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She Chose Herself

chapter 1 - The Rain and the First Kiss

It all began not in a crowded place, not with a grand moment but with a simple, unexpected message on a quiet night.

The world was asleep.

The moon hung silently in the sky, and Tenzii was lost in her thoughts,

when her phone lit up:

“Hi.”

That’s all it said.

From a boy she barely knew.

But something about that message — so ordinary — felt like the start of something extraordinary.

She replied.

The conversation flowed easily.

One message turned into ten.

Ten turned into a hundred.

Before she knew it, they were sharing their favorite songs, fears, memories, dreams.

The night passed, but their conversation didn’t. It was like finding a voice that spoke the same language as her silence.

They didn’t meet right away.

For a month, they stayed in that digital world

building something soft and curious between them.

And then, they met.

It was casual — as friends.

At least, that’s what it was supposed to be.

She was nervous, not expecting much.

But when she saw him in real life, something clicked.

He had the same calmness his texts carried, the same soft smile.

To her, it was a simple meeting.

To him… it was the beginning of falling.

After that day, their bond only grew stronger.

They started meeting more always in the same quiet forest.

It wasn’t planned, but slowly that place became theirs.

A secret little corner of the world where the trees listened and the wind carried their laughter.

They talked for hours.

About the stars, about heartbreak, about the meaning of life.

Sometimes they’d just sit in silence — and even that felt full.

Then came that one rainy day.

The sky was grey, the air smelled like wet earth, and the forest felt like a dream.

They sat on their usual spot — side by side, close but not touching.

Raindrops began to fall gently through the leaves above.

She turned to say something and before she could finish her sentence,

he kissed her.

On the lips.

Just a quick, soft kiss.

The kind that freezes time.

She pulled back, stunned.

Eyes wide, heart racing.

“Why did you do that?” she asked, her voice barely a whisper.

He looked at her and said calmly,

“I didn’t.”

And then — he leaned in again.

Another kiss.

Longer.

Certain.

Real.

Tears filled her eyes.

Her hands trembled.

It was her first kiss, and nothing in the world had prepared her for the way it would feel.

Too much, too fast, too deep.

She started crying.

But he didn’t move away.

He held her. Gently. Carefully.

And said the words that would echo in her heart forever:

“Yes, I kissed you because I love you.”

“There are so many girls in this world… but I found my love. It’s you.”

And in that rainy forest, under the sky full of clouds,

Tenzii felt something she had never felt before:

Wanted. Loved. Safe.

It was the beginning of a love story she never saw coming.

chapter 2 - Slowly Fading

The change didn’t happen overnight.

There was no sudden shift, no warning.

It was slow — so slow that Tanzii almost didn’t notice at first.

The messages that used to come every morning started arriving later.

The calls became shorter.

He started saying, “I’m busy,” more often than “I miss you.”

And yet, she held on.

She thought it was just a phase.

That maybe he was stressed. Tired. Distracted.

She didn’t want to seem needy, so she waited.

She gave him space.

Understanding. Patience.

She thought love meant compromise.

But the more she understood him, the less he understood her silence.

She remembered one day clearly —

she had asked him for just ten minutes.

Just ten minutes out of his day, to talk, to feel close again.

“Please,” she had said, “I don’t need hours. Just a few minutes. Just… you.”

He said he was busy.

That he’d call her later.

But he never did.

Not until she called first.

And every time she called, it felt like she was interrupting something more important.

“Samjha karo,” he would say.

“Main busy hoon.”

But she had feelings too.

Loneliness too.

And a growing ache that whispered, “You’re not his priority anymore.”

She missed him more with each passing day.

Sometimes, in the middle of the night, she’d close her eyes and remember everything —

that first hug, the way it made her feel safe,

how all her stress vanished in that one moment.

She had felt like she was finally home.

That hug wasn’t just a hug.

It was healing.

It was like all the broken parts inside her paused for a moment, just to breathe.

In his arms, she had felt protected — as if nothing in the world could harm her.

But as he started drifting away, she didn’t notice it right away.

The distance wasn’t loud.

It was silent. Like fog.

And when she finally did — when she gently asked for time, for a little more effort —

he said he understood…

but then he forgot.

She kept remembering.

Remembering everything — the warmth of his hand, the softness of his voice,

how he once made her believe in magic again.

And he kept forgetting.

Forgetting her need for time.

Forgetting the way her heart waited.

Every “samjha karo” felt like another door closing. Every broken promise turned her love story into a quiet goodbye.

She wasn’t asking for too much.

Just presence.

Just the version of him that once held her like she mattered.

But slowly, piece by piece, he disappeared.

Whatever this was… it was worth exploring.

Even if it came with fears, with confusion, with slow steps and uncertain moments — it was still something beautiful. And sometimes, the best kind of love isn’t the one that begins with certainty… but the one that’s brave enough to begin anyway.

But behind her gentle smile was a storm she never spoke of. She laughed like nothing hurt, but her heart carried silent bruises — from people who left, from promises that broke, from wounds still healing. She wanted to believe this would be different, but the fear was louder than she let on. Every night, she cried quietly, hiding her pain like a secret she couldn't afford to share. Because even though she was breaking inside, she didn’t want him to see the shattered parts of her. Not yet.

Chapter 3- The Silence Between Heartbeats

There was a time when she still believed that love meant understanding. That if she spoke her heart, he would listen. That if she showed her pain, he would care.

So, she told him — again and again —

“Mujhe accha nahi lag raha hai... please mujhse baat karo…”

Not in anger. Not in demand. But in quiet, honest pain.

She just wanted his voice. His time. His presence.

But every time she opened her heart, he didn’t respond with love.

Instead, he got irritated.

As if her feelings were noise.

As if her emotions were a problem he didn’t want to deal with.

The worst kind of heartbreak isn’t screaming or betrayal.

It’s indifference.

And he gave her just that — cold, casual ignorance, while she stood there, silently bleeding inside.

Eventually, she stopped asking.

Because how many times can someone cry to a wall before they accept there’s no one on the other side?

She let go of all her big expectations.

She stopped dreaming of long calls, surprise texts, or warm conversations.

All she wanted now… was ten minutes.

Just one call a day.

One tiny space in his 24-hour world where she could feel seen, heard, remembered.

And he promised.

He looked her in the eyes — through the screen, through the distance — and said,

“Pakka baby. Roz call karunga. Just ten minutes.”

And for a while, she believed him.

Because when you love someone, you want to believe their lies more than anyone else’s truth.

But days passed.

Then weeks.

And that call never came.

Sometimes he’d forget.

Sometimes he’d make excuses.

Sometimes he wouldn’t even realize how much she was hurting, sitting there, waiting, clutching the phone like a lifeline.

She would check the time every five minutes.

Refresh the screen.

Open the chat. Close it. Open it again.

Hold back tears until it was too late to hold anything anymore.

And every night, the same ending —

Tears soaking the pillow.

Heart heavy with the question:

“Kya mai itni bhi important nahi hu… ke koi apna ek simple vada bhi nibha le?”

She didn’t want diamonds. She didn’t want grand gestures.

She just wanted someone who meant what they said.

But she learned that some people only make promises to quiet your heart, not to keep them.

She stopped talking about her feelings — not because they disappeared, but because they weren’t welcome.

She buried her pain in silence, smiled in front of the world, and became the girl who never asked for too much.

But deep down, the truth was loud:

She had asked for so little — and still, it was too much for him.

Each ignored message, each broken promise, became a reminder of how invisible she had become in his world.

But in her world, he was everything.

And that imbalance?

That was the real heartbreak💔🙃

Because nothing hurts more than loving someone so deeply…

while slowly realizing they were never holding you the same way.

That you were holding on to something —

while they had already let go, without even telling you.

She kept giving, hoping he’d notice.

She kept breaking, hoping he’d care.

But all she was left with… was the sound of her own heart begging her to stop.

And that’s when she knew —

Sometimes love doesn’t leave you all at once.

Sometimes… it disappears piece by piece — every time you’re forced to pretend you’re okay.

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