The rain was still falling down the gloomy sky. Lia was knocked out by the cool weather and stress

from work. It had been raining since noon.

She arose to scent of dust and water mixed with the strong scent of dark coffee which began to

overshadow the rainy scent all over the house. There were creeks and noises coming from down the

stairwell. She reached out her hand to pick up her phone, which she usually kept on a bedside

drawer . She felt nothing. Her heart racing in pounds as Darkness covered the whole room.

Everywhere became silent.

She found her way out the door and down the steps, her hands placed firmly against the wall.

"Hello,

" "Anyone home?"

T o the sound of boiling fluid and the feel of hot vapour , Lia walked into the kitchen. There was

coffee boiling in the coffee machine; she walked over and turned it off in confusion, wondering

literally anything.

She picked up the jar and poured herself a decent amount of coffee.

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The chill of the atmosphere prickled the back of her neck.

"Why?"

She slowly reluctantly turns around with the mug of coffee in her hand.

He was standing there. Derek. His face half surrounded in shadow , but she was still able to make

out the rage twisting his features, his eyes burned — not with anger , but with something deeper ,

colder , unnatural.

Lia stood by the kitchen slab, her phone in his hand still glowing. The last message from Caleb

glaring up at him like evidence at a crime scene. Across the room, Derek leaned on the doorway,

arms crossed, eyes fixed on her .

"I saw everything,

" he said quietly.

"The messages. The photos. Even the ones you tried to erase.

"

Lia's breath caught. Her mind scrambled for something — an excuse, a reason, a lie that didn't

sound like one. But there was nothing. Just the sound of her pulse pounding in her ears.

"I didn't mean for it to happen,

" she said, her voice barely above a whisper .

Derek's eyes narrowed.

"Y ou didn't mean to start sleeping with Caleb?"

His name landed like a slap. Caleb. Derek's co-worker . Their friend. Someone who'd sat at their

dinner table, toasted to anniversaries, laughed at inside jokes, stood by Derek when he said his

vows.

Lia couldn't meet his gaze.

"It wasn't about Caleb. It was about me. I felt like I was disappearing

in our life. Y ou were always gone, always buried in work. I didn't know how to reach you.

"

"So instead of trying, you reached for him,

" Derek said bitterly.

"

ours.

"Y ou gave him what used to be

"He was always available,

" she screamed at the top of her voice. Her shaky voice as tears rolled

down her cheeks.

"I still love you,

" tears swelled in her eyes.

Derek shook his head slowly.

" Then why did you risk everything for someone who means

nothing?"

The question landed hard — because she didn't have an answer . Or maybe she did, but it was ugly,

selfish, and too late.

Derek stepped away from the doorway, grabbed his keys off the counter , and looked at her one last

time.

"I don't know who you are anymore,

" he said quietly.

"And I don't know if I want to.

"

The door closed behind him with a finality that made her knees weak.

Lia stood there in silence, surrounded by shadows of what used to be, haunted by choices she could

never take back.

Derek's POV

I never thought I'd be that guy — the one who walks into his own life like a stranger . But that

day...

that moment? It split me clean in two.

It was a Tuesday. Just an ordinary soul-sucking, office-drenched Tuesday. My co-worker — Caleb

— the guy we shared beers with after late nights, covered for when he needed time off, even

invited into my home — he was the one. He was the knife I didn't see coming.

There's no way to describe the kind of pain that grips your chest when your world caves in right in

front of you — when the two people you trusted become strangers in a single moment.

It wasn't just infidelity. It was betrayal laced with familiarity. My wife — the woman I'd built my

life with — and him — my best friend, my supposed friend, someone I shared jokes with during

the lunch breaks, someone who sat across me, every day pretending like everything was normal.

The trust I carried for Lia, for Caleb, all crumbled in an instant.

I began questioning everything — every late night she would want to cuddle but I was too busy

trying to make money for her , for us to be able to start a stable family. Every late night turned to her

claiming she needed space too.

Every time he called out of work sick, every time I vouched for him to our manager , thinking he

was going through a rough patch with his recent divorce.

It's not just the actual marriage that dies — it's your sense of self. Y ou start wondering if you

were ever enough.

If the jokes, the memories, the quiet moments, ever meant anything to either of them. Or if you

were just some fool walking through life blind, trusting the wrong people.

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LIA'S POV:

I didn ' t expect him to see the messages. I thought I was being careful — not because I had

something to hide, but because I didn't want to complicate something that felt harmless... at first.

When he looked at me with a mixture of hurt and confusion in his eyes, I felt the ground shift

beneath me. I wasn't sure how to define what was happening. I'd never meant to hurt him.

Y es,

It was an affair , but only a physical one?

I don't know. Maybe. I knew Derek was doing his best, but Caleb was just someone who listened.

Someone who noticed when I was tired, or when I looked good in that new blouse, I waited ages

for Derek to tell me that I did.

Someone who didn't forget the little things.

And I guess I got used to feeling seen again.

Derek was always caught up with work and soon we began to drift apart.

Caleb made me feel seen. That's what I was chasing — not him. Not Caleb. Just the feeling my

own husband couldn't give me.

But now I see what it cost. The trust in my husband's eyes had shattered, and I'm not so sure if I

can glue it back together with apologies.

I never meant to betray him, but I did. Not with my attention, but with my body.

My desires, the parts of me that wanted to explore, that should have been his alone. I let someone

else in. And now , I might lose everything.

* * *

Lia stared at her phone, hands trembling, the screen still glowing with Caleb's messages: "Last

night was amazing, I can't stop thinking about you, I wish you were here right next to me. Don't

forget to delete our messages this time. I love you.

"

These words echoed in her mind, louder than the oppressive silence that filled the room. The house

felt different now – emptier , heavier . Like it knew something had broken.

She scrolled through her contacts and tapped Juanita's name. It was late – past midnight – but

she couldn't be alone with this. Not tonight.

The phone rang once. Twice. On the third ring, Juanita answered.

"Lia?" Juanita's voice cracked.

"He knows, Juanita. Derek found out.

"

There was a bit of silence on the other end. Lia pictured her sister sitting up, fully awake now ,

bracing herself.

"Found out what?"

Lia swallowed hard. Her throat burned. The words tasted like ash.

"About Caleb,

" she whispered.

"He knows about me and Caleb.

"

Juanita let out a slow , deliberate breath.

"Jesus. Lia, how?"

" I don ' t know Sis,

" she said, voice rising in panic.

someone told him—maybe Caleb. I can't think straight.

"

" Maybe — he saw the messages.

She sank into the corner of the couch, curling into herself like she could make her body smaller ,make the affair vanish.

"I didn't mean for it to go this far ."

"Y ou never do,

" her sister said. Her tone wasn't cruel, but it wasn't comforting either .

"I thought I could stop it. That it was... just temporary. But now? He looked at me like I was a stranger . Like I was nothing. I think he's gone."

The silence that followed felt heavier than Derek leaving. Lia waited – waited for her sister to offer some kind of lifeline. She needed it.

"I messed everything up,

" she said, barely above a whisper .

"Y eah,

" Juanita replied, softly.

"Y ou kind of did.

"

But then, a pause,

"Y ou want me to come over?"

Lia nodded instinctively before realizing Juanita couldn't see her .

"Please.

"

Her head rushing – cautious now.

Juanita getting out of bed, keys maybe, or shoes. Then her sister ' s voice,

"Lia, I need to ask you something."

Lia froze."What?"

Juanita hesitated.

"Nothing. Just... maybe you weren't the only one keeping secrets.

"

The line went dead before Lia could respond.

* * *

Derek pulled off the highway just past midnight, the world outside his windshield washed in rain

and blurred neon. The Marlowe Inn stood at the edge of town like it had been forgotten by time—a two-story brick building with black shutters and a crooked sign lit by one flickering bulb. The name

buzzed dimly in gold script, partially veiled by the mist: The Marlowe Inn. Vacancy.

It looked exactly like the kind of place someone went when they didn't want to be found.

He parked beneath the awning and killed the engine. For a moment, he sat still, the engine ticking

in the silence, the weight of the day pressing against his ribs. He hadn't brought much—just a briefcase and the clothes on his back. What else can you bring when your marriage collapsed in a single

evening?

Inside, the lobby was quiet, low-lit with an old-world charm that had long since faded. Velvet

chairs stood unused in corners. A chipped grandfather clock ticked like it was stalling for time. The man at the front desk looked up from a paperback novel. Mid-fifties, graying hair , glasses slipping

down his nose.

"Looking for a room?" the clerk asked, polite but impersonal.

"Y eah,

" Derek said, voice hoarse from disuse.

"Just for the night.

"

"Traveling alone?"

Derek hesitated, then nodded.

"Y eah.

"

The clerk gave a slow , understanding nod and passed over a sign-in sheet and an actual brass key.

"Room 214. Back wing. Quietest part of the building.

"

Derek signed his name with a dull pen and took the key. The small weight of it felt strangely

comforting.

He found the room easily, walking the rain-dark corridors past faded wallpaper and the faint scent

of dust. Room 214 was tucked near the end, away from the ice machine and vending area—isolated.

Inside, the room was clean, if dated. A mahogany headboard, thick curtains, a soft chair with its

own permanent imprint. The lamp cast a warm yellow glow , more melancholy than cozy.

He dropped his bag beside the bed and sat down heavily. His phone buzzed once—then again. He

turned it face down.

On the nightstand was a guest directory and a notepad bearing the hotel ' s name in embossed

lettering: The Marlowe Inn – Est. 1954. Below it, someone had scribbled a message in blue ink,

likely from a previous guest: Some nights, the silence is louder than the noise.

Derek leaned back against the headboard and stared at the ceiling. There were no answers here, no revenge, no clarity. Just stillness.

And for tonight, that was enough.

Derek leaned in that same position for almost an hour , his mind blank, the TV on but muted, its flickering light casting pale shadows across the room. The stale scent of generic air freshener hung in the air , doing little to cover the weight that pressed against his chest. Photos, texts, undeniable proof. She had cheated. No explanations. No ambiguity.

A soft knock startled him.

He rose slowly, unsure who'd know he was here. When he opened the door , Juanita stood there, her arms folded across her chest, wearing a look that was equal parts concern and something far more complicated.

"How'd you find me?" he asked, stepping back.

She entered without waiting for permission, her perfume trailing after her like memory.

" You forgot I still have your location," she said, as if it were the most natural thing in the world.

Derek ran a hand through his hair and shut the door behind her .

"Juanita, this isn't the time."

"Y ou think I don't know what she did to you?" "Y ou think I haven't known what kind of person she is for years?"

she said quietly, her voice soft but edged with fire.

He didn't answer .

She walked to the window , pulled the curtain aside, and looked out at the city lights.

" I would never have done that to you,

" she said, turning back.

"Not in a million years."

"Juanita..."

She stepped closer .

Her voice cracked slightly.

"Y ou were never supposed to be with her . That was a mistake. Y ou and I—we made sense. We always did."

She reached for his hand, but he pulled away gently.

"Y ou're hurting," she continued, undeterred.

"And I know what you need. I know how to make you feel something again. Let me remind you what it's like to be wanted by someone who actually loves you."

He looked at her , really looked—her pleading eyes, the emotion bubbling beneath her words, and something else: desperation.

"Im not going to do this,

" he said finally.

"I won't let grief turn me into someone I'll regret."

Juanita's jaw tensed.

"Y ou think staying loyal to her now means anything?"

"It's not about her ," Derek said.

"It's about me. About not making this worse."

She exhaled, blinking back tears.

"Y ou know I'm better for you."

He didn't respond right away. The silence between them was thick, heavy with things unsaid.

"Maybe," he said at last.

"But not like this."

Juanita turned to leave, pausing in the doorway.

"She'll never love you like I do."

And then she was gone, leaving only silence and the faint scent of jasmine in the air .

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JUANITA'S POV

I remember that day like it was yesterday. I stood there in that church, wrapped in silk and sorrow ,

watching the man I loved vow forever to my sister . My hands were shaking, but I clutched my bouquet like it was the only thing tethering me to the ground. Derek. My Derek. He was supposed to be mine.

I kept telling myself I was happy for them. That I had to be. That love—real love—meant wanting someone to be happy, even if it wasn't with you. But every smile I forced, every polite laugh I gave, was a lie. Because deep down, I hated her for it. I hated my sister when I saw them happy together .

I loved her too. That's the worst part. I couldn't say anything, couldn't scream the truth, because she's my sister and we're supposed to protect each other , not destroy each other . But how do you

love someone who stole the only person that ever made you feel like home?

It should have been me.

I was there before her , always there. Derek and I—we had something. Something real. But I kept quiet too long. I left to find myself and she... she took him. She didn't know how I felt. She didn't know that I used to date her husband before I travelled. What does it matter? she took him anyway.

And now , the vows are broken. She' s cheated. She' s ruined it. And Derek—he' s lost, hurting,

questioning everything. And I'm done pretending. Done holding my breath while she plays with what I would've cherished.

I won't stop this time. I won't let fear or loyalty silence me again. Derek deserves someone who

truly sees him, someone who would never break what they built. He deserves me.

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LIAS POV

I sat curled up on the couch, knees to my chest, eyes glued to the front door like it might open if I stared hard enough. The silence in the house was thick—too thick. The kind that settles after an argument when words have run out but the hurt lingers like smoke after a fire. He was gone, and I didn't know where.

I had called Juanita hours ago, my voice cracking as I tried to sound like I wasn't breaking. I just...needed someone.

She had said she would come, She'd be there soon. Maybe she was finishing up something,

I had held onto that. I made tea, then didn't drink it. I folded the throw blanket just to unfold it

again. I turned the porch light on for her like I used to when we were kids, when she'd sneak out and I'd wait up, just to make sure she made it home.

But she didn't come.

The clock ticked past ten. Then eleven. Each minute widened the crack in my chest. I didn't blame her—at least, not out loud. Life happens. People get busy. But I had needed her . I needed her the way I imagine a tree needs the rain when the ground has gone dry and cracked.

Eventually, I gave up. Turned off the porch light. Climbed into bed that suddenly felt like someone else's. His pillow was cold, untouched. I faced the wall, pulled the covers over my shoulders like an armor , and cried as quietly as I could, hoping the silence wouldn't press down harder than it already had.

I don't know what hurt more: the affair , the absence, or the hollow echo of the expected that never came.