The class is coming to an end so I am already preparing my equipment, as far as I know we do not have a js practice because it is close but I am not excited.

"hey he will coming here..do you know?" Said ni jezza.

"Who?" I asked.

"duh??! dont me! ok, as if you dont know about that?.." she said while laughing.

“Who is that ?? “I said again while fixing things when another of our female classmates suddenly approached and of course we were also friends even though i dont like them much chos!

"yes ! rave you've heard it right he is coming" she said with the looks of being excited.

" ****! i didnt know anything,. what you guys talking about" annoyed.

"Who else but the one you love!" Said rhaine her eye is cheerfully widened while saying that.

"I love??" I asked as I slowly turned to johan not far away laughing at our other male classmates.

"That's not him! stupid! Clariz said when she noticed I turned to Johan. "The other one, I mean the old one".

After ive heard what she said, my chest suddenly throbbed loudly as if I was deaf with so much nervousness but I did not let them notice it.

"What if he comes?" I said while I was arranging my things.

"Aren't you excited?" jezza asked.

"No" was my quick reply. "And then how did you know he was coming ?. I asked.

"i just heard it outside,duh it was a talk of the town though." Replied jezza. But I didn't believe it because I knew they were close before.

I was about to leave the room when suddenly someone shouted inside and outside the room up to the corridor, he was about to enter the gate, not to mention that he was famous in our school. He was wearing a white t-shirt and cargo shorts, his hair was falling out, and he had the familiar arrogance of walking as if he had such a walk that you thought he was the king of the road.

while he was walking he often raised her fallen hair that always goes to the front, his smile,  that looks like you will be also smile, not so tall but very handsome guy and even more added to his look is his dimples. and the character the he always posses,duh? the uplifting ,boastful look that made him handsome at some point.

"He's so handsome, seriously" said by our classmates.

They were the only ones to approach him except me, all of them are happy to see him, some of the girls taking picture with him while i was standing behind those crowds his eyes meet mind and i could'nt move.

why can't I get close to him? Is it because im still mad at him? Or is it because he really mean it, he really mean to coming back? Or because I still have feelings for him ? Do i still love him despite of the thing that he did to me? He left me with full of hatred,darkness,nightmares, and leaving me in pain.