As the wind whispers secrets of what could have been..As I stand on the empty platform full of memories.Good ones and bad ones.Well lost on which one to listen as all of this is in my head.

I chose the good ones ..... the ones that brought me laughter , joy , happiness and smile...the ones that taught me to appreciate the little things that I have.

Not the bad ones cause those were there one that brought me pain , tears , sadaness, trauma and unhealed wounds.

My name is Jennifer Lawrence, I live in Gana in a orphanage center , my parents died 7 years ago and since then I found myself all alone in a blink of a second.

Most people would agree if I would say it's better to tell your problems to a rock than a person . It's just better to be in a platform with people who care than being in a crowded platform with strangers.

In my journey with life I chose to make friends,people to create memories with , people to share the laughter with and people to bring hope .

Well let just say I made the right decision because they became my siblings from then on. They became the people to sit under the tree and listen to the wind whispering of could have been.

The wind became the melody I never knew that existed..a bittersweet taste of truth. All thanks to its existence that I had a melody that refuses to fade away.

As I stared deep into the forest the secrets slowly began to erase. In the mist of it all it retold all the wonders and the past letting me to understand a little more.

The wind was the door to many more . The key to the hidden world . They passport to the far away lands.

It is when I leant the importance of REAL FRIEND the ones who chooses to stay even when things are though.

All of my years I wished all the talking dragons and kind hearted fairs in the books were real but it all exist in a book and in a dream .Wishing that some how it will all come to life.

Sometimes it is the little things that hurts, the unshared laughter, the silents, the empty chair and the deep loneliness.

For me it all change when I met him ....it was on the 16 of May 2025.I just had came back from school and me and my friends (Amanda,Loyce )were walking from the bus stop we saw him. We both looked at each other and smiled.

There was an unexplainable feeling to the both of us, I got lost every time I look at his face,even offered to hug one onather, not know this was the start of something between the two of us.

Who knew that love can be found in unknown places and at unpredictable places. I seats told myself that true love never existed but from that day onwards I believed in true love.

After a week later I saw him again . We stared at each other and smiled ."Hi" he said ."Dont I know you ? Did we see each other last week ? " I asked .

"Yes , you are correct we did see each other but we never got to know each other's names , mines is Michael " he replied.

"Mine is Jennifer." I said quickly. We both walk together without talking to each other. To break the silence I asked him some personal questions.

"Which school do you attend?" I asked out of curiosity. "T.J Secondary, what about you?"he said. "T.P secondary " I replied. Well it turned out he is 17 and I am 14.

The worse part he is in grade 11 and I am in grade 8. Well they say age is just a number and it was a 3 year difference.

After two days I saw him again this time I was with my friend Amanda .He came and greeted us and asked me out .

This was the start of our relationship 22 May 2025.

Meanwhile I told him to keep it private for now due to that if people knew it will end up reaching to my Center guardian and I will be in a huge problem and even get punished.

Well he did the opposite of what I told him.He told nearly everyone that we are dating.It did not bother me that much until my Ex found out.

That will be Peacemaker .... well it was a lot of drama and he even told Michael that he is my Ex.Well after we broke up we became friends but what he did got on my nerve but I placed my self in his position like imagine your Ex is your best friend and your Ex tells you who she is dating.

It kinds of hurts if you still loved the person .Not too long I told one of my friends about Michael and they told me that Michael was dating 3 other girls.

I was broken within an instant ,I tried to tell myself that she was joking well she was not and even show me pictures and conversations between them .That even broke me more.I asked his brothers if they knew something.

Well they knew every single detail and I just tried to ignore the facts and ask him .He never answered me and even ignored me for weeks interrogating who told me.

Deep inside I was already prepared for this since the is a 3 year difference between the two of us. Well the thought that always said true love does not exist came to my mind again....

This time I did not cry but moved forward and pretended as if nothing happened .I changed my number and I blocked him for a month.

Well I thought this was the end of us but nope I just love him even more and he even paid attention to me .He went with me to the park and other places.

But deep inside the truth was eating me alive.