I feel so lonely and depressed all the time I feel like dying.

Ever since, my mom died, my dad became depressed but then after a while I heard that I have a step mother,

I never wanted a step mom but my dad insisted that she stayed with us.

Whenever my dad wasn't around, her mood would always change and she would torment me. I hated her so much but whenever I tell dad about her, he would always shout at me.

"Adam treat your mother with respect, she is a nice woman!"

She made my life hell!

When I was elementary school, I didn't make any friends, they would ignore me but then this girl came up to me and said Hi. I didn't know what to say to her but I quietly said Hi to her back. Her name is Celicia

She was very nice to me, we started talking to each other more and then one day I saw her and some friends talking and I heard them talking about me

Celicia: Can you believe he thought I was his friend, why would I be friends with a loser like him.

I felt so betrayed, like I lost trust for people.

After that I never talked to her or anyone at all. Everyone always insult me whenever I'm walking by, but I just ignore them. By the time I was in high school, I was cold, I felt nothing

I felt empty....

Present day

Once I started high school, people started noticing me and girls would crowd around me and ask about me but would just give them a cold look and walk away. They only liked me because of my looks, girls are so annoying but then this girl bumped into me.

Adam: *Silent* Watch where you're going

Girl: Oh sorry, I didn't mean to, you're new here right, I'm Bei Lu, nice to meet you.

Adam: Whatever.

I never really 'cared' for what she has to say, she's just another one of those brats.

And then I had other problems

There was this gang of boys and when I just passed them, they started lecturing me.

Bully: Hey you, this is our territory and do you know what happens to people like you, they get a beating.

Adam: I don't have time for your games.

Bully: You're a brave one, but you can't beat us.

*Adam avoid bully*

*Adam beats up bullies*

Adam: I told you I didn't have time for your games.

Girl: Oh my gosh, the new boy beat those boys, who is he?

Whoa dude you were awesome, how about you and me hang out.

Adam: Not interested.

Aww come on, pleassse

Adam: Fine

Yeah My name is Sato Yuutu

Adam: Adam Aoki

Yuutu: So what do you want to do?

Adam: I want you to leave me alone, I'm use to being alone.

Yuutu: But, but.😟

In mind:Aww he's so mean, does he even have any friends, no wonder he's so grumpy.

At the rooftop

Hi there.

Adam: What do you want?

I'm just wanted to ask you how did you beat up those guys, those were the toughest guys in school.

Adam: They didn't seem tough enough.

My name is Sakura Aki.

None of these girls are innocent.

Sakura: Could you teach me how to fight like that, I mean why would a girl like me want to learn how to fight?

Adam: No

Sakura: How could you be so cold! Have I done something wrong or something offensive.

Adam: I just have no interest.

Sakura: This is why I hate people like you, your type of people always beat me down! *runs away*

Adam in mind: Suddenly I feel bad inside but I don't know why. Maybe I should've said yes or at least help her.

After school

Sakura: What do you want?

Adam: Let me help you with whoever is messing around with you.

Sakura: Forget it.

Adam in mind: Fine I'll just follow her, I think I'm gonna regret this.😑

Gangster: Hey Sakura, how you doing.

Sakura: It's none of your concern, leave me alone.

Gangster: Oh you'll regret saying that, boys get her.

Adam in mind: So that's why she asked me for my help.

Adam: I wouldn't do that I were you, what do you say you leave her alone or you're not gonna like what's gonna happen.

Gangster: Get out of here, boys get them!

*Adam starts fighting*

Sakura: He came here for me, but why?

Adam: You could've just told me, you were in trouble with these guys.

Sakura: Thank you \\ *hugs*

Adam: What is this feeling, it feels warm.