Today is the day that every girl dream for their life, today is the day that every girl feel happiest day in their life, today is the day that every girl waits & hope to happen in their life, yes!!! It happened in my life!!! the day I was

dreaming, hoping for longer period and at last the wait came to an end but should I be happy or sad about the day?

I guess everyone will meet their first love in their life, some people at early time but some for later stages still definitely we will meet our first love because no one can escape from love cage and we will be prisoner for our entire life and after death too.

I also had my first love, oops!!  Sorry, he is still my first and only love too….the sad thing is  today is the day of my marriage and it is with…..

Jessy!!! Are you ready?

As I was standing in front of mirror in white gown, immersed in thinking …..a voice came  behind the door, she is keenya my child hood friend.

Jessy, are you feeling happy, I know you were waiting  for this day (hugging jessy)

I just gave a bitter smile to her where she couldn’t understand the pain behind my smile.

I step in to church, I can see the guest are mesmerized by wedding ceremony, my parents are so happy to see me in wedding dress….as I start to continue to walk towards groom my heart start to beat wildly…I stood next to him with hesitation.

Do you want to marry her? asked by church father

He replied after killing few seconds saying yes I do

I can say he doesn’t like me but still why did he want to marry me? A few questions again start to arise in my mind at the moment…

Do you want to marry him? Asked by church father

I didn’t know what to reply.. I tilted my head to see groom he is staring at floor with blank face like me ….at that moment a flash of memory from childhood till the day swiped around my mind…I stood silently.

Everyone in the hall were shocked by my silence….do you want to marry him?  asked by church father again

I didn’t know what to reply but Jason next to me hold my hand and looked into my eyes and said I’m there with you don’t worry…those are the words that warmed my heart and it was said by groom…at that moment  I fell in love with my first love again….yes he is my first love that I was dreaming like a fool since childhood, the day every girl wants to marry their first love has came to me and fulfilled my dream but I’m not happy because the one I love doesn’t love me back..

I replied Yes I want to marry him with mixed emotions of happy, sad and fear of losing him again…

We both turned to each other and he put ring onto my hand, I put ring to his hand slowly and next moment i can hear cheering voice by guest and see the parents tears filled with happiness but what about us? We both are not happy but still i tightened my lips till the end of the ceremony…..

At night I’m sitting on my bed alone waiting for my groom… it’s already late night still he didn’t come , I guess he will never show up too…

With heavy burden in my heart at last I shed my tears drop by drop, because after 13 years of loving him still I got nothing but left with tears……

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Unknowingly I slept while waiting for him, when I open my eyes already sun stood at the sky,his rays were spilled all over the earth….i  raised myself from bed, sooner I realized that I was sitting on the couch at the night but I ended up at bed in the morning….

Why didn’t you sleep last night?

I hear voice coming from left side of my bed , I turned my head to see and it is Jason. I was silently seeing him, then he told me to get ready to get back to the city with him.

We both got ready and set to say off to our both parents.

mom take care of your heath and go with operation procedures said by me to my mother and she agreed, then i told to my father with regarding operation day by saying those words i left.

he is driving the car, the atmosphere around us were dead silent, then he broke the silence by saying do you have any plan for today

I was startled by his words as I was about to say I’m free… I got a call from jack my good friend since college ….

Hello jack how are you?

as soon as i picked up the call a roaring and loud voice came from other side saying Jessy is it true,  You got married to Jason, why didn’t you invite me you cheater

Although jack is big celebrity now but still I feel he is the same person I met on first day of college, as I laughed at his words made Jason bit uncomfort and stopped the car.

What happened?

he said nothing and continued to drive as nothing happened, then I continued to speak with jack and he told me to meet him at the restaurant….

I see Jason and he nodded his head you can go out as i have some work today…I felt bit sad because I thought jason wanted to take me out but I was excited for nothing….

He dropped me to the restaurant, I asked him to join us but he said he will come to pick me up and join us later.

(jason left)

I entered the restaurant and looked around and as usual jack booked the whole restaurant…I see jack sitting on a table and walked towards him…

Ooohhh!!! the famous idol got a free time to meet me hahaha!!!!

You, are you my friend you ungrateful girl, you didn’t call me to the wedding hmph!! he said those words by pouting his face.

It was just a sudden plan as myself I was not sure what was happening in my life…

after few arguments between us at last we came to settle down to normal conversation.

Anyway I’m happy for you, at least you married to the person whom you loved for many

years…

I lowered my head down and replied although we are married but this wedding was forced by mother and we both had no option but to marry within 2 days…

He was shocked by my words.

What are you saying? Didn’t you both agree to this wedding.

I smiled at him with tears filled in my eyes and start to explain the situation to him that happened 3 days before…

(Three days before)

My hands were shivering by nervous, i was waiting for the doctor to come out of the room,  after few minutes doctor came..

Dad and me ran to the doctor and asked him about the situation, he replied your mother has

to get operation soon by 15 days…

Yes, don’t worry about money please do with the procedure said by my dad.

But the operation success rate is very low, you both have to be brave to face the reality.

When I hear those hurtful words from doctor I busted out with tears, but we didn’t have any option but to carry out the operation.

At night, I was sitting next to my mom and watching her sleep, I hear opening of door sound, I turned to check who is the person, it is him Jason and his parents.

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