I always wanted a love story like my parents.Sweet,Cute, Adorable.They were basically the best couple.They weren't so rich and all but they always loved me and gave me everything I desired.

Growing up the only thing I saw was "affection".

I love how my father adores my mother and same goes for my mother who adores my father.I am pretty sure if I wasn't so young I would've had diabetes by them.

But I also loved how my mom and dad were so close to each other and they also cracked jokes time to time.they never pressured me to do anything I didn't want.

We lived at a small apartment.We weren't rich but my father still earned enough for the budget of the family and etc.

They never failed to make me smile........until...

July 20...right when I was 7 years old...they died in a car accident.

I couldn't bring myself to believe the fact that t-th-they actually died..and they were never coming back to caress me in my bed.Sing me lullaby......they were gone........

At their funeral my mother's best friend....Mrs.Emma Warner took me in.They treated me like I was their own.I also became best friends with her younger daughter Arianna Warner.

Dirty blond hair,pale skin,smile which resembles the moon,blue crystal eyes.

She is something else.I admire her for being soo open minded.

Growing up I became  attached to romantic books.I always loved my parents love story so I always requested Mrs.Emma to tell me about my parents love story before going to bed and luckily she agreed without any hesitation.

To be honest I have a lots of book but I love Arianna's books the most.Yep she is writer and she writes books online.Some of them were officially printed as books and ofc I was the first customer to buy them.

Not gonna lie her books were actually the kind of books I would love to read!!She knows it too.

I still remember the day when I first came to Mrs.Warner house.Arianna wasn't the first person who caught my eyes....it was....Austin Warner.The oldest son of Mrs.Warner, Arianna's older brother.My first love.Or should I say one sided love.

He looked gorgeous with those coal black hair and leaf green eyes,which resembled the forest.I couldn't help but to get drowned by those eyes every.single.time.

It was like i was addicted to them........or him.

I told Arianna about my huge crush on her older brother...cause it is really hard to keep a secret from Arianna as we were really close and all.

The last time I talked to Austin was.....at the dinner table.The only word he said was..."pass the vegetables"

Yep I got distracted by his voice aswell.....until it was really awkward.

Arianna noticed it and I couldn't help but to admit the fact.

Arianna:You love my brother?!!!?!Are you freaking kidding me right now!!I mean you two would look good together....but he is not the right one for you.Trust me.The last time a girl fell in love with him.She got a broken heart.

Lilith:........

Arianna sighed.

Arianna: don't worry bbg I would help him realize that he has a gorgeous optimistic flamboyant girl head over heels for him..

Me:hey don't tell him!!

I grabbed her shirt.

Arianna:why not!!

Me: it's awkward...

She sighed again.

Arianna:fineeee I won't...but I will do my best to make you two together.

I couldn't help but to smile.

Me:thank you Arianna but i think it is better to not force him into things.I don't want him to think i am some pick me girls or anything and i appreciate how much you care about me.I love you bestie

Arianna:you sound so matureeee.You have grown and i love you too♡♡♡

Yes I officially announce that I am in one sided love with Austin Warner.And I hope things don't get awkward.

I remember the time when I chased Austin Warner.The fact is that when I first saw him at the age of 7.I fell in love with him in first sight.I "almost" proposed to him.Don't forget.I mentioned "Almost".

That didn't went well.Cause I gave him my favourite chocolate.He looked at me and trust it was the most awkward thing.

11 years ago

Me:I-um...it's a thank you gift for taking me in as your sister.

Austin:....I never agreed to be your brother...stop being delusional.

Those words hurt more than someone stabbing me with a knife and twisting it.

Me:I am sorry....for that.

I almost cried.He didn't even looked at me.

Austin: Don't come near me.I hate people when they try to get close to me for advantages.

Me:b-b-but i don't

And that was the last straw.I couldn't breath properly.I felt like I was dying by the pain in my heart.It was too much for a 7 year old to take.

At present

It did hurt a lot then..But I kept my distance.Since then I never talked to him or never came near him.

I focused on better things like reading books, spending times with Arianna and Mrs.Emma.

We all got along pretty well.But my eyes still looked and searched for one person who was beyond the distance where my eyes could reach.He was not reachable for my eyes just like he is not reachable for me.

But a piece of my heart always searched for him even if it was pointless.it always screamed"chase him"

I eventually got used to his ignorance so I let that slide and focused on better things.

Until....

Arianna:gurllllllllllll you wouldn't believe what I just saw!!!

Me:how can I tell if it is believable or not unless you tell me.

I said as I took some books from the locker of my college.

Arianna:come with me.

She held my wrist and dragged me towards the noticeboard.

Arianna:look

She pointed her finger at the paper of the annoucement for the senior graduation party.

There is no way I am asking a random guy for the dance cause I don't trust boys.Also I have a high standards.... surprisingly Austin has it all.

Screw him I need to think of someone fast.

Arianna:how about my brotherI am sure he would agree

Me:As if.He would never agree.Besides there are tons of other guys.

Arianna:But they aren't him.

She was right.

Arianna:oh come on I am sure he would agreebesides you are the one for him

I almost blushed.

Me:oh shut up.

Arianna: someone is blushing~~

Me:Am not!

Arianna:Am yes!

Me:no

Arianna:yes

I sighed.

Arianna: don't worry he would yes trust me and even if he doesn't I have your back girl.

Me:I think i can give it a try.Worth a shot.

She is the sister I could ask for.She may not be my biological sister...But she is still my sister.She was really popular in school and very very open minded.Every year there are serial of boy's asking her out...while I just a nerd with baggy clothes and glasses.

We went near the senior class.And we asked for Austin.As he came out of his class.I couldn't get my eyes off of him... Gorgeous as ever.... Whatever crush I wanted to get rid of came back in the speed of lightning.

He stood straight and tall.Towering over me.

Speak up Lilith!!You practiced!

Me:I-i was w-wondering...that if maybe....

Austin looked at me sharp and cold.

Which made me even more nervous

..

Austin:Say it quick.

His words were harsh and cold.

Don't cry... don't back up...Arianna is waiting for you outside!!I can't give up.

I took a deep breath and looked into his eyes.

Me:I was wondering if you would...be my partner in the graduation party i know you have a lot in your shoulders But I would appreciate it...

It was silence.

Austin:I am busy....find yourself someone else to deal with it.

His eyes were cold..What did I expect

Ofc he is Austin Warner....he would never agree to go with me at the graduation party with me.

I hate hurting people.But I always end up hurting someone who is dear to me.She is my sister's best friend and my first love.I have rejecting so many girls cause i have my eyes only attached to her.No matter how much i try to stay away from her i get attached to her like a magnet.

She was always out of my league.I still remember the first time i saw her.Pink weavy beautiful hair with Hazel green eyes,Smile like the tulips,rosy cheeks and rosy lips.The day I layed my eyes on her.....i couldn't forget her.I was insteadly in love with her.But......I can't There is no place for a commoner to love a royalty.In fact there is no us in this world.

15 years ago,

Me:mom,Who is she?

Mom:She is Lilith Emery.

Me:Lilith....such a beautiful name.

I smiled.But mom glared at me.

Mom:Austin.Be honest with your mother.

She said as she put her hands on my shoulder.

Mom:Do you like her.

I almost blushed.

Me:I-I mom what are you talking about?!why would I?

Mom:You are not allowed to love her other then a sibling bonding.

Me:why

Mom:because she is a royalty.And if a commoner loves her it will be a disaster and she could get hurt and even you.You are older Austin.I don't want you to get hurt.I want you have a normal life.Her parents I mean her mom my bestfriend...she was a royalty but she loved a commoner so they were treated horribly in society and she was also cut off citizenship.

Me:But we can do something right?

Mom:You don't know my child you are only 10.Please don't get yourself into these.

Present*

Mother almost cried and i couldn't bear that.So i become reserved and cold.I never wanted to hurt her but i had no choice the more she will hate me the more she will safe.

But.........i can't stop loving her even secretly.My heart couldn't stop breathing fast.And my heart couldn't stop sinking when she cries.I want her to be happy.

I looked at my military form.If i get into military i can't love a royalty.But what if i become a cheif comander or in a higher position....maybe then..just then.....

I signed the papers and left.As i was walking through the hallway.I saw Lilith and Arianna.Lilith was asking another person if they would be her partner.

I should be happy but why do i want to poke his eyes out.I could feel my blood boiled.So I left.

At the gym i was boxing when i heard some of them talking about a girl who got rejected by many guys and now is soaked outside the school as it was raining.

None of my business.But then my phone rang.Oh the trash.I cut the call.But she is so annoying.

I picked the call.

Me:what?

Arianna:Oi bro listen and don't you dare to cut the call.

Me:....

Arianna:I know you don't care but Lilith hasn't come home yet.She told me she got stuck in the rai-

Me:Where.is.she

Arianna:wow that was fast well she is the bus station waiting.

Me:I will be back.

I said as i cut the call.I took my jacket and ran towards the elevator.