye ! " and jumped from the bridge without any second thought.

As I was falling a sudden fear caught me , the fear of death, maybe a part of me still wanted to live , still wanted to find joy in the world. At that time I remembered everyone says " if there is hope there is always a possible way " maybe I should have also kept the hope then maybe my life would have been different .

" I don't want to die ! " I said unconsciously.

I felt my hands cold and like I was not falling anymore , I opened my eyes slowly and I saw a hand holding my hand , I looked up and I found that a boy saved me from falling down.

His eyes colour was blue just like a blue crystal and his skin was fair but pale .

Before I realised I was there on the bridge. Then a sudden feeling of anger urged upon me and I became angry to that unknown boy who saved me from falling. I didn't wanted to believe that I didn't wanted die , that I feared "death" afterall I said to my parents that I am coming to them . That feeling of guilt and sorrow made me bust into anger upon him

I shouted " why! why? why? did you save me, who told you to save me!....i want to die... I want to die ....! " , tears rolled down as I said those words.

That guy come close to me and asked

" is that what you really want ? "

" ..yes... that's way I really..want.. "

" huh... but.. I don't think you wanted to die afterall you said 'I don't want to die' didn't you" " ....but...I also didn't said I want to live and

who the hell are you to say those things to me" I shouted in anger because I feared that he was true.

" are you insane why do you want to die, don't you think of your of your family ! " he shouted me back .

I laughed at what he said and I replied

" me? ...my family?..hahaha... I don't have a family my mom and dad had died and I don't have any motto to live in this cruel world...."

he shouted out " are you blind have your mental capacity retarded... don't you care about the person who loves you.. don't you think of your brother.?? " . Then a sudden feeling arose inside me after hearing those words I felt like I neglected my brother.

he said " remember you have your brother you have a family ! your brother is doing every possible way to support you and his life he cares you very much .. so shouldn't you try to support him instead of leaving him....." , those words that he said made me feel guilty and ashamed, I felt ashamed because I was ignoring my brother's effort, I ignored how he would have been feeling all those years like me, tears rolled down my cheeks as I thought about my brother.

"See he loves you very much..... " . Then I heard someone shouting " Oizumi ! Oizumi "

I at once knew it was my brother , looked back and I found my brother running in the rain, he was wet all over , he didn't even wore slippers and he looked exhausted, I cried even harder after looking at my brother, I felt ashamed of myself about how can I cause so much trouble to my brother. I knew him he would have rushed to find me at once after reading the letter I leaved for him and that's why he didn't even wore slippers. I began to cry loudly

He came running and hugged me tightly

" Oizumi !!! Iam so glad you are safe... Iam really really sorry for not looking after you like them.. I should have payed more attention towards you then work... Iam really sorry my dear sister.. please don't think to leave me, now I only have you in this whole world...."

" sob... sob.. brother I would never leave you again brother.. sob sob " . Brother carried me on his back and moved towards home, I looked back to see the guy who saved me but he was already gone , maybe he left at the time when brother came .

It's been many days since that incident happened and things seem to sort out well, and I have thrown out the idea of committing suicide. But another problem has arisen, my brother has become extra careful and cautious, he seems to bug around me as a honeybee roams around it's a flower, and really it's pissing me off.

Let me tell you an incident, it so happened that I asked my brother that I would go shopping to pick up ingredients for dinner, he agreed it. I went shopping. after shopping, as I was on my way home I remembered the guy who saved me back before. I wanted to meet him and would like to thank him. But ever since that day he never showed up, so I went to the bridge in the hope that he might be there or will show up there. I stood at the bridge and the night wind burst through me. I closed my eyes and was dissolving in the night's atmosphere. Suddenly someone hugged me tightly and said or you can say shouted " NO! NO! you promised me you would not think about suicide anymore ". At once I knew it that he was my brother. I took a deep breath and said " have you done enough, let me tell you I am not thinking of it ok! "

" Are you sure! you are not lying to me right! then what are you doing here tell me " he asked me suspiciously.

" brother I told you that I was saved by a guy, so I came here to find him....but don't you think you need to tell me something..."

".....??......." he was in confusion.

" hmm....tell me, were you following me! really you.....I hate it don't follow me everywhere don't you have work to do " I said in anger. He smiled cutely in order to forgive him. He said, "my dear cute sister I was just worried about you ".

" brother you don't need to worry about me that much, believe me, I will never think of doing it again, so you don't need to do this ".

After that incident brother's bugging has become less but still, he would call me now and then.

My school life is still the same, I have no friends yet. I was going through the corridor, suddenly someone bumped into me and we both fell down. our things get scattered here and there on the floor and I hurt my hand, he stood and said " are you okay! " as he said it a hand reached towards me I looked up and saw the guy who bumped into me. He was rather handsome, he had red hair, black eyes, and glowing skin.

" ummm..honestly I'm not well "

" oh! that was rather sharp well sorry and

where are you hurt "

" well I'll see it on my own you don't need to bother about it you have said sorry that's enough ".then I began to collect my things.

then the guy suddenly said " meet yea! at last"

" hmm..what's that supposed to mean? " I looked at him confusingly.

" Well don't you think we have met anywhere?"

he asked me.

" well, I don't think so " I opposed it.

" you don't remember me? huh, that's so sad " he said disappointed.

"Sorry.... but..did I know you? " I rolled my eyes.

" hmm..I was your classmate in junior school and is also now because I joined your school recently " he smiled brightly.

"oh....."

Afterward, I picked the books, and he helped me pick them up. I thought what a weird guy I have encountered, I also began to think of the guy who saved me , that time I didn't noticed it but now that I think bout it he was rather cute and handsome, well when would I meet him again.