Maybe it's time for me to move on? Or I'm just eager to forget where I am on? Oh you used to give me millions of hope but turns out you shatter me millions of time when I hear your name, maybe it's my fault I expected to much that I began to sigh and cry when I found out you move on, it's time for me to understand past is past, if I can I would write our love story in million of times until I get sick of it, I can't imagine when im gonna get sick of it, when my dream is just having you, when I'm a gonna stop writing when my heart stop aching from the pain, I would cut my hair when I can finally cut the connection between us, it's my fault for leaving you and not moving from past. It's hard to say good bye, even my heart can't say hi, I want to talk to her or even say hi? But no I can't my pride and ego can't held by, My girl I my so sorry for not trusting even it's frustrating, your smile always make me flatter but sadly you're flirting with another guy, and it make me sigh. first I thought love is strange and cringe and now I realized without her I'm nothing empty inside, I regretted every second thinking why didn't I just take a risk with her? I didn't take risk with her, is it all my fault? I thought I can stand on my own, but it kinda proves me wrong. ever breath felt like losing hope, like that air vanished.

your smile make me flatter,

a ghost I cannot chase away.

now Im an ink without a pen

I tried to

leave but learned, too late-

without your love, I'm nothing entire

I told myself I'd be fine, but I kinda regretted it now, its kinda scary how used to be my baby suddenly vanished, am I that corny?

I swore I would need you but now I see the lie coming thru-

I'm tired, crying in silent every night not daring to breath scared to make a noise that would woke the presurer*

I kept sending messages in my dump acc to check on you

I thought I could live but thinking about you make me do live on Internet to say sorry.

my ego and pride ruined my life,

I told everyone I'm fine but my eyes can't even stopped to cry, I don't know who I am if you couldn't even remember me-

if you ever wonder-

yes, I'm still fully yours,

even youre no longer mine now.

if you'd let me I'd would hold your hands like it's cost millions-

youre smile is prettier if it's only for me-

not my angel no more.