**Introduction

I** was barely 8 years old, wondering why he left me. It was painful to know that you don't matter to someone who matters the most to you. All along, I've received a lot of love, yet his love is what I sought the most.

I was 2 and half when my dad left us. since then, he didn't bother to contact us. I missed him the whole time. Does he know that? Of course not! he was busy getting married to numerous women. I felt abandoned, and I blamed myself for his departure. I used to pray to God, to take me with him. coz I wished, at least God might take me in.

it never made sense though. I was bullied a lot. At home and at schools. By "schools" I mean that I went to different schools each year. There was no one to back me up. I felt unwelcome everywhere.

That's me, the fellow found in the depth of the rock bottom. i

Its not easy for me to overcome my insecurities. Life taught me lessons in a savage way. I'm a good student, still learning. *welcome to my door step.

I wish you knew, ...**you are far more special than you think you are***..